Become Him
The night is not always cold

"What are you hiding?" Seeing Rachel's behavior, Nata was curious.

"Oh, it's nothing. Just a prank message." The next, try to calm down.

“Mas want me to make a warm drink?” hail Rachel while getting out of her bed. He intended to put a towel that had dried his hair. More than that, he tried to avoid Nata.

“No need, I want to sleep.” Timpal Nata, pissed. Just this time he felt that Rachel was lying. He is not someone who is good at lying.

Nata laid her body sideways while noticing the occasionally flaming flat objects and then died again. Actually, who did Rachel exchange messages with?

Akh, Nata is suddenly agitated. Is it possible that the man he met at Eva's house who was celebrating Rachel's birthday even gave his wife a gift?

Don't make! Nata took the other pillow and hugged it tightly. As if the pillow had slipped out of his grasp.

“Mas, Monday I meet at 10 am the same artist management.” Rachel's voice sounded from the direction of the bathroom. Apparently he's changing clothes.

“Hem. You will ask about the manager. From them or you can choose yourself?” Nata continued to be aware even though his attention remained on Rachel's phone.

“Iya mas, I'll askin.” Rachel's out of the bathroom. She was already wearing her evening dress and her hair was already drier.

He laid his body where he was sitting. He looked at Nata and quickly the man pretended to close his eyes.

“Mas have slept?” ask again.

“Hem.” Nata pulls the blanket up to the stomach. His heart was fluttering with curiosity and anxiety. What kind of feeling is this?

“Good night mas, beautiful dream. Thanks a lot for today.” Said Rachel who started laying down her body.

“Hem.” Again a short speech that Rachel heard from Nata's mouth.

Seeing that Nata was asleep, Rachel turned off the headlight. Only a sleeping light lit up his face. Rachel tilted her body back at Nata. He tried to reach his phone.

But just as his fingertips were about to touch the phone, suddenly Nata's sturdy hand pulled her body away from the phone.

“Why still play hp even though it's already bedtime?” asked Nata without opening her eyes. Her hands were coiled around Rachel's waist making their distance very close.

“Hah, no really." Rachel was really shocked.

He felt Nata's arms encircling his body, curling Rachel's body from behind. His breath even made Rachel shudder as she blew her nape. Do not ask about the heart, it had stopped a while before then pounding very fast.

He stopped touching his phone and just let it lie down.

Rachel froze in Nata's arms. This two-door refrigerator really made Rachel not dare to move in the slightest. Her body was completely stuck with Rachel.

"Rachel," Nata's voice was deep and heavy. The fine hairs on Rachel's body instantly stood up and the butterflies on her stomach were like flapping their wings.

"Yes?" rachel answered.

"Have you ever hated me?" ask Nata suddenly. Her eyes that were closed were now open. He could see Rachel's shimmering brown hair being exposed to the light of night lights and her flushed cheeks.

"Hate why?" akh really, Rachel was nervous.

"Eitherway. I feel so many shitty things are on me and I hate them." Nata moved her head, making Rachel feel that their heads were touching each other. And not long after, Nata dyed her hair.

Rachel's heart is getting bloated. He wanted to pinch his cheek to know if he was dreaming or not.

"Hey, answer." Nata slightly shook Rachel's body, making Rachel realize that this was all real.

"May I be honest?" Rachel asked back.

"Have I ever told you to lie?" habitually, Nata will override Rachel's doubts with questions again.

Rachel nodded slowly. Of course Nata never told him to lie.

"To be honest, I never hated Mas because mas is the person I love and respect." Just one sentence that Rachel said and it was heard a sigh of relief that hit Rachel's neck.

"Only often do I not understand enough. I don't know if I like me or not. Want me or not. I'm often confused." Rachel is really.

"I often feel that you may not feel that I am in your life. Or still have to force myself to accept my existence. That's all." Barkas Rachel while tightening her grip on the bedsheet she reemmas.

"Hem, you're right. I still force myself to accept all the things that come and go of my life. Including you. But that doesn't mean I hate your existence in my present life." That sentence was smoothly spoken from Nata's mouth.

