Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
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As I was thinking about everything, I didn't realize that someone was walking into the bathroom to the shower where I was. I felt so shocked especially when I felt two arms coiling around my waist.

I screamed and jumped in shock and fear.

"It's just me." John whispered in my ear.

I smiled and turned to look at him.

"Not like this, I'm ashamed." Saying to him.

"Why should I be ashamed, I've seen it all." Whisper John again. "By the way, what are we going to do today?" Ask John again.

"I was thinking what if you showed me what is so beautiful about the lake you often visit." I said to John with a hopeful face.

"All right." Reply John who makes me happy.

I really want to go to see the lake and also the river that John often visited. I was very curious how beautiful the scenery there to make John feel at home to linger there for a few days.

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After finishing the bath, we both dressed comfortably to walk through the forest to the lake. We both wear jeans and t-shirts.

We will go to the lake with a basket containing our breakfast and lunch for later. I am sure that today will be a perfect day.

We walked downhill towards the lake slowly. We walked together holding each other's hands. We seem to make this moment the best moment we have ever done together and also have fun through the time that has disappeared between us.

I can see that this is a new beginning for our relationship. I smiled and looked at John who kept a happy smile on his face as well.

A while later, after walking for about ten minutes we arrived at the lake. The view of the lake looks so amazing.

The river water that was close to the lake also looked so clear with a crystal blue color. There were many green-colored grasses covering every inch of the plains with enormous trees everywhere.

'John should have stayed here for a long time. The view is so soothing to the eyes.' I said in my heart.

I turned my gaze to look at John who seemed a little busy with arranging the picnic mat and also the food on it. I ran around the lake to get closer to John.

"This place is amazing." I said with honesty.

"Yes, that was the first impression I said when I first came to this place as well. And the view will be much better after a while." John said with a mysterious face.

"Why really? What will happen later?" I asked so curious.

John just smiled at me and sat down and opened a hampers from the picnic basket.

"John's.... I hate surprises. Tell me, please." My speech.

But John just laughed and kept acting weird which made me not be able to say anything more.

I then decided to sit on a mat that he arranged neatly on the grass. I then folded my arms. I didn't want to move or say anything to her until she told me what was going to happen.

"Adel, what are you doing?" John asked humourfully.

But I just sat there. I didn't say anything and I didn't even want to know that he was telling me something. I really want to cut him off right now.

"Adel." Said John who kept trying to talk to me.

I still don't want to move a bit. I was upset that he didn't want to tell me the truth.

"I'm sure that I'll be able to make you move." Say John again.

John now sat in front of me with his face getting closer to me. She tilted her head as if she was trying to kiss me which surely would make me melt. Of course I don't want that to happen. I would have avoided it if he would have kissed me.

However, something seemed to fall out of his pocket. He froze and tried to hide whatever fell out of his pocket.

I felt so curious that it made me come a little closer just to look at the little box, before he sat on it.

"John, what are you sitting on?" I asked so curious.

"Nothing." Answer John quickly.

"Omong empty. Let's tell me, what is it exactly?" Ask again.

"Nothing." Say John again.

"John....!!!" I said in a threatening tone and he stuck his tongue out at me.

He really pisses me off.

"Accl...." His words called to me in a voice full of childishness.

"Oh what is that?" I shouted so annoyed.

"Whataaa?" He shouted stupidly again and immediately stood up to look at me.

As he stood up, I immediately quickly picked up the box and opened it. After looking at the contents of the box, I pegged.

"Adel." John said and turned to look at me who was frozen. And just like I did, she froze as well when she realized that I had already seen the contents of the box.

Actually he is the one who should not freeze let alone be surprised, considering he is the one who brought this box.

"Accl...." Said John quietly and sat back down on the mat in front of me with his hands on my knees.

"What the fuck is this John?" I asked so in disbelief.

"Yes, I think that's very clear." Said John casually.

"But.. This is a.... Did you? It means that you..... But what...." My words stammered not knowing what I should say at this moment.

"Yes, I've actually planned all this in a slightly different way. But since you're so curious, so this is how it turned out." John said quickly. "Adel I love you. Will you marry me?" Ask John.

I stared at her sharply, then my gaze turned towards the ring that looked so beautiful that it was inside the box.

"What?" My words were full of shock.

I really can't digest any of this quickly.

"I just asked you. Adel, will you marry me?" Say it softly again.

"But we just got back together. We're we...." I really don't know what to say.

I really don't know what to say to him right now. Everything was so sudden and it never crossed my mind that he would propose to me today.

I looked at him, trying to see if this was all a big mistake or if he was just giving me a joke. But his face looked so hurt. I feel guilty too.

"John's." I said softly, trying to calm my mind.

"It's okay. No problem." John quickly interrupted my words. "I understand if you don't want to marry me." John then stood up and started running around before I could say the real thing I wanted to tell him.

