
Dinner is over. Indeed Kila just came home after praying isya at his home while accompanying the mother. The dining table has been cleaned. Both of them are now sitting in the living room.
Kila started the conversation, "Mama just came suddenly to the house. Kila should be Temenin Mama. I'm sorry that Kila came home late, sister."
"It's okay. I'm just worried about your situation. No incoming messages, no phones picked up. I know you are angry, disappointed too, because I was not on your side at the time and instead chased after Nabila. I'm sorry."
Irsyad looked sorry. His apology looks sincere. Kila responded by reaching Irsyad's hand, then he held it. Irsyad responded, looking at Kila who was met with a beautiful smile from Kila.
"Thank you so much for thinking about Kila as you can, sister. Should be an angry Brother with Kila's childish attitude, but even Brother who feels bad for chasing after Mbak Nabila. Kila apologized as well, yes, sister. Kila escaped without hearing any explanation. Kila's attitude of feeling says that Brother prioritizes him more than Kila, but that's not the case. Maybe because there are various kinds of negative thoughts before that already exist first, Kila so act arbitrarily without a second thought."
Irsyad looked at Kila with a smile. Reflexes he welcomed Kila's next speech by gently rubbing Kila's head.
"Sorry, yes, brother. The purpose of Kila wants Kak Irsyad to come too because he wants to talk as usual Mbak Nabila. So, let Kak Irsyad know also that Kila has often been related to Mbak Nabila, but Mbak Nabila does not know the real relationship between Kila and Kaku. If you want to be honest there, there is a sense of wanting to reveal the truth because you want revenge too. That, Kila was already sorry, really, the same bad initial intention."
"Revenge, you mean?" Irsyad was confused. After all, there was no way the Kila he saw was always well-behaved thinking of such a bad thing.
"When I saw Brother talking to Mbak Nabila when we went to the mall at that time. If you hear the talk about Papa, Kila continues to feel betrayed by you. Plus, when Kila saw how depraved Papa was making out with other women in public spaces like the mall. The woman Kila had seen, who turned out to be Mama Mbak Nabila. Kila thought, Brother kept it a secret because the one involved there was also Mama Mbak Nabila. When the photo together at graduation at that time, you should have been aware of the woman, or even be aware from before that. Brother should have told Kila, not covered it, that's what Kila thought. Then, Kila was really disappointed with everything, Kila's heart became spiteful. Kila wanted to tell Mama about her husband's behavior, but Kila got a big slap."
"Sorry for the slap, Kila. You even get it twice," Irsyad pity.
"If you didn't know that Mama would slap Kila. Although Kila knew that Kila did the wrong thing, but Kila was really disappointed with the response of Mama who chose to slap Kila. Kila's really disappointed, same everyone."
"You're disappointed. The constant pain that surrounds you makes you angry at everyone. It's only natural that you feel spiteful and then want revenge" Irsyad responded.
"I hid that fact because I didn't want you to fall for the truth" Irsyad said. Wanted to continue, but Kila chimed in quickly.
"Udah, brother, do not need to be explained again. After Kila thought clearly, Kila could accept why Sister Irsyad had secretly hidden this truth. Brother Irsyad is so kind, wants no one to be hurt, nor does he want to expose the disgrace of others. If you understand, then. Although I understood it recently."
"I'm sorry for hiding it all this time."
"Thank you very much, Kila."
"So, you said that Mama came to your house. Why suddenly?"
"And finally did Papa also known to Mama. Kila does not know where Mama caught him, Kila did not want to discuss it even opened Mama's wounds. Clearly, Mama went to Kila's place to tell a story and needed a place to calm down."
"Finally you and Mama Riska also know, huh? Very hard trials for you guys," said Irsyad concerned.
"Sister, how is Kila? When Kila saw Papa's behavior at that time, Kila went straight to Mama's place and complained. Without Kila realizing it, Kila proposed divorce to Mama, maybe that's why Kila had to accept a slap. It was unconsciously Kila saidin because he did not accept the act of cheating which also can not forgive. Well, now Mama even thought to do a real divorce. Maybe it was because of what Kila said at the time."
"I agree with you that infidelity is inexcusable. I understand you said it unconsciously, and now regret it. However, the ones who live in the household are them. Let them make a decision, and then we can only wish them all the best. Don't worry about it, they're not little kids who will carelessly make up their minds."
"Sister, I'm thinking about solving this problem. Papa clearly doesn't know that Kila also knows his behavior behind his back. So, Kila wanted to be honest by meeting in person and talking about everything. Then, Kila wants everyone to meet in one place to solve this problem. Kila won't give Papa a second chance, but if Mama wants it, Kila should take it. Anyway, anyone can change. What do you think of Brother?"
"I agree with the plan. Perhaps, we should as much as possible to go to the solution of the problem by way of divorce. We should also be able to consider the words of everyone involved, not to make the wrong decision later."
"Yes, anyway. But, Kila did not want to let Mama suffer because her decision to maintain the actual marriage was no longer able to be maintained. Poor Mama who had to endure the pain. Marriage should keep each other's feelings, not just one party who wants to be taken care of his feelings. If there is no more comfort in the wedding, it is better to end it. Let Mama feel the pain that is very deep because of the divorce later, after all the pain will not be long when compared to the pain that continues to be felt when Mama must continue to think about maintaining the marriage if Papa can not change and keep playing with the fire behind. Although Kila said that Kila was afraid that Mama was affected by Kila's talk about divorce, from the bottom of the heart Kila wanted Mama's happiness even though it had to be taken by divorce."
After explaining at length, Irsyad was at a loss to respond to how. He did not want to make Kila hurt again because of his words. Or it could be, the poor temperament nature that mastered it.
"We help prayer, too, yes. Soon this problem should be solved. When do you want to see him?" irsyad's response after weighing that was the safest response.
"Papa always reasoned very busy with his work. So, tonight, Kila will tell you directly that Kila you met. Furthermore, he would definitely arrange a fitting time for the meeting."
When Irsyad saw Kila who called his own father "he" showed how unhappy he was with his father's attitude. He could understand that, so he ignored to advise Kila on his somewhat disrespectful name.
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