Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
What's up with me?

Adel PoV's

I tried to open my eyes but it all hurt. My whole body feels so painful. I can't remember what happened. Why can't I open my eyes? Am I dead already?

I wish I didn't die. I don't want to die, at least not first.

I have a strange feeling. Something feels wrong. I also thought about what it really was.

I don't know what to think now. I saw a man who claimed to be John when the doctor did some blood tests on me and I saw sadness and despair from his eyes. It made her feel so hurt that I couldn't remember her or anyone else.

I still feel so shocked when I find out that I am the mother of three twins. I really can't think about how at my young age I gave birth to three twins. At first I thought I was 23 years old. But after Rossa's doctor told me everything and I looked in the mirror, I was 18 years old.

After the doctor finished the test, he was about to leave. Doctor Rossa grabbed my shoulder and then went to talk to John. There are so many things I don't know.

How could I be hurt? How did I become a mother when I was 17? There are a lot of things that are being thought about in my head.

"Abserve....!" Say someone.

I looked towards John who was sitting on the bed.

"Hi...." Smiling words.

From what I can see and feel, he must have been here for so long. I thought we had something very close.

"All the doctors who were here after examining you told me that you did have amnesia." John said with a sad looking face.

"Yes I think it explains everything about my lost memory." My speech.

He looked at me when I said that.

"Sorry." Saying again. "I think it's really hard for you too." Continue me.

"Don't worry about me." Reply with a smile.

"Doctor Rossa said that you can leave whenever you want. But you have to come here to do regular check-ups every week." Said John.

I suddenly felt scared thinking about where I was going after this. I don't have any money and I don't know where I came from before.

"Don't worry about anything." He said as if he could read my mind.

"You're going home. I'll be there too with your mother and the three twins." Continue John.

"Who's their name?" I asked with curiosity.

"Your children are named Moon, Diamond and Star. And your mother's name is Helen." The answer.

"Are we..... I mean. you and I...." I said with stammering.

I was a little confused by what John said. What exactly is my relationship with this man named John?

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I was finally able to get out of the hospital this morning and John offered to drive me home. Right now we are sitting in a fast restaurant. John said that I had been in the hospital for a very long time and I kept eating healthy food and now I want fast food.

I smiled looking at John as we sat inside this fast food restaurant. I enjoyed my time with him so much that I got to know him even more. She seemed to care so much about me, that it made me feel so loved and wanted by her.

It all felt so new to the family situation that I felt comfortable with John. But I still felt that there was a strange feeling because I didn't remember about him. I could see the sadness in his eyes very clearly. But he always tried to hide it very well.

We laughed out loud while eating the burgers and fries we ordered. As I looked towards the figure of a woman who was my Mama, I walked into the restaurant with the twins. She seemed to freeze as she looked at me, as well as the three twins who seemed to be playing. As she started walking towards the table where John and I were sitting, I started to feel so nervous.

How not? The woman I should have called Mama, the woman who gave birth to me, I really can't remember. I feel alien just by looking at her. This is all so weird.

"Hey, Adel John...." Her speech.

John smiled at him.

"Hi Ma'am Helen." John said kindly. "Do you want to join us?" Ask John politely.

"of course. I'll order food first. Would you like to order something else?" Ask the woman named Helen.

John looked at me and I shook my head. Then John looked at the woman and said we didn't want anything anymore. The woman smiled and walked over to the table.

After she left together with the three twins, I looked at John with a displeased look. John knew that I was uncomfortable with them all around me. Even if they are my children and my mother. But everything still feels so foreign to me.

"Why do you see me like that?" Ask John plainly.

"John....!!" Say it slowly.

"Look!" Said John. "They are your children. They're not big enough to know what's going on and think about how this could hurt your mom if you don't accept them all. At least you should look to try to live it all." Continue John.

"Hey....." I said with anger. "Don't push me on like this. I'll try everything. I know I have a responsibility. But I just got out of the hospital. At least you should know that I need time to get used to this." Continue me again.

"Too bad." That's all he said to me.

He's pissing me off right now. I just want to keep my mind calm. When my Mama came back with a tray followed by the three 1-year-old children, my mind became more and more out of whack.

Lunch is a new experience for me, of course I think I've done this before. But it's so new to me that it's someone as new as being reborn.

After a while I thought that John realized that I was not doing my best and he immediately invited me to go and say goodbye to my Mom, saying that we would meet at home with my Mom and those three babies.

Seriate....