I was still sitting there frozen in all my surprise. I love John. I really love him. Now, he has a ring to give me. He even bought this ring while he still hated me.

'Why should I still think?' my question is in my heart.

I stared at the ring that was still in my hand. The ring looked so beautiful and John wanted to give it to me as a sign of his proposal for me. I knew that all this would happen at the right time. But right now, I don't think this is a good idea.

'I know that I love him and I would of course marry him. But all this seems so rushed to do, don't you think?' I asked back in my heart.

I then stood up from the mat prepared by John and left the food on the mat so neatly arranged for the moment of romantic proposal that John wanted to do to me. I then walked towards the river, down the river water and let the river water hit my feet with the shade of trees that made me feel comfortable.

'Do I want to marry John?' I asked that question to myself in the morning.

That's my main question and the answer is of course yes, I want to marry him. No matter what we've been through in the past for more or less two or three years. But I still love him. It means that I really love him unconditionally or that I am even crazy about him.

At the moment I was really confused thinking about everything with so many other questions constantly running around in my head that it made me start to feel a headache.

'Damn.' I swear in my heart.

This is why I don't want to think too much. My head is not fit to think about many things at one time, because it will only make my head feel so painful.

I realized that there was nothing I could do right now. So I decided I was going to walk back home to see if John was there where I was sure he was, then we could talk well. I knew that I would marry him. But there are some things I want to explain to her first.

It would be a mistake to make a decision right now, no matter how much I love him.

The journey back to where the picnic basket was located took longer than I thought. I walked too far down the river. And surely by the time I get home, the atmosphere is already dark. I never thought that I would be outside for so long. But I was sure that the sun could not lie to me by showing that it was getting dark.

I packed up my things and I started walking back quickly because I didn't want the darkness to come to me. I was halfway home when I felt like drops of water were falling into my nose. I looked up thinking that there might be some animals urinating on me. But I was so surprised to see that there were no animals.

The sky seemed to be covered so darkly by the clouds. This area is famous for being the most frequently hit by rainstorms in the entire country and indeed most often occurs. The storm could occur within minutes or even last up to several days and damage almost everything he touches.

My heart started beating so fast as I thought about what it would be like if I were to face that storm right now with me being outside this area. So I need to be home as soon as possible.

I started running so fast compared to anything I've ever done in my entire life. I kept running until there was a lot of pain in my head. I fell down and looked towards the ground before everything became so dark.

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John PoV

"Adel." My words quickly sat back in front of her with my hands holding her knees.

"What the fuck?" Adel asked me with a face that looked so curious.

"Yes, I think it's all very clear." I don't want to deny the fact that it was my proposal ring for her.

'Oh my God, what is he going to do now? I don't think I'll be able to deal with it, if he says no to me. ' I said in my heart.

"But this is an.... You can't... Are you... I mean this is all.... But what....?"

He kept saying stammered words that made me think that it was all a sign of not being good.

"Yes, I planned things a little differently. But since you're so curious, so this is how it is." I said it quickly.

I wished that I was right to think that she still loved me, so I decided to propose to her like this because I was sure that she would agree. But if I don't, I'm going to embarrass myself for being overconfident.

"Adel, I love you. Will you marry me?" Ask her.

He looked at me and then looked back at the ring in the box. I was so nervous about what he was going to say to me.

"What?" Shouts to me.

"I just asked you, will you marry me?" Say it again with a dislike feeling to the way he responded to all this.

It wasn't the reaction I wanted or expected from him.

"But we just got back together. We're... We're...." He said nervously and looked so confused.

He kept staring at me with a questionable gaze and I knew that I should never have asked him about it because it turned out that he did not love me.

"John's...." His words gently looked towards me in confusion.

"It's okay." I quickly interrupted her words. "I understand if you don't want to marry me." Saying again.

I stood up and ran away before my tears came down in front of him. I've been thinking since what happened last night that everything was different with our relationship. I thought that everything would go well.

I ran towards the house because I didn't know where else I could go. Adel will be home soon and I'm not ready to see him after making a fool out of myself like this. But all of that can't make me do anything anymore and just stay indoors.

I went inside the house so quickly and went to get a drink. I really want to get drunk now. I couldn't believe that I was doing all that and she rejected me. I sat in the living room chair with a beer can in my hand and waited for Adel to come home.

But everything feels so long. So I decided to go out and stand on the porch. But what I see now is a very creepy sight.

I saw one such great storm coming soon. The storm scared everyone because they didn't want to be in the storm.

I looked around in panic. But I don't see any sign of Adel. I know very well how the effects of this storm even though I have never seen it and experienced it directly. I ran into the house and took my jacket, loudspeakers and flashlight.

I tried to call Adel a few times, but the loudspeaker could not be used.

"Dam." I said with my jaw hardened from frustration.

I decided to run towards the lake where I saw Adel last time. I was almost halfway there, I saw Adel and what I saw made my blood go cold. I was so scared and scared too.

"Adeeelll....." My yelling.

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