Rachel stunned. She is indeed an unexpected thing that is present in Nata's life but, what things go from her husband's life and can not be accepted? Did his late father leave?

Akh, Rachel's mind so guessed the no-no.

"Are you sleepy?" Rachel felt Nata tighten her embrace. Maybe because Rachel was silent.

But always his lips were soft.

Someone once said to Rachel, The highest level of a relationship is not just when we can accept each other's existence. But, when we are able to communicate well what is in our minds and feelings, to our partners.

We dare to say yes, we dare to refuse and maybe occasionally have to dare to argue because we believe that our partner has accepted all the things that are in us.

But that's not what Rachel can do. There were still many things that scared him and hesitated to talk a lot with Nata. He could not believe what kind of thoughts Nata could accept or hate. He also has not been able to determine, how to explain what can be understood by Nata.

A relationship like this, can it continue for a long time?

Rachel hesitated and she began to fear.

Finding Rachel just speechless, Nata slightly got up. She peeked at Rachel who had not slept.

"What do you think?" nata asked, after finding out Rachel had not slept.

"Huh? There's nothing at all." Gelagapan. Right no, Rachel has not dared to say anything to Nata.

"If you are sleepy, go to sleep. I'm not forbidden." Nata laid back his body comfortably.

"Yes." Yeah." Rachel was only able to close her eyes even though she wasn't sleepy. He held tight at the corner of the pillow he held.

Not long, felt Nata's legs that began to squeeze his body. Rubbing his feet with Nata's feet. Rachel's eyes opened with her heart open. Not only that, he also felt a subtle swab at his groin from Nata's thigh.

Nata's hands loosened her arms and began to gangily infiltrate her sleeping gown. He rubbed next to the crazy thing on Rachel's chest made Rachel bite her lips slowly when one palm Nata managed to cupper her whole crazy thing.

There was a soft squeeze that gave Rachel goosebumps.

"Mas" call Rachel.

"Hem?" Nata starts peeping at Rachel's neck, taking a deep sip and occasionally making a trace of her redness.

Rachel sniffed her shoulders in amusement. A little bit pulled his body away.

"If you don't hate me, why avoid it?" nata whispers that make Rachel's hair bristles even more.

"No, I'm not avoiding." Rachel's body that was originally tense, was now trying to relax.

"Oh yeah?" nata asked as she kissed Rachel's earlobes and one hand rubbed Rachel's thigh, making her nightgown rise to the top.

"Yes-Yes." Rachel trembling.

It feels like he prefers Nata who secretly does everything and suddenly his body twitched in appeal to Nata who talks a lot and makes his feelings uncharacteristic.

"Say that something doesn't make you comfortable." This time Nata's hand rubbed Rachel's stomach. Rachel's grate suddenly tensed and held her breath.

It felt like he wanted to shout get all the gentle swipes from Nata like this.

"And remember, don't keep any other man's name in your mind." Imbuh Nata with a nose that snaked Rachel's neckline.

"What do you mean?" Rachel looked up at Nata.

"You think?" ask the man.

Just as Rachel opened her mouth to answer, Nata suddenly silenced Rachel's mouth with a kiss. Once, twice, not a kiss but a bite of anxiety. He looked at Rachel's reddened and tense face.

"Never look at another man with a look like this." Nata's speech is full of emphasis.

One hand still rubbed Rachel's body to the core of her body.

Rachel just shook her head, she did not dare to make a sound, trying to hold back the sigh.an that almost came out of her mouth.

In one move Nata was right above his body. One push made Rachel feel a foreign object enter her body.

Rachel grabbed Nata by the arm and the man seemed to be enjoying what he was doing. He stared fixedly at Rachel's face that showed a fickle expression and her soft voice that sounded, making her more excited to slam her body into Rachel's body.

Rachel's grip grew stronger in a rhythm with Nata's powerful beat. Within moments of everything reaching the top, Rachel and Nata both twitched and hugged each other not wanting to let go of each other.

In the rest of his passion Nata peeped at Rachel's cheeks and neck before then her body collapsed. He needs a moment to rest, to let go of his fatigue after reaching the peak of pleasure.

Good evening.

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