
I got up from my seat and walked out of the apartment. I walked around the campus for a while. I see there are many couples who seem to fall in love with each other and others just because of sheer lust. But they all seem happy.
'How long has it been since I've been so happy?' my thinking.
I am so happy with Justin. But something always felt wrong between our relationships. In the end I began to realize that she was better off being a friend than being a lover to me.
I do love him but I never fell in love with him and it all sucks for me. Surprised, I realized that I had not fallen in love with him at the same time I hit John at the nightclub.
'Oh shit! I don't want to fall in love with John anymore. I often make mistakes like that.'
I won't fall in love with her now or forever. I realized that I needed certainty over everything. I am not a religious person in this life. But now more than anything, I just want to know if my life is going to get better or worse.
'Is my request too much?'
I walked towards a new cafe near the campus with my head still thinking about what I should do with Justin, John and also my own life. I started sitting in a chair that looked like I was dreaming during the day. The cafe was quite small, but it felt full of warmth. Everyone who works here looks so happy as well as the customers.
But that was except for a man who seemed to be sitting in a corner of the cafe away from me and looking up at me. I opened my jacket and put it on the other chair. I then looked towards the servant who was approaching towards me.
"Dear, what can I do for you?" Ask the woman with a smile.
"Mmmm... Can I order a cup of caramel latte, fried chicken with salad sandwich too?" I said politely.
The man sitting in the corner of the room was still looking at me. His eyes looked at me so sharply. He looked like a man who had worked so hard today. To me he looks so creepy.
"Hey, are you okay, baby?" Ask the waiter again to see me who looks nervous.
I looked at him in surprise. I thought that he had been gone since.
"Yes I'm fine." Reply with a fake smile.
"All right..." Say it slowly. "If you need anything, just call me, okay!"
I smiled and nodded my head at him. Then he went to get my lunch. I pretended to read the paper in front of me. But secretly I was still staring at the man sitting in the corner of the room and it turned out that he also seemed to keep looking at me.
I felt so awkward and thought about leaving this cafe. My mind was still busy with the problem I had, when the waiter came with my order.
"Here's your order, baby." He said with a cheerful look.
"Thank you." Reply me.
I smiled at the waiter as I realized that he was still in front of me. He sat down in front of me and said he was resting for 10 minutes.
"Well, I see honestly you're not okay. You need someone as a talking partner. What the hell is going on?" Ask the lady's maid.
"Who are you really?" I asked curiously because I didn't know him.
"Oh yeah I forgot, sorry my name is Laila." The reply.
"Listen to Laila, I don't want to be cruel. But I'm fine and can you go after this?" My speech.
The waiter looked at me with a face that seemed to be wondering.
"Yes, okay. I am the owner of this cafe. So I'll always be here whenever you want to talk about your problems." Reply Laila.
She got up to leave and I felt a little sad because she wasn't sitting here with me. I held her hand before she left. He turned around and looked at me with a surprised face.
"Thank you for your attention." I said with shame.
He smiled at me and then left. I then ate all my lunch in silence, trying to ignore the man who kept looking at me. When I was done, I went to the table to pay my lunch bill. I felt so happy when I left that place. I looked through the entire room of the cafe, especially where the mysterious man was sitting and I realized that he was no longer there. I also feel relieved.
I was thinking that he might follow me or do something to me. I walked on the sidewalk through the cold weather and tried to hug myself. I started walking home to my apartment.
When I was halfway home, I heard footsteps behind me. Hearing that, I walked faster.
As I walked quickly through the window of a shop, I saw a shadow in the window of the store and saw that there was a man following me. What shocked me to the point of fright was, it was the same guy that was sitting in the corner of the cafe following me. I started walking faster. My heart was beating so fast because of this fear of something that might happen to me.
I knew that I could get to the apartment in about 20 minutes if I could walk quickly. So I started doing it too. I try to walk faster and try to blend in with the crowds in the area. Unfortunately, I don't know this area very well. I turned left in an alley and realized my mistake immediately, that it was a dead end.
I walked faster as if running hoping that I could get out of the alley before the man caught me. But he already appeared to be standing at the end of the alley with a sinister-looking smile on his face.
His voice sounded so scary in my ear. He began to walk closer to me and I decided to step back. I kept walking backwards until my back touched the wall at that dead end.
"Look, you can take my wallet if that's what you want." I said with trembling.
He grinned towards me with a face that was increasingly looking creepy.
"I don't want that." His words were getting closer to me again.
He's so close to me now and no doubt, I know perfectly well what he wants from me.
