Best Teacher And Me
Shunned

Irsyad arrived home with an unusual heart. Not knowing what he was doing was right or not, regardless of that, Kila continued to hunt him down. There was a feeling of wanting to protect Kila that Irsyad had not yet realized that feeling.

"It seems like I've gone overboard for being too close to the students. Strange as it is, there has never been a student that I really cared about like him all this time." Irsyad, who was fully dressed after taking a bath, laid her body on the bed and scratched her head in a ruffled manner. He looked at his actions and realized what he was doing was unnatural. He admitted his mistake and was disappointed in himself for not being able to professionally become a teacher.

"O Rabbi, keep the servant away from what You dislike" asked Irsyad to calm him down.

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Irsyad decided not to visit her class again during the break. Because he was conscious and felt what he was doing was excessive. Students who want to have privacy at rest will feel uncomfortable with his presence continuously even though not up to five minutes. He chose to replace it by having the class leader report to him if there are important things related to the class. And actually, he chose not to go to class because he did not want to face Kila. Surely the child wants to thank you in person again the case of Irsyad treatment last night. It does not want the limits that have been made to pass by becoming closer Irsyad and Kila this thank you thing. He was trying to restore their limits that Irsyad was a teacher, and Kila was his student.

Likewise with Tuesday, Wednesday, and until Thursday at his teaching hours. He came in and gave the job as usual. After that, he did not deal directly with the class. He left the class problem on the class device. They are asked to report if something happens related to the class. And the class also did not feel there was anything wrong with Irsyad's attitude, because he always taught cheerfully as usual.

So it continued for up to a month and Kila realized that something unusual was going on. He had just brushed off his feelings thinking that Irsyad was kind of avoiding him. Because maybe he will be misunderstood again on this attitude of Irsyad, so he decided not to think too much about it.

"Okay here used to be our lesson, I hope you repeat the material when you return to each other's homes. Congratulations and the spirit of learning, assalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh." Irsyad ended her class. He quickly returned to his room.

Ira and Risa leave Kila for their respective needs. Kila was used to go home quickly and alone without the company of his two best friends, but because of the feeling of being shunned, now Kila feels lonely when alone in the angkot that leads home. It felt like Kila wanted someone to listen to her story of what she was feeling right now.

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Kila had arrived at her home warmly welcomed by her grandmother. Grandma saw the unusual look on her grandson's face. I wanted Grandma to ask what happened to her granddaughter, but she was reluctant because Kila would not have spoken if she had not spoken first. Kila is used to it, when he has a problem then he is ready to tell it, then he will tell it to his grandmother who is always faithful to listen to the story.

Kila realized that her grandmother wanted to ask what happened to her. Because he knew that his grandmother was very sensitive to unusual behavior. Kila prefers not to tell anything to grandma.he feels that telling a man is too happy is not like his usual self.

Kila tried to act back as usual. He tried to put on his cheerful face because he did not want grandma to worry.

Dinner was ready, Kila approached her grandmother who had sat first at the dinner table.

"Well, what's granny cooking today? I think it's delicious," said Kila wanted to tease grandma.

"It's normal" Kila answered withholding laughter.

Kila's laughter broke seeing her grandmother's behavior. Afterwards, he was weaving his lips like a child and sulking at Kila.

"No, Grandma, Grandma's cooking is always good. It just looks better than usual" Kila said, improving her grandmother's mood.

"Yes, huh? Grandma did it on purpose, make the food more delicious than usual. Let's not be sad anymore. Abis eat, continue to be immediately happy," Grandma's turn to joke.

"Haha, what the hell, Grandma? Who is sad too? Kila laughed, too." Kila felt that grandma was trying to make her mood cheerful as usual, so she tried to play the best role possible.

"You are, Kila. You think grandma doesn't know? Come on, if you have a story problem. Manor grandma can help," said Grandma.

"It doesn't really matter, either, Grandma. Today Kila feels the value of Kila's lessons is declining. Kila's ability to capture teacher explanations was also reduced. It is focused and focused. So, Kila felt left out with the other friends in the class, "Kila didn't lie. Indeed it was also a trigger for his attitude to change today. However, the main trigger did not want Kila to tell her grandmother.

"You don't learn much either, Kila. Walk where it is, cake, refreshing. Maybe you're on the brink of that stress. After all, you have never seen grandma looking for other entertainment, besides reading books. And don't make yourself perfect in all subjects, honey. Sometimes you don't realize you're tired, so don't push yourself." Grandma gave the best advice she could. But grandma knows, it's not just that problem that bothers Kila. Grandma was very sure, the other problem that made Kila get the problem that was just told by Kila. But grandma doesn't want to force, Kila already told me like that is good enough. And good enough to reduce Kila's grief.

Kila thanked grandma for giving a solution to the problem she told me about. Then they start to eat the food that has been served at the table.

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Wednesday morning, Kila who was about to go to her class passed Irsyad. This incident reminded Kila of the first day they met. The difference is, there is no touch of any scales. And worse, Irsyad seemed to avoid Kila who wanted to say hello. Kila looked at Irsyad's back that was moving away from her in the opposite direction. Like anything wanted on the tepis, that feeling of being shunned was extremely torturing to her.

The pain will be more painful when you think about it. So, Kila tried even harder not to consider Irsyad's behavior to be a big problem for her. He tried not to think about his strange feelings when he felt distant from Irsyad and began to get rid of everything that had to do with his youth. Now, he just wants to focus on learning.

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