Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part*18's

Nining. He tried to rethink what Ina said just now. While Ina, she held back a smile from seeing the unkind expression of Nining's face.

'Today, I'm going to start attacking you slowly, Tami. I need to make you back away from Tora. Because Tora is mine. Only I can have it.'

"Mr. Actually I feel sorry for you. Why would a young woman like you still be willing to endure wasting your time to live with a man who doesn't think you exist. If I was in your position, I would have long since left the person who doesn't need me like this Tora. Just wasting time."

Nining turned to look at the woman.

"Yes, what you said is very true. But unfortunately, I'm not you. I will stay here with my husband. Won't leave her even if her treatment is a little bad for me. Because no one knows what my husband is doing behind people. So, the only one who knows the nature and behavior of my husband is me. Not someone else who just glimpsed past, keeps giving opinions."

"Oh yes, I also want to say that I feel sorry to see you too. You are so considered a fool by a man who already has a wife. Made into toys and lied at will. Really pity so you're ya."

Ina's face flushed red from holding back anger. But, all her might held back that feeling. He did not want to show his anger at Nining, because he knew, Nining would feel victorious if he saw her angry.

"Well, I'm thinking too much about me. I don't need to feel sorry, mbak. Because just like I said before, if no one knows what we're going through behind people, right?"

"But it seems, you've been mispronouncing. I know all about my relationship with Tora who told me that husband. He told me everything. He never thought it existed. He also always considered her as his assistant. He's holding up here, it's just a tool to meet all his needs. Not more. Should have, you realize that."

Nining. The pain now suddenly crept into his heart. He wanted to cry, but as hard as he could endure. He knew that tears were not strength, but weakness. If he showed tears to the opponent who was attacking him, then he looked so weak. No matter how sick his heart is right now, he should still look ordinary.

Nining pulled a smile from the corner of her lips. He looked at Ina while smiling sweetly.

"What if I say, what you said just now is a lie. Very sorry for you, woman. You have been lied to by my husband. In order to get you as a toy, he could lie to you. It's too bad."

"Oh yeah, I have to tell you one secret. You're not the first one to come and talk to me. I've often responded to cheap women like you. Talked a lot, as if she already knew all about my life and my husband's. In fact, he was only used as a toy that if bored my husband would throw away without any clarity. Poor, really poor."

Ina immediately got up from her seat upon hearing that remark. He could not help but face the shock and emotion that was mounting in his heart at this moment.

"I'm not a cheap woman, Tami! I am not an easy toy to throw away either. I assure you, if Tora won't be able to let me go. Because I'm gonna make him never get bored of me."

"Instead, you have to think about who has been unfortunate all this time. We're the women that Tora made into toys, or you're the legal wife who doesn't have any abilities. Just hold your husband back you can't. So, my husband went to find toys outside."

"Wait on! Looks like someone forgot to tell you, Tami. Don't be so proud of yourself in front of me. Because in reality, you are nothing to Tora. You're nothing but trash to the man you consider your husband. The proof is, he never bought you new stuff. He always gives you used things. Clothes for example. You are given used clothes that are no longer used. That's a sign, you're just trash to him."

Ina smiled mockingly at Nining. Then, he resumed his footsteps leaving the house. While Nining, he was petrified because he could not believe what Ina said.

Nining was trying to gather all the consciousness he had. Then, he immediately went inside the house as fast as he could.

Behind the tightly shut door of the house, Nining spilled all the pain lodged in her heart. He leaned behind the door with a sobbing sob.

His mind justifies everything Ina says. Especially, about the used clothes that Tora had been giving her. Tora has never given her a new shirt since they got married. Tora just gave her a lot of used clothes. Tora also asked him to wear the old clothes every day.

"Nining, why did you suddenly become a stupid woman. Why are you crying, huh? Since you chose to trap him that night, then you already know what risks you will get. So, there's no need to feel pain and no longer grieve" Nining told herself as she wiped away tears.

However, those words did not manage to make his heart heal at all. The sick heart is even more painful now. The tears that he shed also spilled back.

Nining took a deep breath. Then take off slowly.

"Strength, Nining. Be strong. You are a strong woman who can get through all this. Remember, good destiny is waiting for you."

"Someday, he'll get tired of hurting you. And he will let you be free. Apart from the suffering he had been providing all this time. You just have to be patient now. Just follow and accept what he's doing to you right now. Humans have boredom, right? Be strong and strong."

Nining swept away all the tears on her cheeks. He tried to smile thinking about the good times he had gone through with the people he loved.

"Dad, mom, I miss you guys. Pray that I get out of this. Make you Dicky. May you always be happy wherever you are. I never regretted sacrificing myself for my love for you. Be happy forever with the tough woman you choose."

'God ..if I could be tougher than I used to be. I'm definitely still with Dicky now. Maybe even, I am the happiest woman today because I can be with the man I love and love me.'

Kemabli, the tears spilled back down his cheeks. Nining was again stunned while leaning on the door leaf that was still tightly closed.