Become Him
Nata's Chasing

“RACHEL HEY RACHEL!!” call Nata who keeps chasing Rachel out of the office.

But Rachel did not stop, she went into the elevator and closed it. Nata caught up with him, pressing the elevator button arrogantly but the elevator door was no longer open.

“Argh shit!” grunting Nata while hitting the elevator door violently.

“Times he didn't hear me!” Nata still said with annoyance, he brushed his hair violently. I don't know what made Rachel run away from him not even turn her head as she called out.

“Since when did you dare refuse to talk to me?!” grunt again, don't accept.

Instead of waiting for the elevator to open, Nata chose to descend the emergency stairs from the eighth floor to the first floor. He thought he should go after Rachel.

In the elevator, Rachel cried. His chest tightened when he saw Nata smiling and even laughing with other women. While with him, whatever he did never interest Nata to smile let alone laugh.

What's wrong with her? Did Nata get married to him?

Rachel continued to massage her chest which felt tight. He doesn't care about someone watching him from behind. Just this time he was crying because of Nata, not because of Martha or anything else.

“Ding!”

Arriving on the first floor, Rachel immediately ran out of the office. He rubbed his tears violently.Rinai tears made his vision unclear. He walked quickly while looking down although he believed some pairs of eyes still see his shoulder as hot as crying.

“Taxi!” call Rachel, in a taxi parked not far from where she's standing. Looks like he just dropped off a passenger.

“RACHEL!!” nata's voice called out to him. Nata still runs after Rachel.

The more Nata sounds, the more Rachel wants to cry.

He did not comply, instead he still climbed into the taxi and wanted to get out of this place immediately. Rachel just got into a taxi and was about to leave, all of a sudden,

“Stop!!” nata yelled that was blocking the taxi.

Her breathing was still puffing as she ran down the stairs to chase after Rachel. Rachel was very reluctant to see the sharp gaze of her husband that was clearly visible from her seat.

“Depart aja pack.” Rachel Pinta. He wanted to stay away from Nata for a while.

“Sorry non, if it is like this I can not leave.” Said the taxi driver when he saw Nata who propped his hand to the hood of the car.

“Rachel, out. We need to talk.” Call Nata.

He moved to the left side of the car door knocking on the glass several times.

Rachel still had to prepare herself. He rubbed tears and nasal water that did not stop dripping. Somehow experiencing something like this made Rachel very sad. Maybe because he was so disappointed? Or is she jealous?

“Rachel, either now or later we should talk. So get out now!” nata called him again.

Rachel looked at her husband's shadow from inside. He could see Nata's panic from the way he spoke.

“Finished first non, so that the journey is quiet.” Speak to the taxi driver while giving him a piece of tissue.

“If non still need a ride, I hang out around here kok.” Imbu the man again.

“Still sir.” Rachel took the tissue from the taxi driver's hand to wipe his tears.

True too, if the journey will not be calm when leaving in this condition.

“Iya both. Don't cry constantly yaa, later the beauty is gone.” Entertain the middle-aged man.

Rachel smiled a little before she got out of the taxi.

Nata gasps but his breath looks relieved when he sees Rachel getting off the taxi.

“Cute me.” He spoke in a low voice.

Seeing Rachel's face as damp as it made her no longer dare to raise her voice. He just pulled Rachel's hand and walked into the office. Rachel followed while looking at her hand that Nata was holding.

They got into the elevator and were lucky only they were both users. The two fell silent, letting the elevator ride towards the fourteenth floor, the floor Nata had chosen.

Rachel slightly shifted her body away from Nata, she wanted to make room for herself to be calmer.

Nata only noticed the reflection of his second shadow from the elevator wall. He looked at Rachel who kept her head down while thinking why could this woman be so angry?

The fourteenth floor became the floor that Nata went to. He came out first and extended his hand to Rachel. But Rachel ignored him and chose to walk past Nata. Nata could only clench his hand which Rachel ignored. It turned out like this when Rachel was really angry.

