Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part *9

Tora's on her way home. However, because the words of the mother continued to interfere with his mind, he chose to pull over in a park.

The park was deserted because it was a little late at night. Plus, it's rainy season. The weather is so unfriendly. Cold and always somber.

Tora chose to sit under the light of the lights not far from the highway. Sure enough, just a few minutes he sat down, he was already greeted by a spatter. However, he did not move from his seat. He chose to stay seated with the spatter.

The rain is getting heavier. Tora still did not move from her seat even though the clothes she was wearing were all wet.

He ignored the rain because his mind was focused on the words he said. Those words were like arrows piercing into the heart of Tora's heart. He didn't want to think about it, but unfortunately, he couldn't escape his thoughts.

"ah! Damnit damnit! Why do you have to talk nonsense to me!" Tora shouted out loudly.

He did it because he thought, no one would be disturbed because it was already night. And it seemed, this garden was already no one else but him. Plus, it's raining again now.

But who would have thought, in the park there was still a woman who was opposite Tora. Tora's screams just disturbed her so much that she chose to move from sitting down to immediately approach Tora.

"Hey! Why do we have to scream at night? Are you possessed? Or ... You want others to know that you and your mom just had a fight? You have no mind."

For a moment, Tora fell silent because of those words. Those bold words reminded him of a woman he could no longer have. Who else if not Merlin, the wife of his nemesis.

He looked at the woman who was also drenched because of the rain. The woman also returned her gaze.

'Break.' Only that one word flashed through Tora's mind as they looked at each other.

"Hey! Why even look at me. I'm a human, not a ghost. Look at my feet, still treading the ground perfectly. So, there's no need to be afraid."

"Who's afraid of you? It should be you who are afraid of me because I am not stepping on the ground. So, I might be a ghost."

"Oh yeah? Unfortunately, I can't believe you're a ghost. But, if you really are a ghost is also okay. I won't run either, what's more scared. I assume I'm lucky to meet a handsome ghost that's hanging out at night when it's raining."

Tora did not answer. He chose silence while shaking his head as he listened to the ridiculous remarks from the woman before him at the moment.

"Hey! Why silence, huh? Are you really a ghost?"

Tora shook her head again.

"Are all women the same? Your mind can't think of anything sane when talking to people?"

"Huh? What did you just say? You said I wasn't sane? Ah, basic men have no feelings. Are you all the same, huh? Can't appreciate a woman's feelings."

Tora really did not want to talk anymore with the woman in front of her at this moment. He suddenly felt no interest in serving this obscure woman.

That woman is brave. Exactly the same as the woman who once shook her heart. But, he was only interested for a moment when talking because the woman had the same nature as the person he liked. Unfortunately, the woman was unable to make her soul tremble. His heart is ordinary. His heart also received no response from the woman.

Because of that, Tora doesn't want to serve anymore, she wants to leave that woman now. But, just as he walked a few steps, the woman even held her hand.

"You want to go? Can I hitchhike?"

"Ah, please. I beg. I'm so cold now. If you don't give me a ride, maybe I'll freeze here because of the cold."

The woman spoke while putting her hands to her chest. He also put on a parched face in front of Tora.

Not wanting to argue anymore, Tora just agreed to the woman's request.

"Yes, you can come with me. Come on!"

"really? Are you willing to accept me? I mean, you're willing to drive me home."

"Yes if your house is not far away. Or, if your house is in the same direction as the road I'm going through. But if you don't, I can't take you home."

"My house is not far from the park. But, if it's unidirectional or not, that's I can't be sure. Because I don't know which path you're going to take."

Tora did not answer. The longer he spoke, the more he grew bored with the woman. He chose to leave the woman.

Looking at Tora who did not respond to his words. The woman smiled a little. He immediately followed Tora's steps. When Tora got into the car, she did the same. Get in the car and sit next to Tora.

"Where's your house?" Tora asked without seeing the woman.

"Ahead. Oh yeah, looks like we're in the same direction as we are."

"Mm .. we have not been acquainted. I'm Inara. You can call me by a short name. That is, Ina."

The woman spoke while holding her hand. But it seemed, Tora was not interested in receiving the helping hand. He remained focused on the path they were on at the moment.

"Mm .. okay. If you don't want to accept my hand, I don't mind either. But tell me what your name is, let me easily remember the handsome ghost .. I mean, the handsome man who helped me."

Hearing that remark, Tora turned her head for a moment. However, it wasn't long. Because a few seconds later, he returned to focus on the road he was passing.

"Huh? Just a name you don't want to tell me? Ah, that's right. I can't believe there's a human in this world as closely as you."

"Don't say much. I don't like women who talk a lot. Tell me where your house is. We've passed a fair number of houses by now."

"Huh ... That's my house, sir. We've only passed five houses, you've said a lot. That's right."

Tora did not answer. He accelerated the speed of his car to get to the next house in front of them.

"Down now! I want to go home soon." Tora said while stopping her car in front of a house that is quite simple.

The girl snorted in annoyance as she glanced at Tora.

"Oh my God .. Can't you let this car stop perfectly first just ask me to come down? Are you really not sincere in giving me a ride?"

"I told you, I don't like women to talk much. Quickly down. Don't make the patience I have eroded away."