Become Him
A night full of bitter reality

The night was getting late and Rachel was still staring at her phone screen. His eyes are still reluctant to be closed even though he has been sent a message by Fany to immediately rest because tomorrow will be a tiring day.

But what can be done, she is still agitated, waiting for news from her husband who did not answer his call or reply to his message.

“Mas, what is today mas overtime again?” the message was read by Nata but not reply.

Rachel's tears came back. It feels warm when it touches his cheeks. Whether there was anything with him, everything that happened today seemed to be cornered him even more. He felt that if he could not sigh long, his chest was too tight.

Rachel daydreamed for a while, looking at the thin curtains that twitched as they were blown by the night air. He had deliberately not closed the window of his room because this spacious room felt so stuffy when the window was closed.

The fragrance of Nata's perfume that dominated the room and filled her mind, made Rachel nauseous and kept trying to resist vomiting. After lunch at the store, his stomach improved. But now, he felt uncomfortable again.

Rachel continued to hold onto her stomach which was often strained whenever she thought of anything serious. Is it possible that her health condition is starting to worsen? Should he check with the doctor?

“Kriet The sound of the door opening resuscitated Rachel from her daydream. He immediately got up and looked towards the door of his room.

There was Nata who was pecking there with a shocked face because seeing Rachel had not slept this late. His face looks very tired.

“Mas have come home?” greet Rachel who immediately got out of bed and approached Nata. He took Nata's briefcase and immediately hugged the husband he so longed for.

The fragrance of Nata's perfume that disturbs her is strong enough to be able to hug her husband longer.

“I miss the same mas.” Gamang. To be honest, she not only misses but is very afraid of losing her husband.

Nata was silent for a moment, letting Rachel hug her body tightly. This woman was already wearing her maroon-red nightgown with her distinctive body fragrance.

“Detach your shirt.” Say Nata suddenly.

“Means mas?” Rachel took off her embrace from Nata and looked at the man's face fixedly.

“Do I need to take it off?” Nata asked back firmly.

“Now? Inhere? Why?” Rachel looked at Nata with no understanding. The door to his room was not even closed.

“Brug!” Nata closed the door of the room violently making Rachel startled. He seemed to understand the meaning of the glance of Rachel's eyes on the door behind him.

“Do now.” Tell Nata again, with his cold gaze.

Rachel doesn't chim. Although his mind was confused, he still took off one button on his back before finally taking off the clothes and leaving only his underwear. Her innocent body she was showing to her husband.

Nata looked at Rachel's body from top to bottom. Her gaze was truly passionate, making Rachel truly feel stripped.

Rachel covered her chest with both arms crossed. While Nata took off one by one buttons his shirt, took off his work shirt and threw it in any direction to leave only the trousers still attached while the upper body of the field plastered in front of Rachel.

Her eyes remained fixed on Rachel who was bowed in shame and did not dare to return her husband's gaze.

Then, Nata pressed the main light switch until it went out and tortured the incandescent of a warm-lit sleeping light in several corners. He walked over to Rachel, one hand cupped Rachel's left cheek and attacked her lips violently.

Rachel is shocked by Nata's sudden attack especially when one other hand lowers Rachel's crazy mound protector and brushes her skin rough.

"Akh." Rachel gasped for breath, because Nata's current plaster felt so rough. It was as if he was playing a squishi that he was difficult to conquer.

I don't know how long Nata clenched Rachel's lips, obscuring Rachel's entire oral cavity with her tongue also sipped Rachel's saliva ferociously.

Rachel could hear the roar of Nata's passionate voice and feel her clattering hands, infiltrating behind Rachel's underwear and then rubbing the rough core of Rachel's body.

“Akh, mas..” The sighing sound came out from Rachel's mouth which tightened her embrace on Nata. Her husband's goose made her core wet. He hugged Nata very tightly and could only fit when Nata pecked his neck, giving traces of his possession on Rachel's neck to a few red stamps as if permanently adorned Rachel's neckline.

The more Rachel spoke softly, the more Nata excitedly touched her violently.

Nata pumped Rachel's body vigorously, not giving the slightest room of resistance to Rachel who had trouble keeping up with her husband's passion.

Nata's game began to craze even so crazy that it made Rachel's body twitch rigidly several times under her confinement. He also experienced the same thing, several times his body reacted violently when he reached the peak of his enjoyment.

His breathing grew roaring until it only stopped in the fifth round.

Rachel droops weakly under her cage and Nata is held without a thread beside Rachel without anything she cares about.

Nata's crazy game, makes Rachel almost doubt what is next to her is really Nata or not. But his distinctive body fragrance makes him sure that this is the Nata he knows.

Rachel pulled out a blanket to cover the innocent body of Nata and herself. The exhausted man turned his body sideways to Rachel.

With the rest of her strength, Rachel took her nightgown. He could not immediately fall asleep because his lower abdomen was very tense and his core felt pain until it continued to beat. His two legs were even still trembling as Nata beat him all out.

After the pain subsided, Rachel tried to close her eyes and fell asleep on her own.

Early in the morning, Rachel heard faint noises teasing her sleep.

“Do not.. do not..” the longer the sound the clearer it is heard.

Rachel opened her eyes that felt heavy and tight. He looked at Nata who was raising his hand. Her husband seems to be delirious.

“Mas...” Rachel approached Nata and held Nata's hand as she hugged him.

Rachel thought maybe because of Nata's fatigue to the point of delirium.

“Do not..”

Again the word was heard from Nata's mouth which was sound asleep. Rachel saw sweat dots filling Nata's forehead while her husband was asleep. Rachel rubbed it slowly so as not to wake Nata up.

“What dream? Who wants to go until they ban it?” muttered Rachel who was anxious looking at Nata's face with her forehead wrinkled.

“Don't, don't leave me, Aruni.” Nata in his subconscious.

Like having a lightning strike in broad daylight, Rachel immediately nodded. He clearly heard the name of a person called by Nata. Aruni, the name that Rachel wanted to ask her husband from morning.

With full self-awareness, Rachel moved away from Nata. He sat in the corner of his bed looking at Nata who was behind him.

His drowsiness suddenly disappeared and what was felt at this moment was only a feeling of tightness in his chest.

What did Nata dream of? Is Nata still unable to accept the woman's departure?

The thought came to Rachel's mind without being able to fight. The memory of Nata's crazy game a few moments ago made Rachel think, “Did you think that the one who was sleeping was the woman?” rachel's mind was staring at the figure of her husband.

No, this was too stifling if what he thought was true. So far Nata has never been as rough and broad as this when it comes to him. But tonight, Nata did it crazy, crazy.

Rachel's inner cry. He could no longer continue the shadow he had in mind.

Rachel decided to get out of bed. He took off the maroon-colored dress and replaced it with a regular sleep pijama. After that, he went into the bathroom, locked himself in there.

While crying a mouthful, Rachel sat her body on the toilet seat. It hurts if his mind is right that Nata thinks of other women when it comes to him. Or Nata just wants to hook up with her because she thinks Rachel is Aruni. The woman he called her name even while sleeping. Rachel sees clearly Nata's terrified look and requests that Aruni not leave her.

So why is he still sitting here? What does his existence mean to Nata?

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