Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *34

Hearing that remark, Tami's tears couldn't prevent her from falling. She was crying without a sound. However, he tried to hide the cry from Tora.

"Why did you suddenly become a fool, Tora? Is your mind no longer working properly now, huh?"

"Why didn't you tell me you were allergic to milk? Why do you say you just don't like it? If I knew you were allergic, not disliked, then I wouldn't have done anything wrong by forcing you to drink. Why don't you tell me the truth, huh?"

"There's no point in me saying a weakness to someone else, Tami. I will have no help, but only ridicule and contempt."

"Am I someone else?" tami asked as she looked at Tora's face.

Tora did not answer. He didn't want to say what his heart wanted to say. Because he was afraid, if his words were wrong, then the person in front of him would stay away.

Actually, it's wrong they're just one, don't want to be open to each other. Stay with the ego they have and still choose to believe in their own minds without trying to make sure by opening up to each other.

"Go, Tami. I'll be fine here alone. This water is very cold for you. Especially, it's night. It's not good if you're here too long. Remember take care of your health, too, my son."

"I'm going to go. But please don't be stupid again next time. This kid needs his papa. If you're okay, then this kid is also feeling the pain."

Love each other, but hide from each other. That's what happened to Tami and Tora. They really love each other. But, hiding behind each other said the child who is now in the womb Tami.

Tami left the bathroom. But don't leave Tora's room. He stayed in the room with anxiety.

Tora was in the bathroom almost an hour after Tami's departure. Finally, he came out also with a soaked body. Tora walked with limped steps. He was shocked when he saw Tami who was thrusting a towel at him.

"Tami."

"I'm sorry, I'm still in this room. I can't leave because of a sudden sense of heart anxious about your circumstances. Quickly undress. I've prepared dry clothes so you don't catch a cold."

Tora did not answer with words. But he followed what Tami said quickly. Replace the clothes she is wearing with new ones in the bathroom. Then, go back in and lie down on the bed.

"Prophey, Tora. The doctor is on his way here. He was stuck in traffic, so the old can only arrive" said Tami as he touched Tora's hand that felt so cold, but the owner was agitated by feeling the heat.

"That hurts. House .... "

"You thirsty? Wanna drink?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Hearing that word, Tami immediately gave a glass filled with water in it. However, Tora's hand was too trembling to the point of not being able to hold the glass.

"Let me hold the glass. I'm helping you drink now."

Tami did her job very carefully. Tora's current state of affairs was really very concerning. Because of this, Tami was forced to put aside her anger and hatred for Tora. She felt responsible for taking care of Tora now. Because Tora's circumstances can be what they are now because of the mistakes she made.

Doctor Fahri finally arrived. He was immediately taken by Siah to enter Tora's room. He was shocked when he saw Tora's condition that looked very severe.

"It was my fault. I forced him to drink milk without a mixture." Tami said in a guilty tone.

"Oh my God .. The intention once you hurt him. Look at the results now. He won't heal in a day, you know. It took him three days at the earliest to get back to normal. While at most, maybe a week or so."

"Don't say much, Fahri. Just do your job well." Tora spoke in a small tone while continuing to endure the pain.

"You've been blinded by love, Tora. Rela sacrificing herself for love, that's crazy her name. Already know you can't drink milk, but for love, you're minus. Well, now you won't be able to calm down because of this pain. I really don't think I'm the same as you."

There is no fear at all doctor Fahri on Tora. Although already commemorated, he still rots endlessly while doing his job.

Then, he gave Tora an injection. After getting the shot, Tora calmed down slowly.

"What's going on? What did you do to him?" tami asked in full search because she felt so anxious about Tora's current state.

"He needs a break. I just gave her a little sedative so she could forget the pain. But, it wasn't long. Tomorrow morning, when he woke up, he would still feel pain like before. For that, please take care of him. Give him this ointment by swabbing it all over the surface of the skin so that the pain can be reduced."

Fahri doctor then handed a bottle of ointment that is white to Tami's hand. Tami instantly received the ointment quickly.

"I'll excuse you. Good night."

"Yes. Night."

After the departure of doctor Fahri, Tami slowly sat down next to Tora who was sleeping. He looked at that handsome face with those tightly shut eyes with all the guilt that was in his heart.

"I'm sorry, son. Mama has hurt your father again. May your papa not be angry with mama," said Tami as she rubbed her flat stomach.

Then, he turned back to look at Tora with a sad look. He held Tora's hand gently.

"I'm sorry Tora. I've been mean to you by torturing you like this. But, know, if I don't mean to do this evil thing. I'm sorry I did all this."

Tami finally fell asleep next to Tora. She slept with her hand still holding Tora's.

Tami woke up when she heard a small groan beside her. As he opened his eyes, he looked at Tora who was complaining of pain while strongly biting her own hand.

Tami was shocked by what Tora was doing now. Quickly, he tried to stop what Tora was doing.

"What are you doing, Tora! Just stop! Don't do that!"

Tora let go of the bite. He tried to smile, but he couldn't. Because the pain made him not remember what it was like to be happy.

"You ... su-dah, wake up?" tora asked with a wavering voice that sounded so heavy and hard for her to say.