Become Him

Become Him
Couple casing


Along the way back to her room, Rachel's thoughts were still linked to the reason for Ima's departure from this house. He still remembered Ima's fearful face which was no different from her fearful face when getting unpleasant treatment from someone.


Brams, the person Rachel suspects is the reason for Ima's sudden departure. But just like her, Ima did not have the courage to tell her what had happened to her. For some reason, there is always a horror of its own when imagining others knowing the frightening and disgusting experience that he experienced. But he knew he needed help.


He wasn't sure if people would believe him if he told him. Moreover, the abuse was carried out by someone who had full trust in this house on his appeal.


Sometimes Rachel thinks it's better to get an unpleasant attack from Martha instead of getting a subtle attack from Brams. Both are painful but Brams attacks are more frightening. He never knew what the man was doing behind him. Maybe the man was scouting and waiting for the moment he was off guard.


No, this is too scary.


In front of her room Rachel was currently standing. Just gonna open the door to the room but then shut it he did. He looked at the door of Ivana's room at the end with horror. The feathers always bristled every time I saw the door. The door closed and made Rachel feel claustrophobic like imprisoned and intimidated to the point of almost despair. The door that made him almost lose his honor and his trust in a man especially his brother-in-law.


Maybe this is how trauma feels. Every thought of it flashed through her mind, Rachel quickly closed her eyes hoping that the shadow of Brams' face disappeared from her memory. The face grinned like a starving beast and asked to be satisfied. Unfortunately, it wasn't that easy to forget Brams' frightening face shadow. He even felt worried whenever he smelled a perfume similar to Brams perfume. His senses become very alert to certain situations.


However, he did not have the strength to end it. End Brams' shadow, end his fear and end Brams' behavior in many women.


“Rachel!”


The deg!


A voice made Rachel stunned and pecked at her place. His heart was pounding, like he had just been forcefully pulled from the reverie that controlled his mind.


“Hey, you didn't hear me?” Rachel grew even more stunned as a firm hand touched her shoulder.


"Good day." His mind closed his eyes.


"Relax, that's Mas Nata's voice, Rachel." Again Rachel sat up like she was telling herself not to worry.


“Rachel!” nata called again.


“I-Yes.” Rachel said after she was fully conscious.


“M-mas.” Rachel's lips suddenly shriveled as she turned around and saw her husband who was next to her.


“What are you doing here?” asked Nata while frowning. Four times he called Rachel from a very soft call to a loud one and only now did Rachel realize.


“N-Nothing. I was just about to get in. Did you finish your work?” Rachel was still flirting but she was trying to calm down.


The man dropped his body on the bed. Massaging his own back that feels stiff because it is forced to work up to this late.


“Why, have you got something to say?” nata asked as she looked at Rachel who was sitting restlessly beside him.


“Ada.” I don't know where the courage is until he wants to start saying what is in his mind. Maybe because of his fear that Brams will be more dangerous until he dared to open his voice.


“Please.” Nata said as Rachel fell silent. The woman was choosing the right words to convey to Nata.


“Ima, go mas.” Said timidly.


“Whose name?” Nata asked back.


Jeez, apparently Nata doesn't know who the object of their conversation is.


“Our young servant. The new one works about two or three weeks.” Bright Rachel.


“Then?” see Nata doesn't care about the object of their conversation.


“Iyaa, she went and stopped being a waitress in this house. Though he was very good. He is also more painstaking in bi Tuti appeal and fun when spoken to.”


“You asked the ales?”


“Udah, he said he wanted to go home because he missed his mother.” That's all that escaped Rachel's mouth. He couldn't say more about what he had in mind. Without proof, Nata would not believe it.


“Yes, why should you be sad? He has the right to choose whether to continue working here or not. Don't burden her by forcing her to keep working here.”


Nata's answer made Rachel dumbstruck. Nata's words were not wrong but that was not what he expected.


“Em, yes.” Rachel ended her conversation about Ima. Without a detailed explanation, of course Nata will answer the standard only.


Rachel chose to calm herself down first. He sat leaning against the bed rest and covered his legs. It doesn't seem that easy to talk to Nata


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