
"I drank too much alcohol even more than one bottle at my best friend's birthday party and I don't remember anything that happened that night." I explained everything to Justin.
"Then do you know who the father of your children is?" Ask Justin.
"After initially there was a mistake on the real identity of the Father of my children, I was finally able to find the real person. We tried to be together for a while. But it didn't work. He's gone." I said and immediately felt sad because I remembered everything.
"In that case, I think he's a moron, don't you think?" Justin.
"Foolish man?" I said while laughing.
We sat there for a while chatting and laughing comfortably then kept quiet after a while.
"So, do you want to stop by and see my three little monsters?" I said nervously.
Justin looked at me and smiled.
"Of course it is. Let's go see those bad boys." The reply.
Justin held my hand and we ran towards the lobby then towards my apartment. Outside my apartment we both stopped walking.
"Then who takes care of and meets their needs, if they don't have a Papa in their life?" Ask Justin.
"I have a job, so I can pay a baby sitter who can look after them all the time." Reply me.
Justin nodded his head and I stepped in to open the door.
When the door opened, the three twins ran to my feet.
"Mama's home..." Moon and Diamond.
While the Star was just standing there with its thumb inside its mouth and its face seemed to be grinning. That usually means that the Star is already doing something she shouldn't be doing.
'All right, I'll see what he's done later.'
"Kids, do you want to meet your new friend?" I looked up at Justin.
Justin looks fine. He was smiling. When I mentioned Justin's name, my three children immediately looked at him, watching him.
"Justin, I want you to meet the Moon, the Diamonds and the Stars. And these kids are Mama's new friends, his name's Justin." My speech.
"Hello." Speak to the Moon in a voice that sounds ashamed.
Justin knelt down and held the Moon's hand to shake it. When Moon held Justin's big hand, they both smiled.
A few minutes later they all shook hands and my three children immediately showed Justin their toys. I smiled at Justin and he returned my smile. I knew that my three children would like him, but knowing that Justin liked them, it made me so happy.
"Attribute!"
I turned around to see my baby sitter Sofia calling me. He is now my best friend. He was walking out of the kitchen with his daughter, Mila.
I smiled towards Sofia and pinched Mila's cheek which laughed with the sound of baby laughter that sounded so adorable.
"Who's someone who's like a magnet for those kids?" Sofia asked innocently.
"Sofia don't call it that." Laughing.
He also laughed with me.
"Then who's that sexy-looking guy? She looks so adorable." Whisper Sofia again in my ear.
"Oh, my God, you're all there." My words returned his words.
We both walked towards the playground room and Sofia dropped off Mila at her playground.
"Justin." The stars call themselves.
Sofia looked at me and raised her eyebrows and chuckled. I tried to ignore him, but the smile I was trying to hold out just like that.
"Why do Mama and Sofia talk funny?" Ask the Stars to Justin.
"Star, I believe that your mother and Sofia are talking about something funny that only the two of them know about." Justin said to the Stars.
I looked at Justin and he was grinning, then I realized that Justin seemed to hear what was going on between me and Sofia in the kitchen.
I started laughing very loudly and I left the room and walked towards the kitchen. I heard footsteps from behind me and I turned to look at Justin who was looking at me.
He kept walking closer towards me which made me keep walking backwards until I hit the table. We both smiled at each other and my eyes looked towards her lips. I looked back at her eyes and her eyes looked so beautiful. But I could also see that there was desire in his eyes.
I made a very quick decision, right then and there to move on from John. I grabbed Justin and put my hand behind his neck and started playing with his hair. His eyes kept staring into my eyes as if asking me if everything was going to be okay. His hands then held my waist and also my cheeks.
Everything feels so fast. Our position now is so close to our knees that it blends together. We moved quickly and made our lips touch.
After that kiss, everything felt so different. We acted like it was all happening, but we didn't mention the kiss. The kiss could have continued to be more intimate in the kitchen, had Sofia not shown up and shouted something about her sore eyes.
After that incident, Justin came to my apartment more often and played with my children and I started to love him now and I am so happy because of that.
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I was sitting in the living room watching a television show, while Justin put all three of my twins into their beds. Lately they will continue to scream and cry if not Justin who did it.
'It seems they don't love their Mama anymore.'
I breathed thinking about that. My kids are getting bigger now.
"Why are you sighing like it's Mama's kids?" Justin said from behind me.
I turned around and saw Justin walking towards the living room with a smile on his face. He was always smiling.
"Are you drunk?" I looked at Justin in confusion.
"No." Reply slowly. "Why should I get drunk?" Ask Justin again.
I could only laugh because he spoke to me as if he thought I was a fool. He always does that when he's really confused.
"Because you're always smiling." My speech.
He smiled and realized what I meant. He stretched out his hand to help me get up from my seat.
I stood up and grabbed her hand and we both walked towards the bed with our hands holding each other. This is all normal for us. But we didn't have an overly intimate relationship, we just hugged and nothing more. I know it sounds childish and too old-fashioned. But for both of us, it felt so perfect. Because I don't want to until the same thing happens again and I just want to be careful in dealing with not having a relationship that will make me regret later.
The next night, I went out with Sofia.
Justin offers to take care of the kids. Sofia and I thought Justin was a pretty brave guy. I mean, we can both take care of them, but we're women, and that's normal for you. But Justin, he still can't change diapers fast enough. The kids will keep running away from him.
To me, it was so much fun to see. But tonight is a night for us ladies and we don't have to look after our kids tonight. We don't have to worry about our responsibility to them because Justin is with them tonight.
