
The arrival of Ira and Risa makes Irsyad very grateful. Kila returned cheerful when she was with her best friend, although she returned moody and tended to be irritable after the two friends were allowed to go home.
The seven months Yuli, Irsyad and Kila attended together. Kila had to be happy together with Irsyad, hiding his reserved nature for a moment, so as not to raise questions that he did not want to answer.
"I don't know, yeah, Han. Soon you will be a father. In fact, I did not want to be fooled by Yuli. Not long married, uh, already filled the Yuli," Irsyad teased Farhan. Kila tried to smile in response to the joke, despite being forced.
"Hahaha, yes, sister. After marriage, thank God many good changes from Yuli. There are life lessons also taken from Kak Irsyad and Kila. Thank you very much for your contribution," replied Farhan while shaking Irsyad's hand.
"Well.., we are, just passing by. Yeah, right, sweetie?" Irsyad dragged Kila into the conversation. He is getting used to his new calling called Irsyad. However, when the call was called Irsyad in front of the crowd, Kila was still shy and her cheeks became flushed.
"I-iya, Mas," said Kila nervously in response.
Yuli felt a comforting look from Kila's cute expression.
"Well, good, the game of time was not in vain. Irsyad's sister Kila became more friendly," Yuli teased.
"When are you, Kil? Later, let your child be our child in a match from childhood. In booking from now, let not first people. Hahahaha," continued Yuli. Also greeted with Farhan's laughter. They look like they're kidding, but they're serious.
Just now the topic of the child should be discussed with his best friend that day, now he should talk about it again in this place. Kila's mind is tormented given how selfishly Kila is holding Irsyad back from taking his due.
"You, here, Yul. Kayak knows that Kila will have a crush on girls," Farhan responded while igniting Yuli's plan. The laughter was still left.
"Yes, I know, Mas. In fact, you have to worry about girls, because our children are already boys," Yuli still responds as she pleases.
Kila is sometimes envious of seeing the amazingly developed Yuli, who drastically changes into a better person. Since marriage, Yuli calls "Mas" to Farhan of her will. Since marriage, Yuli looks more easily arranged and her relationship looks harmonious with Farhan. Yuli, who Kila saw as selfish, now seems more concerned than Farhan himself. Kila was surprised, why the two individuals who initially refused to be betrothed could surf the household relationship? While Kila and Irsyad who both love, can not be like that.
"You guys, there's-there. Should let there be a playmate, not to be fooled. After all, God rules everything. Kila and I tried again. Ask for the best prayer, deh, from you."
Irsyad looked sensitive. In fact, no effort at all was made, but he lied to save Kila. Irsyad is always like that, doing good things that actually do not need to be done. He was too protective of Kila, and that lie really saved Kila.
"Siiip, Brother. We always pray, really," Farhan replied.
"There are many prayers, Brother Farhan, Brother Yuli," Kila said. It's wet, yeah, take a shower.
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Tired of coming back from that seven-monthly event. Very many people ask Irsyad and Kila about when to catch up. Tired of responding to them until they have to lie occasionally to people who ask questions so that the conversation runs smoothly.
Arriving home, Irsyad let out a long breath. It shows how tired he was in that place. Kila the attentive immediately made Irsyad's favorite bitter tea and served it.
"It looks so tired, doesn't it, Mom? Sorry, yes, had to lie to everyone for the sake of Kila," said Kila Lirih.
"It's okay. Don't think too much." Irsyad immediately sipped the bitter tea that had been served.
"Um.., Mas, Kila can do it, right?"
"Didn't Mas suffer because Kila never gave this right to Mas? If you ask, Kila—"
"If I asked, you'd give it to me, would you? What if I ask him now? This second too?"
Kila did not expect to get such a response when she had not finished talking. Kila forgot Irsyad's nature that is difficult to control his emotions, especially when he is tired like now. Although already aware of it, still every Irsyad like this always escapes to make Kila surprised.
Irsyad instantly came to a realization as Kila showed a surprised expression tending to fear. Then he won with a beristighfar. Breathe in once before talking to Kila back.
"Aa.a., I'm sorry, Kila. My habits are like this. It seems like today was exhausting. I'm gonna take a break to the room, okay?" pinta Irsyad as she stepped up.
"Wait, Mom!" kila Megat.
"What's wrong? You want to come too?" Kila shook her head. Because Kila seemed like she wanted to say something, Irsyad turned her body back to face Kila.
"If you think, it's better to end all this if in the end there is no good reciprocity," said Kila not so understood by Irsyad.
"Huh? Mean you?"
"If you're never ready to be a full-fledged wife, and you never ask. Mas is too liberating, and Kila is too indulgent with that freedom. We sleep in one bed, Kila knows that Mas actually tortured himself to hold back. Is that for Kila? Mas, if you ask, Kila would be willing. But, Mas is too good. You always said that you would wait for Kila to be really ready for it. We better end this relationship. We're separated, forever. There's no profit you can get from this wedding, is there?" kila was clearer than ever.
"Please, don't talk about it anymore. I'm afraid that the next words will hurt your heart if my temper is bad because of this kind of fatigue," said Irsyad who began to understand the direction of Kila's conversation.
"Kila.., don't talk about it, yeah, honey. I'm not going to talk about it. You know I'm tired, right? We're both tired. We better take a break and clear this tired mind. We'll talk again. I went to the room first, yes," said Irsyad once again. He should really rest at this time. Kila's words added to the weight of her mind.
"You're too good, Mas," said Kila slowly as she saw Irsyad had entered the room.
After a long rest, Irsyad realized apparently Kila did not come to rest in the room. He looked into the living room, and Kila was seen squawking there.
"Kila, it's time for bed. We pray first, yuk."
"Sorry, Mas. If it's an obstacle, just get it."
"Ooh, so. If so, do not forget to follow to the room, yes, do not over here, ntar catch a cold. Get some sleep, yeah, honey."
"Umm, Kila permit tomorrow to Mama's place, yes, Mas. I want breakfast there."
"Why rush? The attention I gave him was not ignored."
"No need to be in between, please bring a motor."
Kila then went into the room. He slept first leaving Irsyad, with his sleeping position turned back to Irsyad. He did it again today.
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