Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
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John nodded his head after hearing my words. I don't know why he seemed to know what I was going to say to him.

"John, I know that we've been ignoring what happened the day the storm happened..." Saying again.

I tried to let him prepare himself for what I was going to say to him and I was also trying to prepare myself for what I was going to say, it's not easy to talk about together.

"But...." I started talking again. "I feel that we won't be able to ignore all of this forever John. I know that I've never acted so well, so well with you, or that I understand that I'm actually acting like an idiot. But I was just surprised at that moment and..."

I stopped talking, not knowing what else I was going to tell him. I then looked towards him and he only looked at me with an empty-looking expression on his face.

"John, please talk to me. I have some plans for my wedding as soon as I can after all this stupid stuff is over we're talking. I want you to know that I'm very happy when we sleep together and for me, it's not all a mistake. I want to marry you. I really want to marry you more than you can imagine. I mean, I wanted to marry you all along, but it's just that I had some problems to deal with. And now, I want our marriage to happen as soon as possible. That's if you still make me that offer." I finally finished talking.

But when I looked at his face, he was the same as before. The expression on his face did not change at all. He just sat there looking at me.

"Do you love me?" Ask John suddenly.

I looked at him so surprised. Of the many words he should have said to me, he asked that instead. How could he possibly think that I didn't love him?

I really wanted to be angry with her because she questioned my feelings for her. Was everything I've done so far not able to show her that I loved her so much?

"Of course I love you so much. How could you not even know that?" I said with annoyance.

I could clearly hear that John was breathing a long sigh. Then he started talking to me.

"Actually when we slept together again a few nights ago, I thought you loved me. But then, when I asked you if you wanted to marry me, you didn't even look so happy. You just sit there, I mean after everything we've been through for a few years and you just sit there without saying anything. And when you started talking, you sounded like you didn't want to take that proposal from me." John said in a voice that sounded so hurt.

I looked at him and I could feel that he was feeling the pain I was causing him. I feel so guilty.

I walked to the chair where he was sitting. I then sat on my knees before him and put my hands on his hands and held them very tightly. I could feel at first she felt so frozen, but she could finally feel relaxed a few minutes later.

"John, I'm sorry, okay. Listen to me now. Even from the day you came home to live with your family, I've loved you. I fell in love with you day after day. And I found out and realized that you were leaving our town at the time, I was so upset with you. I didn't know I was in love with you at the time. But seeing yourself go away, made me feel hurt. I realized that I fell in love with you when you never even called me to congratulate me on giving birth to our three twins." I said with sadness.

I stopped talking for a few minutes and tried to gather up all my feelings for me to use as words.

"When I discovered that you were the Papa of my three twins, at first it all made me feel so shocked. I don't even remember at all that you were at Olivia's birthday party back then. But when all that passed, I felt so happy because it turned out you were the Papa of my children. I don't know why, but when I think about us raising our twins together, it makes me feel so happy. But after that, you just left." I returned with a trembling voice.

I tried to stop myself from crying. In my heart, I really want to cry.

"I'm leaving because you're acting too much about something really stupid that's on your mind. I realize that if you really love me, then you know that I will never, ever, never do anything like that to you.

John, you have to understand that I want to marry you and I've now faced all the bad and hard things that we've been through. But if you can't trust me a thousand percent, then, then it's not going to go well and I'm not sure that I can deal with all of that and it's all of course not going to be fair to our family and especially to all three twins we're. But I still want to marry you, and hope that we can fix everything for the sake of our little family. I love you John, and I will always love you." I finally finished talking.

John looked at me, there were so many feelings on his face. I can't guess if she's happy, sad, or angry.

"When we've both fallen in love with each other so much, but we also hate each other for a while now. It's all so painful for us, but I just want something more serious right now. I don't want our lives to be crazy and messy or boring and stupid all the time, but at the same time I also want it to be together in our lives when we are together.

These few days everything that's happened has given me and you a valuable lesson in how we feel about each other. And for you to know, all I want is to be able to marry you. I'm going to get down on my knees right now and beg you if I ever have to do it again." Said John.

He got up from his chair and I stood up hoping we could stand up and look at each other. But then he knelt on the floor and made me surprised.

I thought if he was just joking by saying that he would kneel down again in front of me, but he did.

"Adel, I've loved you for a few years. My heart and my heart hurt as long as I wasn't with you all this time. When we can be together, I just want to be much closer to you. I want to build our family together and I want to see what you look like in the next five years. I want to see our children, our grandchildren and our great-grandchildren. I had even imagined that we would have a few more children.

No one can take my love away from you now or forever. Now I want to know how you responded to my request. Will you be my wife?" John said at length to me.

For a long time, I imagined that there was a man who would propose to me so romantically. At least give me a bouquet of flowers or some other little surprise. But for some reason what John did, it all seemed so perfect to me.

I looked at him with a smile and replied to him.

"Yes, I'm definitely going to marry you." My reply.

John's face immediately looked bright. She stood up and hugged me so tightly while whispering love to me.

"What about the ring?" I asked John.

Suddenly John's face turned confused. I deliberately pranked herself by questioning the existence of the ring. The ring is still with me. I was just wondering if he remembered the last time he left the ring. Or maybe she blames me because I was the last one to hold the ring.

He might have thought that I had just left the ring by the lake.

"I'm sorry, but I remember the ring I had prepared to propose to you when it was left by the lake. And now, it's possible that the ring has disappeared. But, you take it easy. Once we get out of this storm, I'll give you a new ring. The ring would of course be much more beautiful than the ring that time." John smiled.

I then took a small box containing a cover ring that John had prepared at that time from the pocket of the knee-length jeans I was wearing and showed it to John. The face of John who was smiling turned irritated. He looked at me as if he wanted to pounce on me immediately.

"Basic naughty girl. You're trying to play me huh. It's a punishment for you." Said John who kissed me without warning.

The kiss he did this time felt so rough. But I really can't get myself out of it. He even deliberately bit my lips violently. I could even feel the blood in my mouth.

Even though I kept trying to get myself out of it, I still couldn't. My energy can't match her. Moreover, due to my feet still hurting, I cannot go too far to be able to escape from it.

After a while he let me go.

"That's a punishment for you for playing me." John grinned.

He then took the ring box by force from my hand. He opened the ring box and then pinned the ring on my ring finger and kissed the back of my hand. After that she pulled me closer to her and kissed my forehead so gently and long enough.

"I love you Adela Dwitara Lolata." John said this time with an expression on his face that looked so serious.

"I love you too." My reply was smiling happily.

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At night, we started sleeping in the same room. But, we committed to not doing anything more than hugs and kisses, because we wanted to do everything right on our wedding night.

Actually we want to go home and give happy news to everyone, especially to Mama, that we are back together and want to get married soon. But the weather outside the house still did not support us to be able to get out of the area immediately. Even to call Mama or call someone else, we could not do because all access was cut off by the storm.

To this day, the storm that occurred a few days ago still continues. All my life, this is the first time for me and John to be caught in a storm that lasted so long. And what makes me grateful, this house can survive this storm.

John and I were only able to get the news through a radio broadcast that stated that the streets were cut off, the electricity was also cut off. Fortunately in this small wooden house there are all the things we need including home-scale power generation machines. That's what made us able to survive the silence of the night so dark.

To fill our free time in the little house, John and I began to talk about how our wedding would be held.

Talking about all that, John and I both hoped that we could get out of the house in this forest area so that we could immediately hold our wedding.

'Lord, launch it all.' I said in my heart.

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