Tonight was so memorable and will be remembered because we had so much fun. Even we can both say that tonight we are both so happy. We both ended up in a nightclub. I can't even remember the name of the club. But the club was so big with fluorescent lights so colorful and also the sound of music that sounded so big. And that's all we want.
"Are you prepared to be destroyed?" Sofia said with a laugh.
I gave a cruel smile towards him and we both walked inside the club. We both started drinking. I really want to have fun tonight. The last time I got drunk was at Olivia's birthday party where it was a mistake that made me even get happiness by having three adorable twins.
"Come, it's time to show them that we can dance." Sofia laughed.
We both went to the dance floor and danced so well.
Some men came over and started dancing with us. We danced with them until at least 3 songs were done. Sofia looks so happy. After a while we left the men and went back to our table.
"Darah...." Sofia laughed.
"Why?" My toot.
Sofia relates that the man who danced with her was named Josh. Sofia said that the man was quite attractive and seemed to be interested in her as well.
"Hi." There was a heavy sound of a man approaching us.
As I looked back, I saw a man dancing with Sofia earlier, and it turned out that he was the man named Josh Sofia told me about. He sat down at our table and sat down next to Sofia.
"So, I hear your name is Josh." I said it with a loud voice so that it could be heard by him because of the sound of music so loud.
He nodded his head then seemed to look towards Sofia with passion. The two began to chat with each other staring passionately.
Now I know what it's like to be a third person who's not like a mosquito who sees the affection of both of them.
I decided that I didn't want to just sit by them and look at Sofia and Josh who were making out. So I went to dance for a while. I felt a man approaching me from behind. He immediately put his hand on my waist and we started to follow the rhythm of the music. I feel so much fun.
The man began to rub my neck. He turned my body to look at my face and this time he rubbed my face. But I can still enjoy it because the touch feels so warm. I don't know why I feel so familiar. But I was too drunk to realize that.
I tried to look at her face so I could recognize her. But what I saw really surprised me. He also looked towards my face with the same surprised look on his face as I felt.
"Adel?" Her speech.
" Hey John." I said as we began to recognize each other.
John then pulled me towards a table and began to sit with me. I thought that I was going to run away, but I honestly felt happy to see him. It's been so long. I didn't even realize and also didn't know if he lived near here or maybe he was just on vacation in this area.
John sat down on the chair in front of me and put the two drinks he ordered on the table. He still looks the same, with the same handsome face, and his body still has the same muscles as John I last saw. And I still miss him.
"How are you?" John asked with a beer in front of him.
"Okay, I guess." Reply me.
Silence enveloped us for a few minutes and made the atmosphere start awkward. That never happened to us before.
"Why did you leave?" Said asking.
John looked at me with a surprised look. I think he was surprised to not think that I was directly talking to the point. But I have been wanting to ask such a question for so long and wait for him to answer it.
"I think it's all very clear." Reply with a voice that sounds so harsh.
"Hmmmm No! I thought we were fine then, and then you didn't visit me while I was in the hospital. And when I got out of the hospital, you left without saying goodbye to me in person! You left that useless letter." I was so upset when I remembered everything.
"Fuck you Adel. Have you ever asked your precious Jefri why I left?" Shouted John.
"Jefryn? What does this have to do with all this?" I asked confused.
"Damn it, did you forget that she was on top of your body when I came home." John said with an angry face.
I looked at him with nothing to say. He thought that Jefri and I were playing with fire.
'He thought that I would do such a thing to him and I did that with Jefri?'
"Are you really crazy?" My dance is with him.
We make other people pay attention to us. But I don't care.
"You really are a very stupid man. I had John's collapse and that's what kept me in the hospital. Fuck you John." Then I stood up and walked away from him.
"Adel?"
I looked towards the person who called me and it turned out that it was Sofia who had already detached herself from Josh and was closing in on me.
"Sorry Sofia. I'm going back home." I said it out loud so he could hear my voice.
"All right, I'll come along. Just a minute." Sofia said as she walked over to John and took a glass of water from the table and doused it in John's face.
I also started laughing.
"I don't know who you are. But you've upset my best friend. Do you understand?" Sofia.
I saw that John nodded and Sofia smiled, then she walked away from John and came closer to me.
"Let's go. You got a handsome guy waiting for you at home and he loves you too." Sofia said so loudly that she could make John hear her.
For a while, I felt guilty that John could listen to that. But I got rid of all those feelings quickly. It was John who left me, so he certainly didn't care about it.
****
We opened the door to my apartment slowly hoping that we would not wake up all the children or Justin because it was already 03:00 in the morning.
"Where have you two been?" Saying someone who sounds so scary.
Both of us, Sofia and I screamed. You almost peed in your pants because you were so shocked and scared. We looked at where the sound came from. We both saw Justin sitting in a chair trying not to laugh.
"Oh my God Justin! Why would you do something like that?" I'm upset.
"Because you two have forgotten the time until you forget your children. So I thought that I wanted to prank you, so that you could remember that you were a mother of your children." Justin laughed.
"Basic shit." Sofia said Sofia, who was drunk.
"Sofia my dear, are you drunk?" Justin laughed.
"No, I'm not drunk." Reply Sofia.
He tried to prove that he was not drunk but still he was about to fall.
Justin holds Sofia's body before Sofia falls to the floor. I smiled looking at the two of them.
"Wow Sofia you're really drunk." Justin said, then put Sofia's body on the sofa.
"Yes, you should have seen him dancing in the club." I said with pleasure as I remembered the moment when we had fun.
Suddenly my face turned sad.
"What's up, honey? Aren't you having fun? Did something happen there. Justin asked with a worried face.
"No, everything's fine. I'm just tired." Reply me.
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