Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *51 (extra)

Five years later.

"Papa, can Elsa ask papa and mama for something?" asked the little girl with a hopeful look at her papa.

"Say what you want, my dear! Papa will give you what you want. But with a note, if papa and mama can grant what you asked for."

"Mom and Dad will. Elsa's sure of it, Pa."

"Yes, just tell me what Elsa wants. If indeed papa and mama can, then we will give what Elsa wants it," said her mother who just came out of the house.

"Elsa wants a sister, Ma, Pa."

In a flash, those words made the two little girl's parents exchange glances with each other for a while. Then, the girl smiled as she stroked her son's hair.

"Darling, if for that matter, my mom would probably not be able to give it to you."

"Lho why, Pa? Ma'am? Why can't you? My friend already has a sister. Said my friend, his mom and dad who gave the sister to him. Then, said my friend also, if I want a sister, I can ask the same mom and dad. But why now mom and dad say they can't?"

"Honey, having a sister is not as easy as you and your friends think. It takes a lot of process. It also needs preparation." Her mother spoke in a soft tone.

"Yes, Son. After all, having a sister is not good. You have to give up on everything. You should be ready to share in everything as well. Anyway, it's not good."

"But my friend told me it's good to have a sister, Pa?"

"That's .... "

"Darling, don't think about sister. Oh yes, you better see the rose garden that you and Siah planted yesterday. Now, let's take care of that park, El."

"really?" The girl asked with a glare that sparkled a clover.

"Yes" said the mother, nodding without hesitation.

"Yes already that, Elsa wants to see Siah aja. From mama .. papa .... Elsa's going there first."

"Yes. Careful well. Walk slowly don't run."

The innocent little girl left her parents. After the child's departure, Tora and Tami look at each other for a moment.

"Pa, why are you talking to that, Elsa? Don't make a bad impression about dong's request. If you don't want to have any more children, then you have to find a logical reason, one that he can accept at his very young age."

"Somehow, you're weird. The time to have a child is quite one," said Tami with a sullen face.

"Darling, I don't want to have any more children because I don't want to see you suffer anymore. You gave birth at the risk of your life, I can't see."

"Norong .... "

"Darling, I have to be honest with how I feel, right? I'm not ready to see you risk your life a second time. I'm really not ready" Tora said, holding Tami's hand gently.

"For me, it was enough that I saw you suffer at that time. I don't want to repeat it again. There's you and Elsa, that's enough to make my life happy."

Tami can't speak anymore. The words Tora spoke touched her deepest heart. Yes even though Tora's words were a little exaggerated to the person who heard it. However, it was very touching for Tami.

Tami couldn't help but squander into the husband's arms. A hug she never wanted, but now it was the hug she had hoped for. Provides warmth, as well as a great calm to his heart.

For five years they have been living with love. Nothing has changed with each other's feelings. No one is bored, but even more springing love that they plant. Love that begins with hate, but ends with great beauty.

Everything changes when they learn to love by being open to each other. That is why, living in a household there must be something called honesty, mutual respect, also open to each other with what we feel.

Because our partner is not a smart person who knows what we are feeling. Whatever our partner, still he is not able to guess what is in the mind as well as our heart. Therefore, opening each other is the main key.

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See you ....

Babay ....

See you at my next work, guys.