Become Him
Grey sunday night?

Rachel's Sunday night is not just spent with Ruby and Eva. Since afternoon, Nata has come to this house with lots of food for Rachel, Eva and Ruby. The reason is only one, want to check the condition of the baby.

For that reason, how could Rachel possibly refuse him?

Until now, they are still on the back porch and fun to talk together. After a conversation with Ivana a few days ago, Rachel begins to open herself up to Nata. I don't know, if this is the shape of the door for a second chance that began to be opened by Rachel or just Rachel's efforts to validate Ivana's remarks about the change in her husband's attitude.

The filming video, became the subject of their next conversation after discussing the problem of baby growth and development. They were engrossed in watching the footage made by Fany and occasionally both of them laughed crisply. Eva and Ruby, who were looking from inside the house, smiled at the behavior of two people who were like ABG. After a long time, only now did they hear Rachel laughing.

Lately also Rachel often confused. He nags because Nata keeps bothering him by sending messages and calls. But at the same time, the phone never left Rachel's hand. He carries his cell phone wherever he goes. And even more agitated when Nata was late to read the message.

Bumil this one is indeed unique and it becomes the solitude of entertainment for Eva and Ruby.

“Mas, I'll tell you, later if it really takes, mas his smile is slimmed down. It still looks stiff, kayak kanebo dry.” Rachel comments on seeing Nata's face in the video.

“Dry banana? I feel like I'm smiling big. What should it be? Kayak gini?” Nata put on his big smile but then stuck out his tongue.

“Ikh, which is not like that too times. Hahahaha..” Rachel laughed again while patting Nata's arm in annoyance.

Nata laughs while grabbing Rachel's hand which she then holds. They were both silent for a while, looking at each other and pounding their hearts quickly. Nata could see Rachel's blushing face along with her own that felt warm.

“Poni you are long.” The unimportant comment was made by Nata while she was wearing Rachel's hair that covered part of her face.

“I'll cut it before filming later.” Rachel's voice trembling.

“No, just like this, it looks so pretty. I just started writhing it.” Nata's heavy voice could only be heard by the two. Warm and full of feeling to make the heart of both jump.

For some reason until then Rachel let Nata rub her hair gently. He could have brushed off Nata's hand.

And about bangs, he did not like to bangs other than because of Nata's request, first. This time, he did deliberately not cut his bangs because he preferred to be without bangs.

“Iya, I won't cut it.” Rachel then.

Nata smiled a little. It was great to see Rachel's face this close.

“Dek,”

Ruby's voice instantly made the line disperse the way.

Nata and Rachel both pulled and straightened her body away. It is very noticeable that they are shocked not stupid and misbehavior when they hear Ruby's actual voice slowly.

“Iya kak.” Rachel replied as soon as she regained consciousness.

“I'm just like you want to go to the store bentar, want to check the delivery of flowers yes.” Ruby Pamit. He could see a red hue on Rachel's face.

“Oh yes.” Rachel was confused as to what kind of reaction.

“This is malem, let me take between.” Tawar Nata who immediately stood up.

“No need. If you can't, who's Rachhel? Cassian Rachel is alone at home. This part is already malem, do not invite pregnant women to chat outside for a long time, pamali. Mending in dalem aja.” Ruby Said.

“Oh yes ...” Nata nodded obediently. He rubbed his neck awkwardly.

“Nak Nata, mommy tipped Rachel first yaa. Don't go home until you get home.” Pinta Eva who just came out of the room and was tidying up her jacket.

“Oh ready mah. Be careful on the road.” Nata Message.

Eva simply smiled and waved her hand at Rachel. Rachel replied with a clumsy smile.

On top of the current battering ram Eva is.

“Mah, where are we going?” Ruby was confused about where to go.

“Where is it up to sister. Nyari boiled noodles or fried kwetiaw is also okay.” Timpal Eva whispered, worried at Rachel's hearing. To be honest, he just wanted to make room for his daughter.

“Okey, we're traveling yes.”

“Iya.” The two immediately put on a helmet as if they were going to travel far away. Though maybe just hanging out in warmindo while talking about the youngest who is like being in love.

The departure of Ruby and Eva, leaving awkwardness for Rachel and Nata.

“Enter. Says sister Ruby pregnant women should not be outside the house malem-malem.” Take Nata, while opening the door.

“Iya mas.” Rachel went into the house. He sat first in front of the tv room while Nata was still closing the door.

“You watch tv?” bargain Rachel, as Nata sits awkwardly beside her.

“Lanjutin watch that earlier. We're not done.” Nata prefers to see the video on Rachel's phone screen, as it will make the two of them, close together.

“Oh, okay.”

Rachel turns her phone back on and Nata approaches. When Rachel turned her head, it turned out that the distance of their heads was so close that they almost made their noses intersect. They threw each other a small smile before Rachel turned her face back. Akh, that's awkward.

“So new until the eighth minute over forty-two seconds.” Rachel's chatter trying to shake off the awkwardness.

“Iya.” Nata was still engrossed in looking at Rachel's reddish cheeks and pink lips that looked attractive while speaking.

The video is back in play and the next scene they see. The design of the scene as they expressed as if seeing a beautiful building before their eyes.

In the video, Nata moves behind Rachel and hugs Rachel from behind. He also rubbed Rachel's stomach gently making a subtle sigh when acting earlier they felt again.

“Do I animate enough?” nata asked as the camera focused on him.

“Lumayan. Emang mas ngebayangin wiggly what sampe sumeringah so?” Rachel was curious.

“Yes, really imagine a comfortable home to live in.” Nata's imagination was not far off at that time, different from now, hahaha.

