Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *44

Finished saying, Ina immediately wanted to leave Alif who was sitting on the narrow bed of his boarding room. However, Ina's steps are held back because Alif holds Ina's hand quickly.

"Where are you going, Ina?"

"Take me off, Brother Alif. I want to get out of here. I will leave this city soon too. I'll be gone for a while. Remember that! Don't involve me in this mission of your responsibility. Because I don't feel like I have a debt of responsibility."

"Ina, relax! You can't leave here. The police will probably chase you wherever you go, Ina. It would be nice if you give up. Perhaps, our punishment will lighten them up a little."

"Sir Alif is stupid or no longer have common sense anyway actually? Whether we give up or not, it will be the same. There is no such thing as easing the punishment. I'd better go now. Maybe I can save myself from the police. Because the police are human too. He wouldn't be able to see me if I were far away from this town and hid until this case they forgot."

"Now, let go of my hand! I'll be gone before the police find us here. Please don't be my step-blocker, Alif. Because I don't want to be in jail."

"No, Ina. I'm not gonna let you go. I'll make you take responsibility for what we did yesterday. That way, I'll feel a little relief in my guilt for Tami, for being able to bring you punishment for what you did to her parents."

"Are you completely insane, Brother Alif. Let go of me right now. If you take me with you to jail, Tami won't think you're good in her eyes either. He won't apologize to you either. Because you're the killer of the two people he cares about the most. That's right, we ran away from this place. Go far, as far as we can. After this case is forgotten, we just came back here. After that, we just put together a new plan to get what we want all this time. That's right, Brother Alif."

"No. I won't leave, nor will I let you go. Although Tami won't apologize to me, but at least, the guilt I'm suffering will be slightly lessened. For that, I'll stay here waiting for the police to come. Surely I'll take you with me to wait for the police to come here."

"No! Let me go, Brother Alif! I don't want to see the police!" Ina spoke in a high tone while rebelling to release herself.

"No will! I'm not letting you go!"

"You're crazy! Unhand me!"

"No I said, no!"

"Based on stupid men! No mind. Unhand me!"

He continued to rebel with all his might. While continuing to rebel, he suddenly saw the scissors on the table not far from them.

With great difficulty, Ina tried to reach for the scissors she saw. And finally, he succeeded. Once the scissors were in. grasp, Ina wasted no more time. He directly thrust the scissors into Alif's stomach.

"Agh ....!"

Alif screaming in pain. Instantly, the grip of his hand that tightly grasped Ina's hand was loose, but not yet completely detached. Feeling unsafe, Ina immediately pushed Alif's body as hard as she could. The body that was not strong withstood the pain, immediately staggered with its head first hitting the concrete wall.

"Aghhh!" Instantly, Alif fell lying on the floor with his head and stomach bleeding slowly.

Ina was silent for a moment. However, it wasn't long since he immediately realized that he had to leave the boarding houses so that no one would know what he had just done.

"Don't blame me, Brother Alif. If you listen to what I say, you won't end up like this. May you die so that no one will know that I have harmed you."

Finished saying those words, Ina wanted to immediately step towards the door. However, how shocked he was when the door he wanted to go to was opened before he touched it. Ina widened her eyes when she saw who was behind that door.

"Don't move! Get on your knees and raise your hands!"

"Po-police!" Ina screams in shock not a bitch.

"Don't think of running away! This place we have surrounded. Surrender or we shoot if we choose to fight."

"Sir, I am innocent. I am a witness too .... "

"Catch her!"

"No, sir! I am not guilty! Please don't arrest me, police officer. I'm not committing a crime."

The police did not listen to what Ina said. He immediately caught Ina swiftly and nimbly. Then, Ina put handcuffs on both hands.

"Please let me go. I am not guilty. Everything that's happened here isn't my doing."

"Shut up! Save your explanation to explain everything at the police station."

"Hurry up and bring him!"

"Good, sir."

Ina was then taken to a car to be escorted to the police station. But, before he left the place, he had heard the police conversation with the other police.

"How's the guy doing?"

"He's alive, sir. Only, his pulse was so weak. We need to get him to the hospital immediately."

"Do the task as soon as possible!"

Hearing the conversation, Ina suddenly felt so scared. He was afraid of Alif's safety.

'Shit! Why didn't he die directly? If he survives, end my history.' Ina spoke inwardly while continuing to rebel even though she knew there would be no result at all.

****

It's already night time. Tami looks increasingly anxious about Tora's whereabouts. She now chose to sit in the living room with the intention of being able to see the door in case Tora returned home.

Bi Siah who saw Tami still did not enter the room, she immediately walked over. Because at these hours, usually Tami has been silent in the room since. But since Tora didn't come home, she instead stayed outside like this.

"Non Tami, how come you're still sitting here? Still waiting for Tora?"

"Ng-no. Who's waiting for Tora. I'm just on a break."

"Lho, what's the rest here anyway? Usually you'll rest in the room, too, Non."

"Tonight the room was a little sultry, bik. That's why I sit outside."

Bi Siah could only shake her head. Because actually, he already knew that Tami was worried about thinking about Tora who still did not come home when it was nine at night.