Best Teacher And Me
Friend's Advice

Kila was nervous when she cut off the phone unilaterally. He was avoiding Irsyad. He is also looking for reasons not to stay with Irsyad on his last day before leaving for Turkey tomorrow. Kila should have spent some time with Irsyad before they would have been truly LDRs. I don't know what Citra thinks of her as a wife, she doesn't care for now.

Kila did not lie about cleaning the boarding room and the arrival of ira and Risa. But being too tired, Kila put it off. Ira and Risa came in the morning the next day.

"Kil, Assalamu'alaykum," said Risa when she was at the door of the boarding room. They did come very early in the morning around six because a lot of preparation had to be prepared. They also have to compile a list of what needs to be purchased.

"Wa'alaykumussalam's chat. Enter, guys. I made you a drink first. You just relax, consider your own home," said Kila please.

"Ehm, yes-iya who is now the owner of the cost also indirectly. You don't usually politely greet your friends. You're relaxed, Akil," said Ira, whose hobby seduces Kila.

"I don't feel good about you cancelling your appointment at the last minute. You should come early this morning. Sorry, yes," reply Kila.

"Yes-yeah has been forgiven. We understand, anyway, if you must be tired of running out of vacation. Yeah, make him drink. Cold tofu outside was riding the Ira motorbike. The rhythmic mood. Make me a hot sweet tea yes, not a warm one, for stomach angetin" said Risa.

"I am too, Akil," followed Ira.

"Okay, wait a minute, yeah" Kila's pinta.

After a while, Kila returned with two glasses of hot sweet tea requested by her two best friends. Whether daydreaming what, the two glasses that Kila under spilled know Kila's hand when he wanted to treat to the table in front of his two friends. Kila reflex grimaced in pain from the hot water spilling over Kila's hand.

"What are you daydreaming about, Akil? You are said to be relaxed, do not rush suguhin drink it. So it spilled out of your hands, right?" Ira said with worry

"That's like Kila's daydreaming, Ra. That's why it can spill. What are you daydreaming about, Kil? The same story as us," said Risa.

"Yes, Akil, dong's story," followed Ira who was eager to hear Kila's story to help.

"Geez, you're overreacting, huh. Nothing, really," said Kila lied.

"Yes, if you don't want to tell a story. But if you want a story, we're ready, really, to hear your story. Don't hesitate for the story, yes, Akil," Ira replied. He gave up if Kila didn't want the story.

Ira and Risa don't want to force Kila to tell a story. They ignore it and then focus on opening a pre-planned list.

"Oiya you promised to buy me souvenirs with Ira, right, Kil? Can dong in love. Hehe.." said Risa when they are somewhat saturated make some lists.

"By the way, how's the honeymoon, Akil?" Ira who likes to tease even shifted the topic discussed by Risa.

"Hus, Ira! Can't talk about people's household relationships. The story of the honeymoon of the couple can not be spread, you know. Enough of the couple and God knows. Again you don't do that, yes, Ra. Kila is also a pity, you are constantly tempted," said Risa gave understanding.

"Yes, deh. I was wrong, I'm sorry, Akil, Ira said regretfully.

"It's okay. After all, we were really on vacation, nothing happened the way you think. I haven't even been able to remove my hijab yet" Kila replied. He felt that nothing vulgar had happened, so it was okay to tell him.

"When you sleep, bed for sure, right?" said Ira felt hooked by Kila's words earlier.

"Yes, right. But the bed was very big and we slept quite far away. I also slept on his back. He also understood that I could not get used to his status as his wife. He was also committed to keeping his promise to my mother that would not interfere with my education by wanting to have children before I got my college degree. You know for yourself, he has always held fast to his stand," replied Kila soberly.

Seeing Kila who returned daydreaming, made the hearts of Ira and Risa rustle. They were sure there must be something going on between Kila and Irsyad.

"Kil, you better tell me, now. After returning home from vacation with Mr. Irsyad, you become very strange, Kil," said Risa.

Kila shed her tears then hugged Risa suddenly, Risa returned the embrace. Ira who was at the side, tried to calm Kila down by gently rubbing Kila's back.

"I feel unworthy to be Mr. Irsyad's wife, Ris, Ra. He's too perfect for me. I feel guilty for always relying on Mr. Irsyad to look after my grandmother. I feel, Mr. Irsyad should be able to get a better woman than me," Kila said in tears.

"Hus, Akil. You can't talk like that. Why do you think you are not suitable for Mr Irsyad?" ask Ira curiously.

"Ra, he's too perfect and I'm despicable. We were very familiar on the first day of the holiday, and it was supposed to be on the second day of the vacation as well, but I messed it up. We had lunch together at a restaurant overlooking the beach, and we honestly expressed our feelings. I tell you all the events where my admiration began. Then I even told about the magnitude of my struggle to ask for a match with Mr. Irsyad at the insertion of prayer when performing prayers in one third of the night.

But Mr. Irsyad is different. Unlike me who asked for a match with Mr. Irsyad, he even asked God to guide him not to exceed the limits of the love he felt for me other than Him. He was too perfect to be my priest. We are also very different. I felt as if I was made aware by him that my love had never come first to God, never involved God. In fact, I asked to mate with Mr. Irsyad, instead of asking that the feelings I have do not become haram. I should have asked for His guidance, not asked to be betrothed on the basis of these imprinted feelings." Kila expresses it with a twist on the sidelines of the story.

"So you're less likely to feel unsuitable for being the wife of someone more obedient to God than you are, aren't you?" asked Risa firmly. Kila nodded. He let go of her embrace and wiped her tears.

"Kila, get the silver lining. Allah has granted your prayers to be betrothed to Mr. Irsyad. Because Mr. Irsyad is more obedient than you, it means he can be a good priest to you. You must not be as grateful as you are now, Kila. You should be more grateful and appreciate what you have got than you ever asked for. After all, if you feel inferior because you lost obedience to Mr. Irsyad, it is never too late to start offsetting Mr. Irsyad's obedience. Remember, Kil, you must be grateful to have a husband like Mr. Irsyad, do not be insecure anymore" said Risa gave advice. Kila was relieved to have told stories and given advice by her best friend. He then tried to calm himself.

"Yeah, Kil. Where's where? This is because Ira changed the topic of conversation anyway, earlier," said Risa was good at entertaining Kila. He laughed briefly because of that little expression.

"Sama Mommy, miss because I hurried out and avoid Mr. Irsyad," replied Kila.

"Btw, Mr. Irsyad is back in Turkey today, right? You go there, Kil. Baikan, you can not be silent for more than three days. You will also be left for more than three days, not necessarily you will receive a call from Mr. Irsyad," Risa reminded.

"Yes, Akil. What time does it leave?" ask Ira.

"The flight schedule is, anyway, nine o'clock," Kila replied casually.

"Gosh, Akil. You are better than Mr. Irsyad, follow up now. Express your feelings correctly. And don't forget those left behind. Now that it's eight and a half, you have to hurry before Mr. Irsyad actually returns, you know," said Ira hunting Kila.

"Yes, Kil. If you go to the airport first, you follow it. The city is also close, right? We wait until ten, deh," said Risa follow-up hunting.

Kila is excited to be given the positive support of her two best friends. It is with definite steps to intend that the problem with Irsyad be resolved. He also did not want to regret it later. He quickly knocked on the door of Citra's house, but no one answered.

Kila tried to open the door of the house, it was locked. They've gone to the airport.

"Yes Rabb, please take the time to fix all this" Kila said in her heart. He continued his journey to the airport in a hurry because he did not want to regret later.

"Hopefully still have time," said Kila.

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