Best Teacher And Me
Ready to Give Rights?

Irsyad and Kila returned after being so tired of socializing with so many people. Just late afternoon they arrived home.

The two sit. Irsyad at the dinner table, while Kila in the living room. Kila was more tired than Irsyad, so he chose to sit in the family room to spend his legs there.

"When you graduate again now. I'm ready, Mom." Kila opened her voice after a long time the two people were focused on self-recovery.

Irsyad knows the direction of that talk. He actually did not want to serve it, but he was afraid to imagine Kila's next attitude.

"You must be tired now. I don't want to force it" replied Irsyad. He wanted to escape for a moment so that this topic did not continue, to his study. However, Kila was still strong enough to continue discussing it when Irsyad wanted to step foot into the workroom.

"Everyone keeps asking for us as soon as we come to have a child. Mother also can't wait to pet the grandchild" said Kila with an empty view.

Seeing Kila who was like that, Irsyad stepped her feet to sit in the living room also accompanied Kila closer.

"Darling.., having a child is not because you want to follow along. After all, Mother also does not really bother about it anymore now. Because the parents will be us, so, do not make the wishes of others as a foundation must immediately have children. And again, we have gone to the doctor and we are declared healthy, right? We can delay having children first and strengthen the relationship before deciding to have children. In fact, you can continue your doctoral education if you. After graduation again, just want to have children is also not a problem said the doctor," explained Irsyad gently so that Kila understood. However, there seems to be an incorrect selection of words there.

"Well, if that's it. Mas Irsyad looks like Kila's parents are colossal, preferring to attach importance to Kila's education," Kila responded with a grinning smile and turned her face away.

"I don't mean it, honey. If you want to work from now is also not a problem, but not now. You're still so exhausted. I can still hold back, though. I don't want to hurt you. Because basically, intimate relationships are done on the basis of liking. I don't want you to dislike it and I'm the only one who enjoys it. If so, it is the same as forcing my will. I don't want that to happen" explained Irsyad firmly and gently to give understanding.

"Mas! Kila is not a negotiation. Kila make a statement, Kila is ready, really! It was enough that Kila tortured Mas Irsyad for never giving this right." Kila still insisted.

"Don't tease me, Kila. I know you're tired" Irsyad won't lose either.

"Mas..., why?" ask Kila lirih. Eyes glazed. His gaze was sincere, wanting what he said solemnly. Irsyad immediately felt pity.

"Kila..., are you really sure of what you're saying? You're not exhausted? We just got home from home" asked Irsyad to confirm. Then Kila nodded quickly, like a child.

"I want to pray the sunnah before I first do it with you. Let's pray together first," asked Irsyad. Kila almost forgot about it. When Irsyad said it plainly, Kila became nervous.

"Yes, Mom."

Irsyad finally complied with Kila's request. They perform sunnah prayers performed by couples before continuing the most beautiful worship for each couple. When she finished praying, Kila hesitated. Heart's pounding. In fact, he was very confident that he was ready to give the crown that he always guarded. He felt ready to give Irsyad his right, why any doubt?

"Hows it? Still want to do it? I saw you flushed to shudder," said Irsyad, confirming his return.

"Alright, trim the prayer equipment first."

Shortly thereafter, the two were finished cleaning the prayer equipment.

"That's it, Mom," said Kila nervously.

The two then moved on to sit on the bed.

Irsyad read the prayers before continuing the most beautiful worship. Read it over Kila's head, then kiss her forehead long enough after the prayer has finished.

"I don't have any experience, we're just slow, yeah." Kila nodded in response.

Really both in a thumping feeling. I wanted to start, but so slowly. Very slowly, until this has to start with Irsyad close his face to Kila's face first as a first step. The start was to reach for Kila's lips that looked so delicious. Then Kila, he was actually very scared, the pounding he felt looked different, not as usual. He closed his eyes to relax and received all the treatment from Irsyad.

Cup

One kiss managed to land on Kila's lips after a long effort Irsyad to land there. Then Irsyad repeated it again. Now, his hand had cupped Kila's right cheek to proceed to the next step. Irsyad's next kiss goes deeper. Enjoy the delicious Kila lips, up and down. Only a few seconds he did it, but very quickly felt short of breath. He let go and took a breath for a moment. Both breaths hunted. Why does it feel so exhausting? In fact, they do it by sitting on the bed, not standing.

Seems like it is enough to take a breath, Irsyad wants to continue it slowly again. Shaken back the pair of lips, gently and lovingly. As Irsyad continued, he gasped at the realization that he was the only one enjoying this. Before long, he felt tears spilling in his hand that was still cupping the right cheek of Kila, his wife shed tears. Irsyad stopped immediately.

How could Irsyad not realize that Kila was very scared to experience it. Especially when you're going to continue more than that. In fact, he felt that what he was doing was already very soft and slow. Never did he think that Kila would shed tears because she was too frightened to be groped like that. Irsyad was disappointed in himself for imposing his will.

"Sorry, Kila. Looks like we've just finished it. I want to shower and get ready to go to the mosque to pray maghrib."

Irsyad left Kila whose tears kept flowing.

Indeed the time does not fit, already Irsyad previous estimates. Irsyad ignored that. Maghrib's time is very close. He has to shower and get ready for the mosque.

"What is ready? Ready to give rights from where? Kila looked really scared and I didn't even notice it. Astaghfirullah.., even I was almost late to the mosque for Maghrib prayer." Irshad blamed himself in the heart. Constantly beristighfar for having hurt Kila, and was careless in worship.

Why is Kila crying? Didn't he say for himself that he was ready to hand over his crown to Irsyad? It seems far from ready. He was terrified until the tears he could bear spilled.

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