Become Him

Become Him
The early morning debate


“Where are you?”


Ivana's voice clamped down on Nata's steps in front of the stairs.


Ivana glanced at the clock on the wall and it was already one in the morning but Nata had just returned home. It has been a few days Nata traveling is unclear and difficult to contact. I went very early and came home very late.


“From outside.” Legs lightly.


But from her messy appearance, Ivana can be sure that Nata must be frustrated looking for Rachel's whereabouts. He could see clearly, the difference when Nata was left behind by Aruni with Rachel who left.


These guys both look lost. What is different is, when Aruni left, Nata chose to occupy himself with work. After work he went out drinking and came home drunk.


But when Rachel leaves, Nata leaves her own world. Work is made messy even though it still looks sane trying to find Rachel's whereabouts.


For ivana, Nata's sense of loss this time looks much greater than when losing Aruni.


“I know you are from the outside, but from the outside where is it? The world is wide. And you are neglecting all your duties by drifting outside.” Syndicent Ivana.


“I'M NOT BERLEHA-LEHA!” nata did not accept.


“No gliding? Keep what? Nyari Rachel?!” ivana's eyes were so round that she was upset with her sister.


Nata did not reply, he simply turned his face away from Ivana.


Ivana approached, looking at Nata from the closest distance.


“The formula is real, you're out of Rachel.” He smiled at his sister.


“Emang why are you nyariin Rachel? Want to ask him to come back again? Hahahaha .. imposibble!” decik Ivana while chuckling.


“DIAM!” nata did not accept.


Ivana could even shrink his business even though he had been looking for Rachel for a few days but Rachel was nowhere. His phone could not be reached either. Like Rachel completely left Nata's world without a trace.


“Of course I can't diem, because you're always stupid if there's a problem with women!” ivana violently pushed her sister's body out of place and nearly fell. Apparently it was only a little residual energy in Nata's body.


“Let me tell you, Rachel, won't be back with you. He's sick of all your treatment. He's been wasting his time for over a year by receiving all your treatment.”


“You must realize, someone who loves you so much, when you are disappointed he will leave and will never come back again. He can't possibly hang on to something that keeps him hurting.”


“Again, what do you have for Rachel right now? Of love? Stale!”


“You found him not out of love for him but you're afraid your toys are taken away by people. Your ego is too high to admit that you deserve to be dumped. That's all you love and Rachel never gets anything but all your selfishness. Aye right?” tejek Ivana's.


“HEH LOOK AT ME! YES, YOU JUST LOVE YOUR EGO AJA!” Ivana punched Nata's arm firmly for her sister to turn her head.


“AARRGGHHH!!!” timpal Nata with a rough.


He looked at Ivana with anger. Just bright, because Ivana's words are like a slap in a row that he must accept.


Ivana smiled cynically at the barking gaze of her sister.


“Liat Nata, you're like a fool. You don't even dare admit your mistakes in front of Rachel let alone her family. You feel abandoned when you yourself never open the door for Rachel.” Ivana stays with her sarcastic remarks to slap and resuscitate her sister.


“Oh yes?! What do I not know?! WHAT?!” challenge Ivana.


“I LOVE RACHEL!!” exclaimed Nata with tears that then dripped just like that.


Ivana was silent. He had never heard Nata say he loved Rachel. Nata always called Rachel “Dia.” Never once did he say his name with love. And this time, I don't know why Ivana's heart trembled.


He approached Nata. Staring at the eyes of the red and wet sister.


“But you're late. Rachel's gone from this house and from your world. You can what? will he open the door of his heart for you? It's not Nata's love, it's just your selfishness. Can't call love.” Ivana's speech sounded weak but meaningful.


Nata is speechless. Her chest was too tight to just chimed in on her brother's words.


“Quite Ivana, you do not press Nata again.” Say someone new comes.


Perhaps because of the commotion of Ivana and Nata, this old woman was disturbed.


“Mamah no need to interfere. It's my business with Nata.” Ivana said, shaking her hand to get away from him and Nata.


“What do you mean? This is Nata's mom. Mom knows what she feels and needs. You're missing Ivana! You should have been,”


“DIAM!!!” ivana exclaimed in annoyance. His eyes were on Martha.


“Did you forget what you've done to Rachel all this time? Mamah loh one of the people who made Rachel a lot of hurt. Did you not realize that?” this time it was Martha who Ivana stared at with anger.


Martha turned her face to look at Ivana's gaze that was so intimidating to her.


“Mamah always demeans him, treats him like a maid. Mamah don't forget, in her house she is a daughter who loved her family. Why are you two so willing to treat Rachel like this?” Ivana started sobbing while wearing her own clothes. He felt a tightness as the sentence slid from his mouth.


“Because mamah never wanted that woman to enter this house!” exclaim Martha did not lose barking.


The corner of his eyes twitched again as well as the cheek and corner of his lips.


“Women like her are never worthy of being in the Wijaksono family home. Even if he enters this house, his position is not appropriate as a daughter-in-law of mamah.”


“You brought him in without the consent of mamah and Nata. Then why are you now blaming mamah and Nata?”


“You see, who is Rachel. He's just a kid from a lowly family. His mother's a cook, what a difference with Tuti. And you keep asking mamah to accept him as mamah's son-in-law? you're too grandiose Ivana.”


“Should, you bring in a classy woman like her!” point Martha at a woman standing in one corner.


That woman is none other than Marsya.


“Dia, mamah said? Hahahaha .. he?” Ivana laughed out loud.


“Hahahha .. mamah can not judge someone and finally mamah brought garbage into this house. Hahahaha .. please enjoy the smell while you can before you vomit with your own choice.” Ejek Ivana with a cynical look at Marsya who stood in the corner confidently.


Ivana pointed her middle finger at Marsya before leaving behind those who looked at her furiously.


Nata left, for him this debate does not need to continue.


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