
7 Months is now my age....
Waw.... I never thought anything like this could go to this point. I thought back to when 5 months ago, thinking about how things have changed now.
Not in a million years did I ever think that I could get pregnant since years ago. And now is my last day at school. I decided to stop this time, because however I knew that I was pregnant at the wrong time. Not only because I was pregnant when I was 17 years old, but because my pregnancy can no longer be hidden. Everyone must have suspected me. Especially my stomach is so big.
If only I could hide this stomach, I would continue my schooling until I finish it. Because we only have a few more months left to finally get the final exam.
But, yeah, that's it. This is what God has outlined for me. I quit school because I had a baby, which was actually 2 babies. I once thought, is their gender female or male? Or will I get a pair of women and men. But whatever it may be, I'll still be proud to say that I'm going to be the great mother of my two little babies.
I walked into the cafeteria with a slightly lazy step, imagining that this was my last day for lunch in the cafeteria that had accompanied me for almost three years.
When I got there, I found the chair I used to sit on seemed tied up with lots of balloons and gifts on the table. A lot of people were looking at that table and my idiot friends, they really looked like idiots as I walked closer towards them. They all held a large poster that read 'Happy Last Day of School Mom' (happy last day at school Mama)
I laughed at their behavior. A few months ago I could have run towards them and dealt a blow to them for humiliating me. But what can I do now? Everyone knows that I'm pregnant and honestly I love being a pregnant woman. I know for others it won't be easy, but for me it's pretty easy.
Sherly and Olivia, my two friends ran up to me with their arms open. They both pulled me and hugged me so tightly.
"What are you guys doing?" My steam is laughing.
"We want to give you a farewell party at school." Sherly.
"really. We did it so you could be happy on your last day at school." Connect Olivia.
I can only smile. Then the three of us walked together towards a table that was already filled with other friends and also a lot of gifts. I smiled happily and thanked them.
I still can't believe what they've done to me. If there was someone who didn't know that I was pregnant, of course they would already know. Then I pulled out a chair to sit next to Olivia.
Olivia's been so good for a few months now. He always helped me more than I could have imagined.
The next few hours, I started eating cookies, getting lots of gifts from other friends. It was all the most perfect lunch I ever had when I was in high school. I then looked towards the IPS class where I was studying. I will never be able to enter any school again with my condition like this.
This is the greatest feeling, not a happy enough feeling. But I was actually a little sad about having to leave my school days before I could finish it. I only have a few months left.
Before returning home, I took the time to go into the teacher's room. It took a lot of courage for me to do it all. I apologized to all of them for what I did. I must have embarrassed the name of our school.
"I'm sorry, sir, Mom. I've shamed our school's good name with the actions I've taken. I hope, Father and Mother, especially the Headmaster to be able to apologize to me. Today, I've come here to fare well." I said with trembling lips.
I had even mentally prepared myself if I would later be scolded or shouted at by my teachers, especially the famous Principal Maiden who was resolute and killer. But all of that turned out to be just my guess. My teachers turned out to feel sorry for me, especially the female teachers including the Headmaster.
"From some of the cases that have happened as you have, this is the first time that a student has dared to admit his mistake and come to apologize directly to us all." Said the Headmaster to me.
I was relieved, but my head was still down. I feel so ashamed to look them all in the face.
"Adel, this news really surprised us all, especially Mother as your homeroom teacher. I honestly never once thought that you could be like this considering that of the many schoolgirls, you are a student who has never been seen close to any student. Be it in the school environment or out there. Because our house is quite close together. So I know how your day is." Said Ms. Rika my homeroom teacher.
I apologized to all of them again.
"Adel, after this, I hope you can keep the trust that God has given you. Behind everything that's happened to you, this, honestly, I'm proud of you because you made the decision to raise that innocent baby in your belly instead of having to eliminate it like most other young girls do." Said Mrs Rika. "In addition, you don't know who the baby's father is." Continue to Bu Rica.
Hearing what Bu Rika said I immediately raised my head to look at her face.
'Where does Bu Rika know?' my thinking.
As if understanding the question inside me, Ms. Rika nodded and explained that she knew everything from Mama as well as Olivia explaining everything that happened to me.
'Ah, it's appropriate that they don't judge me. Do they think that I am the victim of immoral acts that cause me to become pregnant?' my thinking.
Ah, nevermind. Why am I thinking about everything. Most importantly now, I have done a good thing by admitting my mistake and apologizing directly to them.
"Which is strong, stoic and still vigorous." Said Miss Rika as I shook hands with her and the other teachers.
"Thank you Miss Rik." My speech.
Plaque!
Ms. Rika beat my shoulder fat because I called her with my dear's call. I can only smile. Then I shook hands last time with Bu Sukma, the great Headmaster.
"I say goodbye to Bu Suk." My speech.
"You're this." Said Bu Sukma with a deadly look and then laughed while stroking my head.
'Goodbye to my school, goodbye to my memorable class. Goodbye to my desk, the place where I often cross out cheat formulas. Goodbye to the cafeteria that always makes my stomach full. Goodbye my comrades. Goodbye to my teachers. I'm sorry for always judging you guys.' I said in my heart as I stepped out of the school gate.
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When I got home, I felt a deep sense of sadness. I will never be able to go back to school. Today became even more strange because I swore that I felt that I would definitely miss my school.
I will never be able to see my friends every day and I will no longer be able to be ignorant and make my teachers angry.
And now, as I often do when I'm at home, I walk towards my twin nursery. I have started to fill the room little by little with various equipment available. And now with all my time empty, I can't wait to finish it.
"Adel can you come here?" My mother suddenly called me.
I put all my books on the table, feeling a little upset. My back hurts all day because it carries a bag of textbooks that are quite heavy. I don't know why today I want to learn with all my heart. Maybe because of my last day at school, until I want to study well on my last day.
It would definitely be perfect if I lay down at this moment. But I have to go see my mom first. I don't know what my mom wanted to say to me.
Seriate.....