Victimizing Yourself for Love

Victimizing Yourself for Love
Part*35


"You ... su-dah, wake up?" tora asked with a wavering voice that sounded so heavy and hard for her to say.


"I'm sorry for being so noisy that I woke you up from your early morning sleep."


"Tell me, does it hurt so much that you have to bite your hand, Tora?"


Tora did not answer. He just looked at Tami with a glare and heavy eyes.


"I'm sorry for hurting you like this" Tami said regretfully.


"Don't grieve. Don't regret. You didn't hurt me on purpose, did you?"


"I'm really sorry, Tora. For that, because of this guilt, I will take care of you until you recover."


Tora was both happy and sad when she heard the words Tami said just now.


'Oh my God .. is it only because he is guilty that he is willing to take care of me? Is there no anxiety that comes sincerely and purely from the heart? I don't want him to be treated just for guilt. I want him to take care of her because I care.'


"No need to take care of me, Tami. I will definitely be fine and will heal by myself later."


"You need to be treated, Tora. So, don't talk too much."


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Due to Tami's coercion, Tora finally lets Tami do what Tami wants. While Tami, she did her job very well. Caring for Tora with affection. And now, already entering the third day, Tora had already recovered from the allergy she had suffered.


Although not completely healed. But he no longer felt the pain of allergies, he could do anything without the help of others like before.


Now, since she was cured, Tami was no longer in that room. She no longer took care of Tora. It made Tora feel really upset. But he could not express it directly.


As Tora looked at her phone to relieve her upset, there were countless chats as well as incoming calls from numbers she didn't recognize. Because of curiosity, he immediately opened one by one the chat.


His eyes rounded when he knew who the sender of the chat-chat he received now. Tora immediately woke up from her sitting with a feeling of annoyance.


"Finally, you showed up after almost two weeks of disappearing like you were swallowed by nature, Ina. Now, I will make a calculation with you," Tora said, clasping her hand tightly.


Ina disappeared since the afternoon where after she returned the car she had borrowed to Tora. It makes Tora feel suspicious about the incident that Tami's parents experienced. But alas, he had no hard evidence to directly accuse Ina of throwing a tantrum.


Tora's trying to find Ina. But baby, she couldn't meet him anywhere. Ina just disappeared like it vanished swallowed by the earth without a single moment.


And now, he reappeared on his own.


To that end, Tora did not want to waste any more time. He hurriedly agreed to Ina's request to take her to meet at one of the parks where they had met


that time.


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Tora finally got to the park that Ina meant. But, after he was in the park, he did not find Ina in the park at all. It made Tora feel as upset as the woman. He felt, the woman really wanted to play it all out.


"Damn! Where is he now? Why isn't he here? Is he playing with me? Just watch if he's playing me. He'll know who he's dealing with now."


Tora chose to sit on one of the chairs not far from where she was standing. While continuing to hold tightly to his hand, he thought about what he should do next.


But, just a few seconds after Tora sat down, she was already startled with a hug from behind by someone. Just in a moment, Tora immediately let go of that hug quickly. Then, he immediately twisted his body to look at the person who was already very brave to hug him from behind.


"Ih, Tora are you all right? Don't miss me, are you?"


"Where are you from? Why just showed up? You said you were in the park before I came. But why was it that when I came, you weren't even here, huh?"


"Well, you're the same as me. I was in the park before you came. But, I went to find the toilet for a second. So how angry is that?" Ina spoke in a spoiled tone. As if, there was no mistake he had made.


"Don't say much to you, Ina. I came to this park just wanted to talk to you about something important. Answer honestly what I'm going to ask you! Where'd you go for almost her this week, huh? Escape where are you?"


"What are you talking about? Who's running away trying? I'm not running away, dear Tora. I have business in the village. There is work to be done in my hometown. Yeah so, I'm leaving."


"Eh, wait a minute. You were just worried about me, right? You miss me, don't you, Tora?"


"Oh, sorry Tora. I didn't get to hear it for you. I'm really busy knowing. Very busy. You're not mad at me, are you?"


Tora's speechless. He could not bear to accuse Ina who seemed completely innocent. But his heart wanted something different. Eager to ask her lips to talk about the accident that Tami's parents had.


"Don't you, you miss me? I know that."


"Don't think too much, Ina. I don't miss you at all. You know, too, that I'm not interested in you. I already have a wife. And now, I'm looking after my wife a lot. She's pregnant about it."


Hearing that remark, Ina really gasped in shock. His eyes widened while looking at Tora with a look of disbelief. The news of the pregnancy made her chest feel very tight like she was squeezed by something very heavy.


"A-what? Wife ... Are you pregnant?"


"Hm .. yes. My wife is pregnant at the moment. So, please don't think no. Because it will make you feel disappointed later, Ina."


Ina was silent for a while. But, it wasn't long. Because a moment later, she re-embraced Tora while smiling sweetly.


"I don't care about that, Tora. Because men don't matter if they have two wives. Aye?"


Tora immediately pushed Ina back away from her. He looked at Ina with an angry look this time.


"I don't like crazy women like you, Ina. Don't dream of being my wife, because until now, I'll never wish for my wife, okay?"