His hand started moving and rubbed my cheek. I was shaking because of that. I sighed and bit my lips to hold myself screaming. Her hands started to move towards the bottom of the short skirt I was using.
I'm trying to let go of myself. But he refused to let me go. His body felt pressure on my body. Her hands started to move towards my body also lifting the skirt I was wearing. I could feel the cold wind that was starting to hit my thigh skin.
I tried to get away from him by spitting on his face. But he punched me in the stomach, which made me fall to the ground because of the pain. But he held me to make me stand up.
"I've been waiting for you Adel." He said with his hands that were starting to want to play in my sensitive area.
My tears started falling down my cheeks he unzipped the jacket I was wearing and tried to lift the clothes I was wearing.
I decided that this should not happen. I don't want to be harassed by him. I don't want him to launch his depraved actions on me. So I started thinking about finding a way to get away from it.
I feel like my knees are in contact with her sensitive area. I kicked the area with my knee. He was in pain and immediately grabbed his sensitive area and I took the opportunity to run.
Unfortunately I couldn't run so far because he was holding onto my feet and I fell down hard. My head hit the road hard and I saw blood coming out of my head. I saw him walking with a limp approaching me with his face looking so angry and then it all started to darken.
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PoV Unknown Man
I was sitting in a new cafe close to the campus. I've told the boss I work for that I won't be back there. They scolded me because I behaved badly with female customers and their other employees. They're all guilty because that woman asked me to do it all. They all do whatever they want.
I heard a bell at the open door indicating that someone else was walking into the cafe. I looked towards the door and saw the figure of a beautiful woman. He's so young, maybe 19 or 20 years old. But he looked so sad, his face looked gloomy.
He had hair a few inches long under his shoulders. She looks different from the other girls. I can't help myself not being interested in him. I really want to touch her body. She was wearing white clothes like she was a virgin girl. But I think that she could be just like the other girls who easily peddle their bodies. That somehow made me angry.
I sat inside the cafe looking at him and kept staring at him. He must have realized that I kept looking at him because he also kept looking at me. He looks so scared. I love it when girls are afraid of me.
A servant approached her to ask her order. But he seemed silent for a moment. I kept staring at him. It seems like he didn't take long enough like the other customers he would definitely leave this cafe straight away. I kept looking at the girl who was reading a paper. He also looks occasionally at me.
It made me happy because she realized my presence and she couldn't take her eyes off me. I smiled and picked up my iced tea and started drinking it. I felt so satisfied after drinking the ice that it refreshed my throat and I continued to look at the sexy girl who seemed to eat her lunch.
He ordered drinks and sandwiches. It looked like a healthy meal, at least he was eating the right food. There are not many girls today who like healthy food like her.
He finally finished lunch quickly and appeared to stand up and pay for his food at the cashier. I then stood closer to his desk to pick up his bag which he had just left on the chair beside where he was sitting. I looked towards the contents of his bag with anger. There was a picture of the little children and himself. There are a lot of kids, this is not true.
He should not wear those white clothes that made his curves clear. I saw a picture of him with the three kids again. Behind the photo it says, 'Adel and the children'.
I quickly left the table when I realized he was going back to his desk. I left the cafe and waited for him on the side. He then came out a few minutes later. I followed him from behind.
I wanted to show him that he shouldn't sleep with another man. He is mine now, mine and no longer belongs to anyone. He seemed to realize that I was following him. A few moments later he walked quickly. I also walked quickly to follow him.
He can't turn his back on me, he can't even if he wants to. No one else can do it from me. I kept following her and she looked to be turning towards a dead end alley that I knew well. I smiled and followed him. I saw him stop and turn around. He knew that he had made a mistake when he looked at me. He looks frozen. I walked closer to him.
He offered me his wallet. I don't want that. He beat me the first time. But it doesn't hurt one bit. He begged me to stop, but I knew that I would continue. He avoided the touch I gave him and spat in my face.
'How dare he....!'
I slapped him right in the face. No one can escape me. He was trying to leave when I started playing his sensitive part. I beat her stomach so hard that she couldn't stand it. He fell for a while but when he was able to get back on his feet, he fought me quickly.
No girl can fight me like this. They were always begging for their miserable lives. He managed to kick my sensitive part with his knee and I felt pain. I saw him start running and I panicked.
I don't want him to leave. So I grabbed his leg and I managed to do it. He fell down hard on the street and blood came out of his head. Slowly his eyes closed. At least now he won't be able to fight me anymore. I smiled and approached him.
Seriate....