Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *13

"Message? Ah, no-no. If we order it for noon. Then, later tonight, we'll order too? Then, tomorrow morning, tomorrow afternoon, and so on, should I order too?"

"Oh my God .. Why are you so hard to be human? Huh .. It's up to you. I don't want to take care of that drag thing right now."

"He .. yes already so, there is no other solution than shopping now. I have to go right now. Good morning." Good morning."

"Wait!"

"Yes God. What else?"

"You go to the market? Let me take you."

"Hc .... " Nining looked with a look of disbelief at Tora who was still silent at just before.

"Why? Is something wrong?" tora asked confusedly.

"No. There's nothing wrong. It's just, it doesn't seem necessary. You don't have to take me to the market. Let me go alone. I'm leaving now. Good morning." Good morning."

Nining immediately left Tora without waiting for Tora to answer what she said. He walked quickly towards the gojek that had been waiting for him a few minutes ago.

"Eh .. Play go that way." Tora said while shaking her head.

***

An hour at home alone, Tora felt so bored. He looked at the door of the house continuously, but unfortunately, there was no sign of the return of the person he expected.

"It's been an hour since he left, why hasn't he come home yet? Hm .. am I followed to the market only time yes. I am tired of staying home, too. If you go to the market, I can pick him up."

Tora smile. Whether since when did he have the caring nature of Nining that yesterday he clearly considered an enemy, he also did not understand. Clearly, from that night on, their relationship seemed to be improving.

Tora continued to maintain a small smile on her lips. From leaving home, to being in front of the market, he kept thinking about Nining's happy face due to his arrival to the market.

But, that little smile suddenly disappeared instantly as Tora looked at Nining who was talking to a man who might be a few years older than them. For some reason, Tora felt so sick as she looked at Nining who spoke while occasionally smiling at the man.

"Damn! Why is he so unconscious? She's a man's wife. Why so close and talk so freely with other men?" Tora spoke while hitting the steering wheel of the car in front of him.

"Wait on! What did I just say? Uh! Why am I like this? Am I starting to go crazy now? Tora. She's the woman who ruined your life yesterday. Did you forget that?"

Tora spoke to herself. Trying to wake up by remembering the big mistake Nining made for her. But the truth is, he doesn't want to wake up. Instead, distract from the pain that his heart is feeling.

Even so, the effort he made remained in vain. His heart still hurts now. In fact, it only got sick as he continued to see Nining so happy while talking to the man.

"Damn! I'll make calculations on you later women don't know themselves."

Tora immediately runs the car leaving the place. With one hand continuing to hold onto his chest, he thought about what he had just seen.

'God ... How do I feel? Why does it feel so painful? What is wrong with this heart?'

"Damn! Damnit damnit! Shit-shit!" Tora shouted in annoyance while continuing to hit the steering wheel of the car.

"Why do I keep thinking about that useless thing anyway! Get out of my memory right now! Go!"

As he kept thinking about Nining, he did not focus on the path he went through. As a result, he almost hit a woman who was crossing the road if not immediately stepped on the brake.

"Woi! Can't bring a car!" The woman screamed in annoyance while hitting the car glass.

Tora opened the car window to talk to the woman.

"You!"

The woman is so emotional. However, when they looked at each other, suddenly, the emotions of the woman suddenly disappeared.

"You? Handsome ghost. God, the world is so narrow. Just a few days ago we met, now, we are reunited by God. Really a soul mate."

"Stupid? Heh, who wants to be paired with you? Women are too confident."

"I like those words handsome ghosts. The compliments you gave me are good. I like it, I like it."

Tora had no words to answer the woman's words. All he could do was rub rough his face.

"Why, handsome ghost? Something wrong, huh?"

"There's."

"What?"

"much. You want to know what?"

"Hm .. of course. Say it!"

"First, I'm not a handsome ghost. The second .... "

"Who told you to be stingy with me. Just give me a name I don't want to. I'm gonna have to call you a handsome ghost." Ina instantly cut out Tora's words quickly.

Tora immediately let out a heavy breath when she heard that remark.

"My name, Tora. Satisfied? Don't call me a handsome ghost again after you know what my name is."

"will not. But ... The nickname of the handsome ghost is like .. also fits you."

Tora and Ina continued to chat. Because during the conversation, he could feel a little calmness and his heart ache was also reduced.

Meanwhile, Nining who was at the market had already decided to return home. He was actually just a regular chat while waiting for the coconut milk he ordered ready to be wrapped by the seller.

The man he was talking to was a porters in that market. This meeting was not the first time. Because every time he came to the market, the man named Alif often helped Nining.

They do look pretty familiar. Understandably, both came from the village. Although different villages, but still, because they feel the same fate, they are finally so familiar.

Arriving home, she is confused because she does not find Tora's whereabouts. I've searched all the places in the house, but Tora's not there. When he remembered checking the car in the garage, Nining immediately saw Tora's car that had just entered the yard.

"Well, that's the troublemaker. Play just lost her," Nining said as she walked closer.

"Norong .... "

Nining did not continue her words as she looked at Tora who got down from the car with the women. For some reason, his legs suddenly felt extremely heavy. His body was hard for him to move.

"This is your house, Tora?" ask the woman while looking around.

"Yes. This is my house. And .. here comes my maid."

"Good cooking, Tami. I have a special guest for lunch today."