Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *31

Remembering the wife he left at home was afraid to make another move, Tora rushed to leave the room. Without greeting or talking to anyone he met all the way to the company exit, he rushed home.

"May he no longer act. Oh my God .. don't let him lose control again when I'm gone. Otherwise, I can't think of what's going to happen." Tora spoke to herself. Then, he runs the car at high speed leaving the company.

It didn't take long for him to get home. Her anxious heart turned relieved when bi Siah explained that Tami had not moved from the room since Tora's departure from home. Tami also does not appear to have done anything suspicious after Tora's departure.

Tora immediately let out a sigh of relief.

"Huh .. thank goodness that's how it is, bik. I'm so relieved. Yeah, I want to see him right now. I'll go to Tami's room first."

"Yes, Den."

Tora went to Tami's room. But, just a few steps away, he immediately turned his body back to look at bi Siah.

"Mm .. bik, did she eat the vegetable soup I asked her bikini aunt this morning?"

"No, Den. Tami didn't eat anything during Den Tora's departure."

"Why, bik? Does she not like vegetable soup because I asked auntie to make it?"

Tora asked in a sad and disappointed tone.

"No, Den. Nope. Not that Tami doesn't like it because Den Tora asked to make it. But, because he deliberately can't eat."

Tora immediately raised her eyebrows at being confused by the words she said just now.

"What auntie mean? I don't understand, bik."

"Ih ... Den Tora doesn't know how pregnant women are. Those who are pregnant are very sensitive. His kisses were always problematic. Ah, how would aunt explain that? Anyway, pregnant women are different from what they usually are. Den Tora can ask ibuk, I mean aunt, mama Den Tora to understand. If aunt wants to explain, aunt also does not understand too much, you see, aunt also has never experienced directly."

Tora took a deep breath after listening to the explanation from bi Siah. The same long explanation as long as he did not understand what it meant made his mind filled with confusion.

"Huh .. well, I'll ask mama later to understand."

"Yes, Den. It'd better be."

"Hm."

Tora immediately continued her footsteps towards Tami's room. Arriving at the front door of the room, he directly entered without knocking on the door first. That he did because he did not want to disturb Tami who thought he might be resting at the moment.

But when he went inside. She saw Tami sitting back at the door staring at the picture frame in her hand. Although the distance between the door and the bed was a bit far, Tora could still see the person inside the picture frame very well. And he recognized her.

The sight made Tora's heart scratched. But, he tried not to pay attention to the pain caused by the scratch. He walked closer and closer to Tami.

"You still love him, Tami?"

The question made Tami so shocked. To the extent that, the picture frame he was holding fell onto the floor without him being able to prevent it.

Brak! The glass from the frame broke scattered.

Tami immediately looked at Tora with an anxious face. While Tora who followed was shocked, as much as possible to remain ordinary by not showing the real face that his day felt at this time.

"Torra." Tami spoke softly while tightly grasping the bedsheet she was sitting on. But it wasn't long. Because a while later, Tami turned her eyes back toward the falling picture frame.

But Tora doesn't let Tami do what she wants to do.

"Tami, no!"

The screams stopped Tami's movement. He was shocked, but could not speak.

While Tora, she immediately approached Tami regardless of the dangerous shard that could stab her leg.

"Don't bend. Let me take it. Besides, there are a lot of shardings here, your hands can get hurt."

Finished saying, Tora immediately picked up the picture frame. He removed the glass fragments still stuck to the frame with his hands.

Not being careful, one of his fingers was scratched by glass. But, he paid absolutely no heed to the scratches. In fact, he did not show any expression that right now, he had just suffered from a scratch.

"Here, Tami. The frame is already a bit broken. You can replace it with a new one if you want. Just leave it to Siah if she comes out."

Tami received the frame with mixed feelings. Between disbelief, happiness, also somehow there is sadness that comes to his heart.

However, all of those flavors suddenly disappeared as he noticed there was a scratch on one of Tora's left hand fingers. And he felt even more anxious when he saw Tora's right hand bruised from hitting the wall while in the company earlier.

"Torra. Your hand ... hurt."

Hearing that remark, Tora immediately hid her hand from Tami's vision. As for Tami, she looked at Tora with a faint and anxious look.

"Didn't it hurt? Why are you hiding it?"

"Not sick. I don't feel anything for the wound on this hand. You just calm down. Because this wound is still nothing compared to the wound on my heart. The scratches also bruised inside my heart worse than the ones on my hands. So, I won't feel anything for this external wound."

"You're doing fine. I want to call bi Siah to clean these shafts so as not to hurt you."

Tami. He tried to digest every word Tora had said to him just now. His heart also felt a sense of uneasiness upon hearing those words. For some reason, the sad-sounding words also hurt his heart. Makes him feel the hurt.

Bi Siah entered while carrying a broom and serok. The middle-aged woman cleaned all the floors very carefully so as not to leave any more splinters of words.

Finished doing his job, bi Siah immediately wanted to leave the room. But Tami held back Siah's steps quickly.

"Bik, wait!"

"Yes. What's up, Tami? What do you want?"

"none. I just wanted to say, please treat Tora's hand. He's hurt in both hands."

"What's? Den Tora's hurt?"

"Yes. Please treat him. But don't tell me I asked my aunt to do her job. And, don't tell me your aunt knows she's hurt from me."

Bi Siah looked at Tami with a strange look.

'Obviously attention is also very caring. But why not want to be seen and not to be known. It's really weird this couple.'