The woman walked first out of the fourteenth floor room. Apparently this fourteenth floor is a rooftop. Rachel stood on the edge, enjoying the wind blowing quite fiercely and flying her hair.

“Do not be too marginal.” Nata pulls Rachel's hand to get closer to her.

“Please keep your distance, I'm still upset.” Rachel shook Nata's hand slowly and made some distance from her husband.

It feels like being angry but when he hears his wife's words, he becomes anxious himself. Nata just found out, it turns out when angry Rachel will easily express her feelings.

“I'm your husband, why go all the way?” Nata tried fishing.

“Ya jutsru because of my husband's mas so I'm upset.” Timpal Rachel with eyes that have returned to tears.

“Kesal there is a reason. You didn't say it, how could I know why you were angry.” Nata Timpal.

"Well if you don't know I'm angry, why follow me and bring me here?"

Rachel finally turned her head with her eyes back and lips trembling about to speak. He looked at Nata with disappointment.

Nata did not chim in, nor did he understand. How could he now care so much about any change in Rachel's expression and gesture, when he used to be so indifferent. Whatever Rachel felt and did, she didn't care.

“I was upset because, I saw mas smiling and laughing in front of other women, while in front of me it was always cold.” Rachel said with courage.

“Yes okay, we are indeed married by force. No, I mean, I married because I had to. I don't know you, I don't like you and I never love you.”

“But why should it be like this? Does talking to others make mas more comfortable than talking to me?”

“Or maybe because I'm not too pretty and not attractive so that I was so tormented while with me.” It was Rachel who couldn't hold back her tears.

He even had trouble continuing his sentence, only stuttering then throwing his breath rough. His chest cavity was too tight to reveal the sentences he had in mind.

“You're jealous?” nata fishing rod while staring fixed Rachel.

Rachel shakes. “It's not just about jealousy. It's about my position in life. It seems like I can be happier when I'm with other people. I can talk a lot, smile and laugh. While I was the same,” Rachel hung up her sentence. Short to continue.

"Because I'm more able to talk to people that I don't give more feelings to." Nata timpal suddenly and made Rachel turn her head.

Hah, that means Nata has more feelings for Rachel? Did ya?

Wait, why is rachel's mind so empty right now? To understand Nata's words alone he had difficulty.

“You just don't know if there are more things I can do with you. For example,” without cue Nata grabbed Rachel's nape and then kissed Rachel's lips gently. Rachel was stunned and could not resist Nata's attack, even though her hand reflexively gripped Nata's suit.

“Why?” Nata stared at the watery clear netra sharply.

“You should know that I can never do that with another woman.” I am Nata with complete confidence.

Instead of chiming in, Rachel chose to turn her face away from Nata. Mr. psysical attack who always attacked him suddenly and without warning.

“You're jealous of Marsya, but I'm not laughing or smiling at that woman. I smiled and laughed at the manager sitting next to him. He's my college senior, we're pretty close.” Light without asking. I don't know what the reason is that his tongue is so fluent in making explanations to Rachel when usually he is very lazy to make explanations.

Rachel bit her lip a little, apparently she was mistaken because she thought Nata was smiling at Marsya.

“But still, I never laugh or smile again with me.” Complaining Rachel. Afraid he glanced at Nata who was looking at him.

“Because I am afraid, if I show all my happy feelings when with you, then you will easily play with my feelings.” Timpal Nata was unexpected.

“You just have to know, that I would never do something stupid and beautiful with a woman other than you.”

He stared fixedly at Rachel's face which made him regret for ignoring this woman. But, he could not let Rachel read his feelings completely. Because it could be, one day Rachel toyed with her feelings and left him.

Hearing Nata's deep words, Rachel became stunned. He stared back at the dense netra, this time longer. He does not know fully what is in Nata's mind but one thing he believes, Nata has experienced trauma in his past.

Maybe that's what made Nata consume anti-depressant drugs at the beginning of their marriage.

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