Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part*32

Bi Siah looked at Tami with a strange look.

'Obviously attention is also very caring. But why not want to be seen and not to be known. It's really weird this couple.'

Bi Siah left while shaking her head in a sign of not understanding.

'My God, are young couples now all like this? It's really confusing, ' said bi Siah again in her heart.

Bi Siah then searches for Tora's whereabouts to follow what Tami says. Because he did not find Tora on the lower floor, bi Siah went straight upstairs. The destination is Tora's room.

Once there, he did not knock on the door. He saw Tora sitting pensively beside the bed from the opening of the door.

'I'm so sorry Den Tora now. It seemed, the heavy burden he was carrying was too heavy that he was unable to get up. If only I could help, maybe it would be better. But unfortunately, I can't.'

Damn Bi directly knocked on the door of the room while saying, "Den, can you come in now?"

"Just go in, Bik. The door is not I key," said Tora without moving nor did she turn her head at all.

Without saying any more words, bi Siah went straight into the room. He was carrying a medicine box in his hand now. That's what makes Tora a little interested to know the purpose and purpose of the arrival of bi Siah to his room.

"What do you need, bik? Why did I come to my room? And, what's the medicine box for?"

"This .... "

'Oh, how do you say that? Tami asked me not to say anything. But how do I tell Den Tora what if I don't take Tami's name? Haduh .. make dizzy aja your ego this young couple.'

Tora looked at the silent bi Siah by hanging her sentence. It made him even more impatient to know the purpose of his house assistant.

"Auntie. Why silence?"

"Eh, no. Sorry, Den Tora. Aunt ... ouch. That's .. his wound."

"Wounds?"

"Yes, the wound on Den Tora's hand. Here, let auntie do the medicine."

"Do you know where my aunt came from if I had a hand wound?"

"That's .... Oh, don't know from anyone. Aunt saw it for herself. Hence, aunt took the initiative herself to help treat Den Tora's wounds."

Tora smiled wryly. He actually already knew that bi Siah came not on his own will. Rather, at the request of someone who does not want to be seen to pay attention to him.

"I have to say one thing to my aunt. Bi Siah, aunty is not good at lying. So, don't lie, bik."

Instantly, the groggy face of Siah turned red from fear. She was so unkind that she had been caught by her employer when she lied.

"Dent .... "

"No papa, Bik. I won't be mad at auntie or anyone. But, sorry. I don't want my aunt to treat this wound. Let him dry on his own. And, if anyone cares about my situation, then I want him to step in to show me his attention. Let him do my own thing."

"Well that's it, Den. Auntie's saying goodbye now. Let aunty take care of the work problems aunty who is piling up first."

"Yes, bik. please."

Tora resumed what she had done before after bi Siah's departure from her room. He looked back with a burdened mind staring straight through the window of his room.

'Lord ... Until when should I live with this kind of wound? Is there no happy word for me just a little stuff? I want to be happy too, Lord.'

***

Before dinner, Tora takes the time to take care of Tami first. He came to the room with a glass of milk and a plate of rice that Siah had prepared in the napan.

The tightly shut door made Tora not want Tami to be shocked anymore. He knocked on the door of the room before entering.

"Come in. The door is not locked" Tami said in a soft tone.

Tora immediately followed what the room owner said. He went inside while trying to calm his heart so as not to look like a person who is thinking a lot.

"Tami, it's dinner time. You have to eat a lot so you and your baby are healthy."

Tami notices Tora's face, then turns to see what Tora has brought.

"eat? I don't want to eat now. No taste."

"Tami, come. Eat a little so you have energy. Think of that child in your womb. He needs food to thrive."

"Don't force me, Tora. Didn't you hear what I just said? I don't want to eat because I don't have any taste buds right now. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Tami, just a little."

Tami felt very upset because of the coercion. He looked at Tora who was beside him with a sharp look.

"All right, I'll eat. But on one condition. If you meet the conditions I'm applying for, then I'll eat."

"good. Tell me what the conditions are. I'll do it if I can."

"I want you to drink that milk. You don't like milk, do you? So if you drink, then I'll eat. We're even."

Tora looked at Tami with a look that Tami could not understand. Then, he moved his gaze from Tami to the milk glass that was in front of him.

"You sure you want me to drink this milk, Tami? Will you not feel sorry?"

"What kind of question is that, Tora? Of course I'm sure. I told you we'd break even if you drank that milk, then I ate the food you brought."

"alright. I'm gonna drink this milk. But please don't break the promise. You have to eat your food until it's finished. Let you and my baby-to-be have nutrition."

"Hm .... "

Tora then took the glass very shakily. He looked at the glass for a moment, then he looked back at Tami who was not looking at him.

'If this is what you want, then I will fulfill that desire. Even though I'll be the victim myself.'

Finished saying those words inwardly, Tora immediately gulped down the milk she had in her hand. He drank with his eyes closed while forcing himself to swallow the white milk without spitting it out.

The milk was successfully spent without Tora remaining.

"I'm done. Now it's your turn to eat. But it seems, I can't accompany you to eat. I have to get out now."