Best Teacher And Me
Self Intentions

Irsyad continued to pursue Nabila, until he realized that the newly slapped Kila Nabila instead he stayed. Irsyad. He should have seen the condition of Kila had just thought to pursue Nabila.

Now he really lost, Nabila was not overtaken and Kila was also no longer in place, it is impossible to be overtaken by Irsyad. Irsyad understood why Kila decided to go first, and with a heavy heart Irsyad had to accept that. Irsyad guessed, Kila would definitely assume that she was not Irsyad's priority anymore. It's not really like that. Precisely because Kila was Irsyad's priority, he pursued Nabila to give understanding to Nabila. He is like a teacher who gives lessons. And correct misunderstandings too. Blaming his actions that suddenly slapped Kila in public. Irsyad actually really prioritized Kila. Unfortunately, Kila thought otherwise.

"Why never learn from previous experience, anyway? The problem in the mall that time has not been resolved, now it adds new problems." Irsyad. His face looks chaotic. Not knowing the whereabouts of Kila, he finally decides to go home.

"Kila, where are you? We have to finish everything now. This problem will get bigger if we don't solve it soon." Irsyad sent a voice message. That he did because his attempt to call Kila was not successful, as well as chat messages. At least Kila could tell how worried Irsyad was during the voicemail.

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Kila got tired of hearing ringtones that kept ringing. He decided to slip a pillow into his head which would also make Kila's ears clogged. At least with that he can minimize strong sounds. Repot once he, even though he can by making a silent mode on his phone. That he did also to find out how much Irsyad tried to keep calling Kila to explain all the events. He thought, the more Kila on the phone, the more attention Kila became. If it doesn't go as he wants, he will conclude for himself that Irsyad doesn't really care about him. This woman really needs attention and recognition.

The ringing tone has started to stop. Is Irsyad tired of serving Kila's selfishness? Due to the cessation of the ring, Kila instead seemed to assume that Irsyad did not really care about Kila. Then next, he felt that what Irsyad did was natural. Every human being has a reasonable limit of patience. With Kila like that, who can stand it?

A minute later, his gloomy face returned. Irsyad sent a voice message, not as usual.

"Kila, where are you? We have to finish everything now. This problem will get bigger if we don't solve it soon."

His smile was immediately saved. Realizing that he was like a child made him even more upset. A little can change emotions.

Kila's smile was not only because Irsyad contacted her again, but also because of the worried tone and tenderness that Irsyad uttered in the voicemail that made Kila unable to hold back her smile.

Kila chose not to respond to Irsyad even though her heart had melted. However, now it was much better, just by hearing Irsyad's voice satisfying her heart. He ceased to deduce all events himself, and became worthy of Allah to forgive his outrageous attitude, not only to Irsyad, but to everyone.

I don't know what Kila thinks of all this. He saw the father making out with another woman whose daughter was close to him and Irsyad. After the incident at the mall that he considered an unforgivable event, he complained to the mother. Indeed, before he wanted to talk about something to Riska even though he did not know what things, his feelings said there was something to talk about. Unexpectedly, he knew the thing he wanted to talk about with his mother was the news of the affair. Unknowingly, he told them to end their parents' marriage relationship.

Seeing Irsyad hide Gilang's behavior, Kila became reluctant to hear Irsyad's explanation. Kila thought, without being told the reason by Irsyad, Kila already knew the reason. Because Irsyad was so good, he showed the right attitude. Does not expose a person's disgrace, even though it is his own in-laws who in fact his wife should know the behavior of his father. Irsyad did a white lie, lying not to cause division. But lies are still lies. When everything was revealed, the feeling of being betrayed by Irsyad was so felt. The person who is close to being an intruder in the family household, household and also the household of his parents.

Two slaps had already landed on his cheek, most likely he would get another one or two slaps from Gilang and Irsyad. Or even he will get another slap from his mother Nabila. Kila had prepared herself. He plans to discuss this topic to solve his problems. Gather everyone involved, then end the matter. Reveal the truth honestly even if it hurts the parties. According to Kila, it is better to end it with extreme pain, rather than having to suffer continuously in the future.

After Kila was done with her thoughts, she tried to relax herself. Sleep is a choice. When the heart and mind are tired, the body also feels tired. Due to that fatigue, Kila could easily fall asleep.

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The ringing of the phone was obliterated by Kila, including the sound of her alarm. As he remembered not having performed the dzuhur prayer, his sleep jolted. In a hurry he took ablution. Condemn himself for being careless to pray only because of heartache with His servant.

Finished with his prayer, Kila soon beberes. Want to immediately return to his home, his home with Irsyad, as well as apologizing for his attitude earlier. Before moving on, he looked at his phone first. There were a lot of missed calls that he thought were coming from Irsyad. However, the call came from Riska. About thirty calls Kila missed. My mom doesn't usually call her this often. There must be something important to talk about, Kila thought.

It was like calling back, but Kila still remembered when her own mother slapped her hard. However, his worry could not be hidden. He decided to ask through a chat message.

"Sorry, Ma. Kila fell asleep. What's up, huh?" type Kila.

Soon the message was read. Then the call from Riska came again.

"Hello, Assalamu'alaykum, Ma?" greet Kila first.

Not yet answered by Riska, Kila had heard the sound of sobs from across there. Making his worry so high.

"Wa'alaykumussalam's chat. Ki-Kila..., where are you? Mama wants to see you," said Riska rather stammered from crying.

Kila immediately turned off the phone call. Not strong to hear the sound of crying of the mother because she felt her pain. He immediately typed in his home address, where he is now.

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