
After a long time of not meeting, they instead met in a ridiculous manner. Kila loudly said about the sanitary napkin because he thought that Citra would definitely open the door.
"Sir Irsyad?" kila asked in a surprised tone because she knew there was Irsyad here.
"Crazy?" asked Irsyad at the same time, no less surprised.
They were silent for a moment because they said at the same time. After that, they said again.
"Isn't Irsyad home yet?" tanya Kila is more normal in tone. Perhaps more accurately, normalized his voice as various turmoil engulfed his chest.
"You're here at night?" asked Irsyad to pay attention. This one, Irsyad was a bit less fast than Kila spoke, but it stayed the same.
"Sister Irsyad's coming home? Since when? Last time Kila helped you make a cake, Kila did not see Kak Irsyad. Now, go home-" said Kila quickly with a rocking tone. He could not continue his words, if still he continued it would be obvious if his tears were ready to slide.
"May I hug you?" ask Irsyad first before Kila continues. Hearing that, Kila instead responded by shaking her head and looking down.
"Kila... why? Can't it?" irsyad asked again, and Kila also shook her head in response.
"I'm gonna hug you, okay?" pinta Irsyad's. Then, Irsyad hugged Kila who was still bowed. Tears that he had been able to endure to try to calm down, now flowed. Irsyad shed those tears silently in that embrace. A man like Irsyad can still control his tone even though his tears are flowing. It makes Kila not know there is Irsyad who can also cry her longing ranking with Kila.
As the hug locked onto Kila, the defense collapsed. Tears that were ready to slide earlier, had really been sliding freely without the permission of the owner. Why was Kila so weak to defend her defense? He shed his tears and sat down along with Irsyad who also ran out of energy because it was too excited to hug Kila tightly. They were sitting on the floor, right at the door. Not caring for people passing in front of the complex, or if Citra and Erwin witnessed it. Irsyad still hugged Kila tightly, pouring her longing feelings through that embrace.
Irsyad did not mind Kila who never returned the hug. He just wanted to channel this feeling first.
"HUAAAA... hiks... hiks... hyks..," cried Kila crying hysterically. He then returned Irsyad's embrace.
"I'm sorry that I just came home now, Kila," Irsyad said. Irsyad had already blocked her tears from wanting to give strength to Kila who was so hysterically crying. Again Kila shook her head in response to Irsyad's apology. Irsyad felt very guilty, it was appropriate that Irsyad could not be forgiven.
"You don't want to forgive me?" ask Irsyad slowly looking for the truth if he can not be forgiven. And, again Kila shook her head. Irsyad began to confuse. He loosened his embrace slightly to compensate for Kila's response. Getting a reciprocal hug from Kila alone has made Irsyad feel forgiven. Loosening that little hug Irsyad thought could make the claustrophobic Kila less.
"I'm sorry, yeah, Kila. Sorry for making you wait too long" said Irsyad as he rubbed Kila's head. In that swipe, Kila's tears were getting louder. He shook his head, again.
Kila can't forgive Irsyad, can she? He constantly shook his head, rejecting all the words of Irsyad. But, this time Kila responded accompanied by bringing back Irsyad in a tight embrace earlier. Kila tightened her embrace suddenly. And of course this sudden behavior greatly shocked Irsyad.
"Why, Bun?" asked Erwin who also followed because of curiosity.
"Nothing, Dad. The one who came turned out to be Kila, look at that! Mommy so moved to see the two of them," replied Citra who watched a little far from Irsyad's place. Seeing Kila who shed tears, helped make Citra shed tears as well. The image can understand what it feels like to endure longing, now the feeling held overflows when it is released. The first drama that happened when Irsyad until earlier, there was nothing compared to this.
"Well, we better get in, Bun. Let them be satisfied to let go of longing," said Erwin who then took Citra into the room. Erwin was also understanding, he did not want to disturb the two children.
Irsyad doesn't understand this. He wanted to let go of his embrace for a moment to see Kila's expression. But, now it was Kila's turn to tighten the embrace, tighter than ever before. Irsyad was not given a chance to see what happened to Kila.
"Kila, I miss you so much" said Irsyad to compensate for Kila's tightening embrace just now.
"Did you miss me too?" ask Irsyad to make sure. Now Kila no longer shook her head in response to Irsyad's words. That is, Kila did not reject the fact that she also missed Irsyad very much.
"May I remove your tears? I felt like a bad guy who abandoned his wife, made her cry. At least make me redeem it. Let me wipe away those tears" Irsyad said. Kila again shook her head not giving her permission.
Kila has been mute ever since she was locked in Irsyad's arms. He could only cry and shake his head, unable to do anything else like that.
"I don't want to force. Let us be like this first, let me hold you a little longer. This miss is so high. Can I hug you while rubbing your head?" irsyad asked, but there was no reply from Kila.
"Let me wipe your head, yes" Irsyad said.
After a long cuddle in a sitting position like that, making both feel sore and tingling. Irsyad who understood that, took a stance first to end it slowly. Kila also compensates by taking off slowly as well.
After the hug completely broke off, Kila bowed down to hide her puffy face. Irsyad touched Kila's face without permission this time. And there was no rejection from Kila. Irsyad began to trace Kila's face with her eyes. Still left tears on Kila's cheeks. Without any more permission, Irsyad gently wiped the tears away from Kila's sad face.
Irsyad rubbed the tears very gently while looking into Kila's eyes deeply. Kila initially could not look back at Irsyad's eyes, but the magnet in Irsyad's eyes made Kila unable to refuse to look back deeply. This time they stared into each other's eyes for longer. Makes the atmosphere more quiet. Time stopped when the two looked at each other.
Cup
Irsyad ended the gaze by peeping Kila's forehead. He didn't want to make eye contact with Kila any longer. However he is also a man, he can do more than just kiss Kila's forehead. That's why he ended it, with just a kiss, nothing more. But, with just that one kiss, Kila's entire body was like an electric current that struck the entire body. Irsyad mengultimatum Kila with just a kiss.
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