Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
Amnesiacs

I was the one who was supposed to get the shot and it was me who was in his place along with the bastard. If only the evil man were still alive, I would have killed him with my own hands. But I can't even do that anymore.

I feel so hurt by seeing Adel like that. The doctors had to shave some of Adel's hair because he had bandages around his head and also a cut on his arm.

The twins always asked me if their mom would be okay. I tried to be tough and strong to say 'yes' to them.

But these days passed and I felt unsure of his condition. I just want Amel back to all of us.

"Is that a demand God is too heavy?"

I realized that I never told him that I loved him very much.

When I found out that I was the Papa of her children, I just walked away and didn't tell her that I was happy with it. He might have thought that I didn't want to be there and take responsibility for those kids.

'I did do all of that. Oh my God, I really made a big wound for her.'

I just wanted to wake her up, so I could tell her all the things I felt for her.

"Wake up Adel, please wake up! So we can all be together." Whisper in his ear.

For the first time in my life, I prayed. Pray that Adel will be fine because I want him to stay that way.

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17 Days have passed....

That's how long Adel has been in a coma. The doctor came to talk to me yesterday.

Doctors said the longer Adel slept like that, the less likely it was that he would wake up soon. Olivia often came to the hospital several times. But he left quickly after that.

He told me that Adel hated himself so much that he could not continue to be there. While I was still sitting in the hospital room where Adel was being treated.

Mama Adel kept looking after our three twins the whole time she was at home. They come here every day. The three babies still did not understand that their mother might not wake up forever. I certainly don't want that to happen. But I started to think that Adel might never wake up again.

Not because I didn't want him to wake up. But I feel like everything will be like that. I really want him to wake up more than anything. But I started to face this reality.

'But Lord, I don't know what I should do if he leaves.'

Only time can answer all of this. I continued to stare towards the window from inside the room where Adel was being treated it looked towards the street.

There are cars that race so fast. People who seemed to be rushing towards their destination. They all seem to be busy with their lives. All I could hear was the honking sound of the car engine and the sound of the steps of people from outside the room.

The sunlight from outside hurt my eyes. That's because I've been staring out the window for a long time.

Suddenly I heard a groan. I looked towards the pale-looking Adel and I saw his face that was in pain or feeling something. I ran to the bed and held her hand.

"Abserve....!" Say it slowly. "Darling..." Saying again.

He opened his eyes and looked at me. I was so happy to see his eyes open.

Adel finally woke up. Words cannot express how happy I feel right now. But that all changed when he started talking.

"Who are you?" Ask Adel with a confused looking face.

I looked at his face with a blank look.

"My dear brother, it's me John." I said nervously.

"Do I know you?" His words asked me.

"Wait a minute here Adel. I'll call a doctor for you, okay." My speech.

"Why do you need a doctor? Are you sick?" Ask Adel.

I wanted to laugh but my eyes were watering and it made her look worried about me.

"No, I'm fine. I'll be back in a few minutes." My speech.

After that, I left the room to see the doctor.

"Doctor Rossa.....!" Call me.

I saw the doctor who always checked Adel's condition out of a room.

Doctor Rosa looked at me.

"John's...! Is everything okay? You haven't left that room since Adel was here." Doctor Rossa said.

"He's awake." I said and after I said that, Doctor Rossa quickly went towards the room where Adel was being treated.

"But doc, wait a minute." My speech.

"What's John?" Doctor Rossa asked, but he didn't slow his way down.

"He doesn't know who I am." Say it slowly..

Doctor Rossa stopped and looked at me. He held my shoulder to make me feel comfortable and we both walked towards the room where Adel was being treated quickly.

When we arrived in the room, Adel was standing looking out the window.

"Adel baby, what are you doing? Why did you get out of bed?" Doctor Rossa said.

Adel looked at me then at Doctor Rossa. He looked confused and very frightened.

"Why can't I remember anything?" Ask Adel quickly.

I've never seen such a side of him. He was always strong and confident. But she looked scared and unsure of herself. It makes me want to hug her and make her comfortable and will never let her go.

"Well Adel, my name is Doctor Rosa Amelia. You had an accident that made your head hurt. You might have a little amnesia. That means you lost that memory...."

"I know what amnesia is." Adel interrupted Doctor Rossa's stubborn speech.

And that's the kind of Adel I've known all along. Adel looked at me and asked who I was.

"My name is John." That's all I can tell him.

He looked at me with a questioning gaze, trying to figure out who I was.

"Adel, I have to do some tests to see your condition. Can you do it?" Ask Dr. Rossa politely.

Adel looked uncertain but he nodded his head at the same time. I sat in the room as they did some tests. It all felt so hard to me. He can't remember anything. And at the same time her mother and our three twins came to visit.

They all looked so happy when they saw that Adel had already woken up. But when I told them that Adele couldn't remember them, our triplets started crying. I feel really fucked up. It's all my fault that this whole family is separated like this.

Seriate....