Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *8's

That evening, after dinner, Tora left the house. She went to her mother's house for something.

"Tora, your tumben came to mama's house these nights. What's up?"

"Mm... Can I borrow Yura's shirt, Ma?"

Tora spoke directly to the point without any further ado. It made the mother stare in disbelief at the only boy.

"Borrow Yura's clothes? Make what?"

"Mama miss Yura?"

"What kind of question is that, Tora? No one doesn't miss someone who's gone far."

"If mom says that, then we're the same. I borrowed Yura's shirt for Tami, Ma."

"Create ... Tami's? Tora, don't hurt him again. You've been toying with her for six months, son. Please, live normally without any grudges from now on. The grudge lodged in your chest makes you live an uneasy life. Mama knows it."

"Ma, now is not the time to talk about revenge or my life. All I want now is, mama's approval to lend me Yura's shirt. Do you agree or not?"

His mother grunted softly while looking at the face of the boy who was now the only child in their family. The anxiety about the life of the child is still very visible on the face of the mother. But unfortunately, he couldn't do much. The child was already an adult, also born with a stubborn disposition now. All he can do is pray for the child's life to be happy.

"Ma .... "

"As far as you are, Tora. Mama won't forbid you to borrow Yura's shirt. Or ... if Tami really likes and fits Yura's shirt, you can take it and give it directly to her without having to lend."

"Thank you, Ma. But, she was not suitable to have Yura's clothes. He's just good at lending it."

"Mc ... Tora. Don't keep blaming him for what happened to you. It may all be written in the message of destiny. Oh yeah, don't forget one thing. Don't hate someone too much. Especially the opposite sex. Because between love and hate is a big difference. Thin skin onion, son."

"Mama take it easy. I wouldn't fall for a woman as sane as Tami."

"Don't talk later, Tora. You see, mama feels, you seem to have changed a little. You may have fallen for it, Tami. It's just, you don't realize it now."

"What the hell is this, Ma. Don't talk about the no-no. Between me and Tami there will be no love. I'll make sure I don't talk to myself."

"One thing you should know. I slightly changed my attitude towards Tami just because every time I saw her, I was like looking at Yura. That's why I changed my attitude. Because every face, always remember Yura. It keeps me from getting to the heart if I have to see him being too oppressed."

"Mm .. is up to you. Mother as a parent can only remind and pray. Hope you don't regret it in the future, Tora."

"No, Ma."

"Hm .... " His mother took a heavy breath.

"Yes, wait here. Let me get you the clothes you want."

"I'm coming, mama."

"Yes." Yeah."

They went to the bedroom with shades of pink. The room was next to Tora's room when she lived in this house. Actually, when my beloved sister was alive. However, after the departure of her beloved sister, Tora does not live in this house anymore. He chose to live in another house. Yes it is, the house that she is living in with Nining at the moment.

When she set foot into the room, Tora felt a great sadness. Slowly, a clear circle flowed from the corner of his eye. However, she quickly shed those tears so that the mother would not see.

"Tora, you better wait outside. Mama knows you still can't accept the harsh reality that's been happening to our family for the past few years."

"Ma .. we've lost him for quite a long time. But why am I still unable to accept this harsh reality?"

"It's because you don't want to let go, Tora. Try to look ahead. Don't look back again. You can definitely accept this harsh reality. Oh yes, not only bitter reality, but vengeance can also escape from your heart."

"forever. That grudge will never go away, Ma. Because of him we lost the most valuable figure in the family. Mama don't talk about revenge anymore. Because anything about revenge, I can never let go. While he is alive, I am still alive. Then the grudge will continue."

"I'm waiting for my mom outside. Don't be long 'cause I have to go back home tonight."

"Aren't you at my mom's?"

"No."

"Why? You're afraid Tami's worried about thinking about you, Tora?" ask her mother in a seductive tone.

"Where might he be anxious to think about my situation, Ma. Don't worry, just think that maybe he didn't cross it at all."

Her mother smiled at the words filled with disappointment. A mother knows what her child is feeling. Even though his son did not say what he was feeling.

"Yes already. Mama will get the clothes you want right away. You can wait for my mom outside. Mama won't be long."

Tora listened to what her mother said. He waited for nearly ten minutes in front of the living room television. Finally, the mother appeared with a small suitcase in hand.

Tora was a little surprised by the arrival of the mother who was dragging a small suitcase. Because he thought, he only wanted to borrow a few pairs. But, the mother instead gave a suitcase that can be made sure there are dozens of pairs of clothes in it.

"Ma ... Why so much?"

"Not much. This was only a small part of Yura's beloved clothes. We still have a lot of clothes. Just give me the clothes in this suitcase for Tami."

"But Ma .... "

"There's no tapi-but, Tora. Go home quickly because it is getting late. Oh yeah, don't forget to give mama a few photos when Tami wears Yura's shirt. Mama also wants to see how similar she is to Yura."

Tora could not argue with what her mother said. He could only snort softly while receiving the suitcase.

"alright. I'll send you a picture later if Tami's already wearing the clothes that lend me this."

"Give it. No need to lend."

"Mrs .... "

"Torra. This is a trust from Mom. Give it, okay."

Once again, Tora had no strength to refute. He could only snort again to eliminate the upset about the decision of the mother.