Become Him
Initiate effort

“Where are you going?” ivana asked who paused Nata's steps on the stairs.

His sister was fully dressed although not as weathered as usual. His collar was even still standing, it was obvious that Nata was in a hurry.

“Go!” saith. He again checked his phone, continued to make a call on a number that had not answered his call.

“Go where?” Ivana was very curious. Because it is not usually Nata out of the room even just to eat.

“Akh shit!” instead of answering Ivana's question, Nata instead snorted annoyedly at the flat object he could not cooperate with.

“Who are you contacting?!” Ivana checks the phone in Nata's hand.

Rachel's name is seen by him and has been contacted dozens of times Nata. He saw it a little because Nata immediately shook his hand.

“You want to go find Rachel? Want to do?” cerca Ivana with dislike.

“Not a sister business!” nata exclaimed without even looking at Ivana.

He repeated the call but unfortunately this time it was not active. Nata screeches, making Ivana smile cynically.

“What are you looking for Rachel? Just realized if there is an empty after he does not exist?” Ivana asked lightly.

Nata did not answer him but he acknowledged the truth of Ivana's words.

Since last night, he couldn't sleep. Rachel's shadow was everywhere and she had to admit she was very agitated. Not a second did he close his eyes as he was very curious about Rachel's current condition.

Whether this is an inner bond or not, it's obvious that he really wants to see Rachel's face or at least hear her voice and find out that Rachel's okay.

Last night he tried to contact Rachel after thinking about many things. But he did not have enough courage to greet his wife. He was still thinking about Rachel's words, which one did Nata see from him right now, Rachel or Aruni?

After the debate and inner upheaval last night, it felt like he knew the answer. The reason she can't forget Aruni and does so many stupid things to Rachel is because of her guilt. While the effort he was starting for Rachel was because he couldn't let Rachel leave just like that.

The difficulty in imagining Rachel leaving her life was because Rachel had become half her life. It was as if Rachel was precious. From that, when Rachel did not answer her phone, she was very panicked and frightened. The expression was clearly visible from the look on his face that he was not trying to hide anymore.

“No want! I don't want to bother Rachel anymore especially if you ask.” Ivana firmly refused. He crossed his arms in front of his chest, trying to look indifferent.

“Kak, come. I need to know where Rachel is. One minute, I want to know how he is.” Nata pleaded with him. His face was clearly desperate.

“Yes it's your business. Find it yourself!” Ivana replied cynically, making Nata only able to pull her hair rough. Really frustrating him.

Asking for Ivana's help would be futile.

“I don't want Rachel to enter this house if only to see her hurt in the same way you. Let him be free to do what he wants out there without being tied to a heartless man like you. Enjoy your work, get acquainted with new people, establish relationships with new people who are better than you. And you, sign your divorce papers immediately. I was ready on your desk.” Cerocos Ivana without giving a pause to the sentence that frightens Nata.

“KAK!” Nata can only exclaim. Ivana clearly saw Nata's face growing more panicked and frightened.

“What?!” Ivana raised her voice.

“Inget yes, it has been enough more than a year for Rachel to give the best for you. Now is the time for him to give his time to himself. He deserves to be happy and happy as anyone who loves him sincerely. I hope he does not long move on from you.” Ivana glanced at Nata cynically.

“Especially after he became more famous, more and more guys are definitely trying to make negdapetin him. You will have many rivals. And anyway, when Rachel has a lot of options, your chances are just a fraction of the male population that wants her. And maybe Rachel's taste isn't you anymore. Maybe now his taste is a bule guy who can always treat his partner very well.” Ivana accidentally slaps Nata's heart and resuscitates him so that his sister no longer makes mistakes.

“Now I ask, what can you love Rachel? What is your best effort for him? Think about it first. Don't samperin Rachel before you're ready to control yourself.”

“For four years you've done a lot of stupidity. Condemn Aruni's departure for reasons that are not clear to let the best woman for you, go. But this time, you can't go that long to show your best efforts for Rachel.”

“Remember, Rachel has the right to vote and you will respect her choice. If you are not able to give the best for him, immediately sign your divorce application and do not for long. But if you feel capable, go after him to make him believe in you. But one thing you must remember, Rachel's feelings for you now are just a feeling of disappointment, I'm sure there's no love in Rachel's heart for you.” Firmly Ivana to make Nata stunned in his place.

The longer, the more terrifying Ivana said. The more afraid that what Ivana said was true. Rachel no longer loved him but was just disappointed in him.

So what should he do now? Just give up?

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