Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
A Farewell Letter From John

John PoV

I went to the hospital this day. Even though Adel hurt me and betrayed me, I still continue to worry about him. I don't even know what's going on with him. I know that her mom was in the hospital to keep her company, which means she had a pretty serious illness.

I met with Olivia yesterday and she said that Adel's condition is not very good. We didn't say much, he just went into the house and went straight to sleep in his room.

I was walking towards the hospital when I realized that there was a man who looked so familiar to me. It was the same man I saw at Adel's house. The man Adel always met behind me. He looked at me, maybe he realized that I was staring at him intently.

If the gaze can kill someone, I think he is dead with the sharp look I gave him. I don't know who he is, and I don't care either. I just wanted to kill him.

I felt my blood so boiling as I walked closer to him. I immediately pulled her and strangled her neck towards the wall.

"What are you doing here?" I said so angry.

He coughed.

"You you bastard! What are you doing here?" Shouted again.

He was about to open his mouth, and whatever he was about to say, Mama Adel came and interrupted his words by shouting.

"John! Let him go right now!" Shouted Mama Adel to me.

He also pulled my hand, trying to pull my body so I could let go of this bastard's neck. I then released the stupid man to the floor and he immediately stood up while holding his neck.

'Basic loser!' I said in my heart.

"John, what are you really thinking? I've never seen you being rude like this? Jefri didn't do anything wrong but he did a favor for this family." Mama Adel yelled at me.

But I didn't look at him at all. I looked towards a stupid man, what was his name? Oh yes, Jefri. I don't know him much less like him.

Right now, I would be very happy if I could kill him. I was finally able to have Adel and he came as a bully and snatched Adel away from me. I love Adel, I plan to marry her and this man took her from me.

"John, answer me now." Said Mama Adel who broke my mind.

"What's Ma about?" My toot.

"Why did you start a fight inside the hospital? With Jefri compared to everyone else, he was the reason that Adel could live until now." Mama Adel said loudly.

"I'm happy because Adel didn't die Ma, I'm of course very happy. He, on the other hand I don't care about this guy. He's already captured A's heart...."

"I didn't take it from you, you idiot." Jefri interrupted my words. "You went into the house when he was lying on the floor because of the pain and you just left. At that time, I needed help. If only he had died, it would have been all your fault." Jefri shouted at you.

"It's enough for both of you." Said Mama Adel who was now looking at me.

Mama Adel looked at me so sharply.

"How could you think that Adel would do something that could hurt you? My beloved daughter loves you very much. She raised your three children without you! Do you know if he's almost gonna give up? How hard was he to deal with his life? How difficult was everything he had lived up to this point? He loves you so much and he would never do anything to betray you!" Mama Adel.

I stared at him so sharply. Anger has taken hold of me. How dare he say that to me.

"I doubt if he loves you Ma." I said quietly and with a voice that sounded so sharp. "I have proof in front of my eyes. She was pregnant at seventeen. Only God knows how many men he's slept with and you think she's a princess so precious to you? If she was one of my daughters, then I would never have thought that she was a princess I could be proud of."

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Adel PoV's

I felt that my heart was breaking into pieces and I could not stop the pain that was now spreading throughout my body.

'What does he think of me? Does she think that I'm a cheap woman and a liar?'

I walked back to my room quietly. I woke up to go to the drink machine to buy a fizzy drink. I really wanted to have coffee or at least a soft drink since then, but since no one was in the room, made me take the initiative to go buy it myself because I already feel much better now.

But, what do I get? I heard John's harsh words. It sounds like he hates me.

'And what evidence is he talking about? What evidence and what proof?'

I felt tears begin to fall down my cheeks and I couldn't hold it anymore. I cried as if I would continue to cry forever, but the truth is I only cried for about an hour or so.

I loved John and listened to him say it made me feel so hurt. I was always afraid that he would think that I was just a cheap woman or that it would make him not want to be with me. And now, that fear has come true. I don't know what I should do.

The rest of the day went on normally. It means Mama came in to visit me and acted like nothing happened. Jefri also visited me and acted as if nothing had happened. And I could just sit there pretending that my heart wasn't hurt in the least.

I was finally able to get out of the hospital one month later, much healthier all my life.

I didn't hear anything from John and I realized that I couldn't be with him anymore but I was still hoping. My mom knew and realized that I seemed to understand but we didn't talk about it.

Mama tried to talk about it once, but it all ended with tears pouring down my cheeks and I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so we didn't talk about it anymore.

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"Accl..." My mother called me.

I took down the Diamond from my sling and turned to the kitchen to see what Mama wanted. But what surprised me was, Mama held a letter in her hand and the expression on Mama's face was not so worried.

"What is Ma?" I asked my mother with worry.

"A letter from John." Mama said slowly so as not to make my three twins hear everything.

I stared at the envelope intently for a few moments before I held it with a hand that was so trembling as I tried to grab it.

'For Dear Adel...'

'I'm really sorry. I know that you want us to be a happy family and I decided that I can't do it. I had to go back to continue my studies, where I should have been. I should never have come back here, no matter what the reason. I will always help you to finance the lives of the Moon, Diamonds and Stars. But I'll never be with you.

I think that if we both try to go through everything maybe things will go well. But I then went back to my consciousness before we both made stupid decisions or made wrong decisions. Can you believe that I plan to marry you? I even have a ring and something.

I bought a diamond ring with a sprinkling of blue sapphire gems around it. I've had a romantic plan and everything, a very perfect proposal. But it would all be the biggest mistake if it happened. Everything became so clear that whatever was between the two of us would never work. We're both too different.

I'm starting to fall in love with you. I knew that I said those three words to you before I finally realized that what I felt was not love. I care so much about you, but now I realize that it's not all love. I will never be able to love you. You are a young mother who has no idea where your life will go, while I have big plans of my own. I want to explore this world.

I wanted to have a lot of experience before I ended up living with the three kids and looking after them and I never wanted them to come early in my life. It's a good thing because I'm leaving now before all the more serious things happen. We'll never make it forever. You will be with me at the right time, and you will live happily with whomever you choose in your life. And it wasn't me.

Good bye Adel. Stay happy.

^^By: John^^^

Seriate.....