Who Is Pregnant With My Child?
I Love You

"No I don't want to. Leave me alone. I'll call you when dinner's ready." I said with no regard for my voice that sounded trembling.

"What if I say no." Said John casually.

He then pulled me away and turned to the stove to turn off the stove and the oven. I sighed because I spent the whole day making that meal.

"John, what are you doing that for?" I said to him so upset.

She kept quiet and pulled me towards the living room and pushed my body onto a sofa and then she sat down next to me.

"Alright, I know that you don't want to be here let alone with me. But what's wrong with all this? I've been trying to make all this good between us. But you refuse to try." John said to me.

"I? Are you kidding me?" I said in disbelief at what he said. "I want to make all this work for both of us. But you spend all your time there, in those rivers and lakes." I yelled increasingly irritated.

"Adel, I want you to be calmer." John looked at me inside. "I'm trying to talk to you. But you keep acting cold to me and yes, I don't know what to do. I'm not used to dealing with a woman. You've been acting differently since the day you were attacked by that man. I know that you need time to get back to dealing with everything well, but this has been a while." John was long.

"Time? Do you seriously think that I need time?" My toot. "What I need right now is you. But no, you decided to push me away from your life." My speech.

Yes, I did think that John had wanted me far from his life all along. Moreover, after I was harassed by another man, he would definitely not be willing to accept to be able to live with me again. So, Mama's plan this time is a complete waste of time, because none of this will ever work to bring me and John back together.

"That's what I want to do." John replied so angry.

I could only silently hear her words.

'So he really wanted me to stay away from his life.' I said in my heart with a very hurt feeling.

"I stayed away from you so that I wouldn't scare you again Adel. You don't want to stay away from the people you love when they feel hurt." Continue John.

I stopped being surprised. I don't know what to say after hearing John's words this time.

'The one you love? What it means is.....'

"You you love me?" I was still a little surprised.

He looked at me as if he thought I was angry. But I thought he hated me. But he brought himself closer to me, so I could feel his breath on my face which made me start to feel dizzy.

Her lips started touching mine, she kissed me. Then it was his kiss that at first slowly became so full of desire. He returned what I had felt for a long time and he looked back at me. I then realized that she loved me and I still loved her. I pulled his hand and started walking towards the room with him following me from behind.

When we were halfway to the room, he pulled me closer to him. So he started kissing my neck while we were in a walking position. None of us seemed aware of the outside world or anything around us. As if right now, there were only the two of us in this world.

When we opened the room door, she turned my body so we came back to face each other and also hugged each other affectionately. He kissed my lips with more desire and I kissed him back.

I returned John's kiss where it was exactly what I had hoped for all along. She deepened her kiss and I let her do it.

We were both completely consumed by our kiss. John again switched to kissing my neck which made me make a voice that sounded disgusting from inside my mouth. My hand was on John's soft hair as he continued his act by kissing my neck.

John continued his act by kissing every inch of my neck and after that moved down. After he left a red mark there that did indeed make himself feel satisfied. This time he moved to my chest. He looked at me for a moment as if he could do it, and I nodded my head. John started kissing my chest area just as eagerly as he had done since.

The sound coming out of my mouth is getting louder. I really can't help it. When John finished, he looked back at my face and kissed my lips again. The kiss was more and more passionate and more than he had done before.

While he was still kissing me, he took me to bed and slowly put my body on the bed. We continued our kiss until she finally lifted my clothes. He stopped for a moment and looked at me. From the look of his eyes, it looked so full of desire and also desire that was clearly visible in his eyes.

"Do you want this?" John asked as he rubbed my neck into my ear so gently.

I nodded quickly. Right now, there's nothing else I want other than this. It's been so long since we were together. John put his hand into my clothes and removed the clothes that were inside my body. I felt a touch of his hand that felt cold on my skin.

John finally managed to take off all my clothes and he started playing in my chest area. My groaning voice is louder than ever and it looks fun to John. He began to continue his actions further.

"We're really impatient, right?" He said while laughing.

I smiled at him too.

"Of course, I miss doing this." I said in a voice that teased him.

This time it was my turn to pamper her body. I started kissing her face up to her neck and made her make a moaning sound as I started doing it. When I finished exploring his body, I went down to his pants area.

John let out a groaning voice in his delight as he knew what I was going to do to him. I opened his pants slowly and I could tell that John didn't seem strong with what I was doing. I let go of everything in John's body. And continued my actions. I looked at John's face, which looked different now. I wanted to laugh, but I kept trying to hold myself back.

I continued my actions that made John look even more unable to hold himself back. I then switched back to kissing John's lips. We go back to making love to each other.

Moments after that, John looked at my face with a loving expression on his face. She overstretched my body and looked at me lovingly.

"You can still say no. I don't want you to regret this." Said John with a breathless voice.

My hand held her waist and I grabbed her face to descend staring at me.

"I wish that you'd stop asking me." I reply to hold her lips. "It's been a while since we did this last time. And this is what I really want." Honest tidbits.

"All right then." He spoke with the sound of his breath blowing on my lips and face.

"I love you." Her speech.

I smiled at him after hearing what he said.

"I love you too." My reply.

John smiled at me again and slowly lowered his body towards me.

I began to moan with breath as he began to do so.

After a while of making out, we finally finished with the sound of breathing that was both panting. I smiled at him and hugged him. He kissed my forehead. We also fell asleep in such a position.

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I woke up the next morning with familiar pain on my waist. When I sensed that John was by my side hugging me, I smiled and leaned closer to him. I miss this so much.

I thought about everything that happened last night and with everything that happened, I realized that he really loved me.

I moved closer to her warm body for a few minutes, before I finally got out of bed and went to take a shower.

When I took a shower, I thought about the relationship between me and John. It's all changed now, very changed of course.

'But what actually changed?' my thinking.

Will everything go as it used to with love and affection like it used to? Or will things turn awkward between the two of us? Will he come back thinking that this is all a big mistake?

My happiness that just appeared just disappeared. I knew that I didn't think at all that what happened last night was a mistake. But I can't read John's mind. Does he feel the same way about me or not?

I was still standing under a shower of warm water with a feeling of panic.

Seriate....