Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
John's Change

PoV Adel's

When I woke up, I realized that I was back in the hospital bed again. Things like this have started to become my habit, and I don't like it at all. I tried to remember the last thing that happened to me before I was in the hospital.

I remember that I was in a mall walking around with my three twins. When I bought lunch, I met Jefri. After that I then left my three twins at Mama John's house and then went back home to meet Jefri and started chatting with him. Then suddenly my head hurt so much. Then I fell on the floor.

I can still remember that Jefri kept calling my name. I also heard my mother's voice calling me. Then I saw the doctor and the nurse leading me, then it was all dark, and I remembered nothing.

I saw a button used to call the nurse was by my bedside and I grabbed it, then pressed the button. A fairly adult-aged nurse walked in a few minutes later after I pressed the button.

He approached me quickly. And when she saw me awake, she seemed to smile gently at me.

"You're finally awake." Said the nurse while looking at the machine around me.

I just realized that in addition to the infusion hose in my hand, in my nose is also attached to an oxygen hose and in my finger there is a clasp that does not know what it is, I also do not know.

"Yes, I'm awake." Reply to the nurse. "Oh, where am I now?" My toot. "Mmmm... I mean I know I'm in a hospital, but which hospital?" Ask me again.

"Private hospital, just 5 minutes from your house. You're so lucky because it's not too far away. All the doctors said you were so lucky to be able to arrive on time in your critical condition." Said the nurse.

I smiled at him and then looked around. All the rooms in the hospital always look the same to me. With the same color of the walls in white paint, the same white ceramic floor, and also the same smell of drugs.

Is there no hospital that is painted with rainbow colors so that the patients treated can be more eager to be healed? Or can the aroma in the hospital be replaced with the scent of flowers only, instead of drugs that make patients feel more stressed. Even people who come to visit patients, will get sick if they linger in the hospital.

'How would it be, if the hospital was painted with such bright colors?'

I smiled imagining all of this.

"Your mother is out there." The nurse ripped my daydream. "Can he come in now?" Ask the nurse politely.

I sat down, and I felt so shocked at my head that it hurt so much.

"www...." My words endure pain. "How long has Mama been waiting out there?" My toot.

"Since you were brought here. So it's been about twenty hours till now. You're so lucky to have family and friends who care so much about you." Said the nurse.

"Friends? Who else is here?" Askaqua.

The nurse seemed to think for a while.

"Your mama kept being here waiting for you, and there was a girl with curls and also a man who was also here before. But he was gone about 5 hours after you got here." Said the nurse.

"Then let Mama in." My speech.

The nurse smiled and I returned her smile.

"Ma.... Mama looks so fucked up." I said as Mama hugged me so tightly.

"Be quiet, you're the princess who always makes your mom worry." Mama wiped her tears. "How are you doing? What about your head?" Ask Mama.

"Good... Alright... Alright... Calm down Ma." I laughed at Mama's panicked behavior.

We chatted for a while and Mom explained everything. How can I be here. It was all so shocking to me at first, but I started to understand all of that.

"Where's John?" I asked cheerfully.

I didn't see him for a long time and I knew that he must be very worried about my current situation.

John was always worried so much. Mama looked away from me and looked at the window in my room. I saw the sadness in my mom's eyes.

"John's a little busy now, baby." Mama said with a face that looked moody.

I started to feel confused and worried which made my stomach hurt.

"Busy with what things Ma?" My toot.

"Mama's not sure, baby. But that's what he told Mama. Mama's sure that she'll be here as soon as possible." Mama said in the same voice as before. "Now let's focus on something else. Let Mama think. Oh yeah, can Mama tell you about the medicine you're taking right now?" Said Mama who started talking about other things, but I didn't listen to Mama.

'Why isn't John here?' my thinking.

I was lying in a place like this, and sleeping in this state. I mean who could see a loved one in something like this. They must be sad and so worried and will give attention. Why isn't John like that?

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I've been in this hospital bed for two days and I'm so bored. I can only get rid of my boredom by watching television shows.

The medicine the doctor gave me now made me feel so strange. I asked the doctor about this. The doctor said that this was all normal.

I slept all day and only woke up a few hours. I have headaches more often. I feel tired quickly and weak. I'm really uncomfortable with this.

Mama was here most of the day and I even had to force Mama to go back to work and she left. Jefri often came several times. Olivia only came once. He said he was very busy at the moment. But I don't trust him. I knew that something wrong had happened.

I feel so forced to be in this bed. It made me think about my life and other things. I know something is going wrong. Especially with John who never came to visit me at all, including Olivia and their Mama.

I, tired, started to sleep again.

Seriate....