“You alone?” Nata asked back.

“Em, beautiful home. What is your dream home?” Nata curiously asked.

Rachel nodded small. He is often annoyed with Nata but feels Nata is nearby even make it comfortable. He really likes when the warm air Nata's body feels near him.

“What does your dream home look like?” continued Nata.

“Em. Enough for me and my little family.” Rachel rubbed her stomach gently.

“What is the character of his house like? Minimalist or magnificent house?” Nata tries to get into Rachel's imagination.

“Em, I like minimalist ones. Some parts of the house must have open space, so fresh air can enter the house. The yard should be wide enough either on the front or back, so that children are safe to play in the yard. I also want to have a flower garden and a place to relax to spend time reading books. In essence, the environment should be beautiful.” Rachel Urai.

Nata understood, it felt like he could imagine what Rachel had in mind.

“Then, am I inside that house?” search Nata later.

"Don't know." Rachel immediately turned her face away from Nata who was looking at her too closely like she needed an answer

“Mas nanyanya do not get too close, I do not like to see idung mas are too high and large.” Rachel pushed Nata's chest slightly away.

“Hahahaha .. Okey sorry Nata laughed instead. It's funny how Rachel behaves when she's wrong like this.

“Then what else do you not like?” Nata is good at making Rachel look back at him.

“Alis. The eyebrows are too thick and thicker than me. The lashes are also too thick. I don't like.”

“Okey, need I shave to thin?” tawar Nata's.

“Dih, yes no. If shaved bald teus, later mas can even see tuyul.”

“Hahahaha ..” Rachel's unexpected answer made Nata unable to hold back her laughter. He had already shown himself completely to Rachel, with nothing to hide.

Rachel smiled at Nata's laughter which turned out to be very crisp.

“Okey, after eyebrow, moreover?” Nata brought her face closer to Rachel.

Rachel shakes. “Neither.” Legally.

“Totally? What else is serratus worth? My lips, my eyes, my hands?” Nata is still trying to provoke Rachel's response.

Rachel nodded back. “In physical appeal mas, I prefer not to be the same contents of the head mas.” Rachel, gnashing annoyed.

“Oh yes, why?” Nata's laughter instantly disappeared, turning serious.

Rachel smiled wryly, looking at Nata's forehead. “Because mas still stores mas injuries and about Aruni there.” It was a little bit painful when Rachel said that.

Nata was silent. He turned his eyes to another corner.

“You've heard her story?” he sat down next to Rachel, trying to calm himself down.

Rachel nodded. This time Rachel who was staring fixedly at Nata's face, needed an answer.

“After sister Ivana told me about my past, surely at this time she was crying while curling Brandon.” Nata said inviting curiosity.

“Why?” Rachel was really curious. He turned to face Nata.

Nata smiled wryly as she looked at Rachel.

“Because by telling me about my past, Ivana's brother's wounds also open.” Nata bowed for a while while exhaling his coarse breath.

“Aruni left me because she was afraid that our son would be like Brandon. He does not want to have children who will not be proud.” Nata looked back at Rachel.

“Padahan, Brandon's condition is special like that, not because of the genetics of my family or Brandon's father. It happened because Ivana's sister repeatedly tried to abort her womb by taking a lot of drugs. He wanted to eliminate Brandon from the moment he was still in his womb. That's why, the discussion about Aruni will not only hurt me but Ivana's sister as well. Her guilt is much greater against Brandon.” Nata Urai.

Rachel was stunned for a moment. He could imagine how sad Ivana was then. When that woman named Aruni insulted an innocent baby. Every child is special in their own way.

“You're right, if I ever fell because of a woman named Aruni. But not because I still love him, but because I feel guilty about letting him end his life out of desperation. Though at that time I could still help him if only I was not hard-hearted.”

“And I am also guilty, for my foolish thoughts position you as Aruni."

"But, trust me, Chel, I never wanted you to be like him because I love him. I often hold back my feelings from being read to you. Because I'm afraid, if you know how much I feel about you, then you'll treat me arbitrarily. Come and go as you please.”

“Yes, I admit it was very wrong because you and Aruni were two different people.” Nata cupped his head with both hands. He was really sorry he did that.

“Then what is it now that I still think of him? Mas know if it will only hurt mas and people around mas?” asked Rachel who was suddenly upset.

“Tau, I know very well.” Nata Assertive.

“Aruni is still on my mind but I have accepted him as a part of my past that will not affect my life in the present and the future. Aruni's departure is no longer my fault because it was not me who asked him to leave but he was the one who dumped me and insulted my family.”

“I realize right, go or survive remains his choice, not my decision. Aruni's regret for leaving me, not a punishment I gave but a consequence of his own actions. Real proof that we can't treat someone just because they know that person loves us so much.”

“Including, the bad consequences I have to get for ever wasting you.” Nata looked back at Rachel regretfully.

“And until now, go or survive, it will still be your absolute right to determine it. I'm not gonna force you to hang on if it turns out that being next to me only makes you more hurt, Chel. The effort I put in because I wanted to fix everything. Because I realized, you're the best choice I've ever had. So, if you still allow, I still want to survive and fight not only for our son but also for you.”

“Chel, you medicine for me. And I don't want to be poison to you. My feelings are the same you are still the same, love. Yes I love you. But I respect every decision you will make if it makes you happy.” Firmly Nata with a gaze full of earnestness.

He clasped Rachel's hand tightly, probably holding her last before the judge actually ruled that at the trial, they were officially separated.

Rachel doesn't chim in. He just stared silently at Nata with anxiety. Is it really that big a feeling Nata has for her?

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