Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *24

The heavy burden that his heart received back made him forget about himself. Again, he could not control the body so he again drooped helplessly.

Nining was unconscious again. This time, she fell into the arms of her mother-in-law. Seeing that, Tora immediately took over the tiny body that looked so alarming. He took the body back to carry it away.

Originally, they wanted to stay at Nining's parents' house tonight. But, Tora changed her mind. He chose to bring the fainting Nining back to their home in the city.

The change of mind was reinforced by the words Yah mbak said when they just returned from the funeral. Well, Nining doesn't have any family now. Her mother and father were both only children. Nining was also the only child in her family.

Because of Yah's words, Tora chose to bring Nining back home while he was still unconscious. That way, he could take care of Nining in their home later on.

They travel through the night tirelessly. Finally, the car that Tora was driving arrived home after several hours crossing the highway.

When he got home, Nining was still unconscious. Maybe because he was too tired due to tears, he became difficult to realize from his stings.

Tora then moved the tiny body onto the bed. She also asked her mother to replace Nining's clothes with new ones.

To be honest, he was so anxious about his wife's current state. But, her mother strengthened her with positive thoughts. That's what makes Tora's heart a little calm.

Tora continued to hold onto Nining's hand which felt so warm. He looked at the sweet woman who was sleeping with that sweet face with full of feeling.

"I don't know until when that hatred in your heart will just go away. You may think I hurt your parents. I was a savage all along. But I also have a heart. I know what is good and what is bad. I will not hurt anyone, let alone destroy them. Because I know how loss feels, Tami."

Tora finally fell asleep even in an unpleasant position. He slept while sitting next to Nining with his hands folded to his stomach. Because he was too tired, he who intended to take care of Nining, even went to sleep.

Adhan dawn reverberate. The vegetables touched Nining's ears. Hearing that melodious chant, he finally woke up. By forcing himself, he opened his eyes slowly.

"Oh ... Where is this?" Nining spoke softly as she blinked her eyes which felt still very heavy for her to move.

When the consciousness he had was perfectly gathered, he realized that he was in the room right now. The room he had occupied for several months.

"Room? This my room? What ...what happened yesterday was just a dream? Oh my God .... "

"Tami, are you awake?" Tora immediately spoke as she opened her eyes and looked at Nining who was already conscious.

"Torra. You .... "

"Sorry, I'll take you home. I hope you can forget a little bit about what happened if you stay here."

Hearing those words, Nining again sobbed. He covered his mouth with one hand. Tora who saw that was immediately bolted from her seat. He intended to approach Nining to make the woman calm down.

But, Nining quickly refused. He raised one hand to resist Tora's movements.

"No. Please don't come any closer. I won't touch you from now on. I hate you, Tora! I hate you! Get out of here right now! Go!"

"Tami, why should you hate me? I didn't do anything to you at all. Why are you accusing me, Tami? Why?"

"Tamy .... "

At that time, Mama Tora who happened to stay overnight came directly to Nining's room. The old man woke up from Nining's loud scream just now.

"Tora, Tami. What the hell's going on? Why are you even making a storm this early? Not good, son."

"Mama, I don't want to see your mama's son anymore. Please, ask him to leave this room. If you don't want to go, let me go. Because this house is his house."

"Ma, why are you taking me home? I don't want to come back here anymore. I want to live in the village. Living in my parents' house. Why do you have to take care of me, Ma?"

Tora wanted to answer, but her mother quickly held back. He also asked his son to leave the room immediately.

"But, Ma .... "

"Tora, listen to what you're saying. Out now! Don't argue."

Having no choice but to listen to what her mother said, Tora immediately went out. While the mother chose to directly sit next to Nining who was still sitting on the mattress.

"Ma .... "

"Tami, mama knows how you feel. You are sad, disappointed, and very hurt. We brought you back because we didn't want you to get worse there because you think about your memories. I hope you understand our decision, Tami."

"I don't want to stay here with Tora, Ma. He is indeed a mama's son, mama is fit to defend him. But, I really can't afford to live one house with him."

"He's your husband, Tami. All your needs are his responsibility. Even though you still think he is your parents' killer, but you also can't directly leave him. Remember Tami, the wife is the husband's responsibility."

"I know Mama must defend him. She's his mama."

"It's not a matter of who and whose child, Tami. But what Mom said was the truth. Yes already, gini only if you really do not want to stay with Tora, you can wait to recover completely just left. That's the last option you have."

Finished speaking in such an annoyed tone, Mama Tora immediately got up from her seat. She immediately left Nining without waiting for the woman to answer the words she said.

In front of the room, Tora was waiting for her mother. He was so upset by the decision his mother made.

"Ma, what did you say just now? Mama let Tami go if she's cured? Mom is right dong."

"Tora, that's what she wanted. Mama can what. He so doesn't want to stay one roof with you, and still insists on accusing you of being a murderer. Yeah we can what? Let him live as he pleases. Stay where he wants. It's not your fault as a husband anymore. Who wants him."

"But, Ma .... "

"Enough Tora. Mama's already upset, so please don't get upset anymore. Just let him do what he wants."