
"I'm..." Elsa wants to say that Thomas is her happiness. But he
knew that he had no place in Thomas' heart at all.
"I got it."
He squeezed out a smile and started eating the food Thomas had placed in
his bowl. This was the first time he had done that for her.
He thought it would be delicious but it tastes a bit sour now. He's not sure if that is
because the food was not fresh or because he was crying. Feels terrible.
"I always knew," Elsa continued to eat and talk without looking
Thomas. "You only have her in your heart and I never will
supplanting him. In fact, I never thought of replacing
it's in your heart."
"And actually, I admire him so much for sacrificing so much
to yours. I also envy her for having the opportunity to make sacrifices
that much is for you."
If she had to make that decision, Elsa felt that she would make it
the same choice without hesitation.
Thomas didn't know what to say.
Fifteen years had passed and they were fifty years old
now it's. After living for so long, it was too exhausting to talk about
the past.
"Don't worry, I've given up" Elsa's tears grew louder. "I just
can't help but cry, you don't have to bother with me."
He continued to eat a mouthful after sip of food. He has worked hard to
learn how to cook all these dishes and just dare to ask
Thomas to eat after he tried to cook it a few times and
make sure that he meets the standards.
But in the end, Thomas kept telling him to surrender.
He seemed to have given up a long time ago, but it seemed like he had never either
capitulated.
"Get." Thomas felt very bad inside. "I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize, you didn't make a mistake." Elsa
smiling reveal. "It's my fault. If I don't fall in love with you, then
everything's gonna be okay."
"I…"
"Waste the food today? Would please? Just this once?"
Elsa looked at Thomas and she sounded like she was begging him.
Thomas did not say anymore. He started eating big mouthfuls of food wholeheartedly. Him
can't bear to let Elsa continue to grieve, but at the same time, she's already
The two of them remained silent as they continued to eat hot dishes. One continues
crying while others never said anything and the atmosphere
so clumsy.
After they finished eating, Elsa got up to clean the dishes. She didn't
once allowed the servants to touch Thomas's plate because of him
feeling that it was her responsibility to take care of her husband.
"Actually I promised her to take good care of you" Elsa said
while standing in the doorway. He turned to look at Thomas. "But
looks like you don't need it."
After that she turned around and quickly left before crying again.
Thomas's emotions are chaotic.
After fifteen years, she did not improve in terms of her love life the same
once. He had let a woman down, and now he had hurt
the other. He suddenly feels that compared to Ethan, he is
the worst bastard alive.
"I've been a bad example as his father. That's why that guy
loving a woman he loved so much, I guess," Thomas laughed
bitter to himself. "That's good, good like that."
Ethan has no restrictions when it comes to caring for and protecting Diane. She's right
right treat Diane as the most important person in her life. She didn't
will never let danger come to him and he will never
let him feel sad or upset.
It seemed like Thomas in the past was such a person before as well. But
for some reason as time went on, things became different.
"I've been living like an animal for the past fifteen years."
Thomas got up and returned to the study. He's been sleeping in this workspace
for the past fifteen years, and made Elsa sleep alone in the room
fifteen years as well.
He was very loyal to her, but she let him down in the end.
"Punk, you better not follow my old path."
Thomas opened the safe and took some things out of it
inward. His gaze became sharp as if there was a ray coming out from there. If
someone was around, he would be surprised at how many murders
which spewed from Thomas' normally calm and gentle eyes.
"No, it won't. Even if I had to die, I would never
let you walk down that road!"