BROMOCORAS
God willing

"Where are we going, Bud?" Ask Arya after the Maghreb.

"Come, Bang. Emmm, maybe we'll go to a normal place. Bang Arya herself after this where are you going?" Ask Budi then.

Arya smiled while wearing her shoes on the terrace of the mosque where they followed the previous Maghrib pilgrims.

"I want to go home, Bud." His legs are still short while tightening the ties of his shoes.

"Going home? Emm, didn't you just get out of the house yesterday, Bang? Tumben once?" Ask a little astonishment.

Again Arya smiled, "Yes indeed, Bud. But after I thought mom was getting older. Need a chat friend like that. You should go home first, Bud. Haven't you been visiting your mother for a few weeks." Arya said later.

Budi just sighed, "I'm only reluctant if in the end I am again forced to swipe the father, Bang. I'm not ready." With a heavy voice.

"It's not good that way, Bud. He is your father somehow. People who love you so much." Arya said later.

"But, Bang." He seems to be trying to deny.

"Nothing but, Bud. Either way, he still has to respect you. Small raised, what yes after big and feel can what yourself then you forget. Don't feel you're better, Bud. Although your father is like that, when compared to your kindness, of course your kindness is nothing like that. If you can't accept your father's behavior, at least accept his physique. If you still can't, remember his kindness to you all this time. And again, Bud. At times like he needs you. Don't let go. If you think what he's done is wrong, and you know it's wrong, get it straight. Give instructions. If it's with you to drop it that way, which I'm worried about in the future, Bud. It could be that he is not getting better but quite the opposite, na'udzubillah. I don't know Bud. But the prison sphere is cruel, if strong it can be true as a place of contemplation and regret, but if weak, it will not only become more and more." Arya said at length.

Budi once again sighed deeply.

"Yes, Bang. You're right."

"As long as there's still time and opportunity, Bud. Don't let yourself be disappointed in the end. Like this, you are very disappointed, right? What if it's more than this?" Say Arya again.

Just then nod.

"Then you think it's good to say that." Arya said as she got up from her seat.

"We split up here. I'll go straight home, Bud." Arya then.

"Yes, Bang. Take care."

"You should be the heart. Hearts control hearts, Bud." Arya said after that with a smile and after that she passed leaving Budi alone on the terrace of the mosque.

A few hours later, Arya was standing in front of the rusty gate. For a moment his eyes were fixed on the house behind the gate. The door seemed open and without a second thought, he immediately continued his steps.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat..." Said Arya while sitting on a chair made of woven tires on the porch of the house, also while removing his shoes.

"Wa'alaikum hail... Well, you, Le. Where do you think guests are." The middle-aged woman from inside the house.

Arya did not immediately say, she was still busy untying her shoes.

"Tumben is coming home once again, Le? What's up?" Asked the middle-aged woman still standing in the doorway.

"This mother is strange, children often come home in the garden, long time not home in the wishful thinking." Aryan grunts then leaned his back against the wall of the house.

"It's not like that, Le." The middle-aged woman then.

"Yes, Mom. What's mom cooking? Arya's hungry." Arya said later.

"Sayur lodeh is sambel, there are salted fish as well." The middle-aged woman then.

"Well, it's fitting then." Arya immediately stood up grabbing the flip-flops and immediately went inside. Seeing Arya's behavior like that, the middle-aged woman only then smiled while shaking her head.

"It just so happens you're home, Le. I have something to say." Said the woman to Arya in between her meals.

"It must be about Mr. Dhe's son, huh, Mom?" Guess Arya then.

The woman smiled, "No, Le. It's up to you now."

Arya raised her head, "Then about what, Mom?"

"Yesterday Angga said. The day after tomorrow is your Sampahmu. You accompany me to your Mr. Lek's house, yes, Le." Said the woman later.

"Oh, about that, Mom." Arya did not pay so much attention she just continued to chew the leftovers on her plate.

"Can you?" Ask the woman again.

"God willing, Mom." Aryan Sahut.

"If it is good, God will permit it, Le. Just the will of the person." Said the woman later.

"But it is all God who determines, ma'am. Although good. But if God doesn't want anything else, ma'am." The Aryan Debate.

"Indeed, Le. All by the will of God. But for example, in the end, it cannot be because a thing that requires it cannot be, it's another matter. But sometimes, people easily say God willing while in fact the person has no will. God's permission is not to play, Le. God willing it means yes, it could be not if there is something good to replace it." Said the woman afterwards.

Hearing that Arya slightly gulped.

"So how can you?" Ask the woman again.

"What I'm asking isn't your effort, Le. What you're asking is whether it can." The woman urged Arya.

In the end Arya did not dwell, "Yes, Mom. Aye." Yeah."

Hearing Arya's reply, the woman then smiled, "Well, that's obvious. Angga hopes to meet you. Same one more, you have not been acquainted with her brother Angga right? Yes, even if it's your Gawane Bu Lek's son, but anyway now we're a family, Le. Meaning her brother Angga is also the niece of tho's mother. Your sister is also."

"Oh, yes, until I forget, ma'am." Sahut Arya cengengesan.

"Have you met Angga's sister?" Ask Arya later.

"That's done. And later you do not think neko neko when meeting her brother Angga. Even though he looks like that but now he is. He also said." Said the woman later.

"His appearance is like that? What does that mean, Mom?" Arya asked curiously.

"Yes, you'll know for yourself, Le. Yasudah continued eating, mother want a story first." The middle-aged woman said to Arya and then moved out of the dining room.

Meanwhile somewhere else.

Budi was seen standing outside the gate of a house that was quite magnificent with a high wall fence. Several times he seemed to breathe. He hesitated to press the bell attached to the side of the gate where he stood.

In the end, Budi abandoned his intentions. He turned the direction of his footsteps after previously sighing again to calm the turmoil of his heart.

Just as he was about to step away, the gate sounded open, the voice of someone quite memorized stopped his steps at this moment.

"Why not come in, Bud? Ever since standing there ain't it tired?" Say someone who momentarily surprised Budi.

"How did Mr Lek know I was here?" Ask Budi then.

The person Mr Lek called just smiled, "You forgot that in the corner of the gate there's a cctv camera?" Said the man later.

So, let's breathe deeply.

"Mother around?" Ask later.

"There was. And you've been waiting inside. Mr. Lek's meeting you deliberately." Said the man later.

"So you know I'm here too?" Ask after that.

The man just nodded slowly.

"Come in!" He said as he preceded the entrance into the luxurious house.

With a heavy Budi slowly swung his legs following the man he called Mr. Lek.

"Why don't you come in, Le? Why should Mr Lek mu Warsito meet you first you want to come in?" Said a woman who immediately welcomed the arrival of Budi in the doorway.

He just glued, he just then grabbed the woman's hand and kissed her.

"Basic brat." The grumpy woman with a heavy voice and then a clear circle immediately wet the woman's face. As fast as lightning the woman immediately hugged Budi. Budi could only be transfixed, he hesitated to properly return the woman's embrace.

Warsito who saw that slowly pulled over and stepped away from the two.

"Are you that angry with your father until you meet your reluctant mother, Le?" Ask the woman while taking off her embrace.

"I'm sorry, Mom." Said Budi who was now starting to no longer be able to hold back his tears.

"Just like tonight you have to stay here." Said the woman later.

Budi did not reply, he just curled his lips.

"Now enter first. We're chatting inside." The woman immediately led Budi into the house.

For a moment Budi hesitated a little even though he finally complied. The shadow of his former life quickly filled his mind. About how his happiness in childhood is always spoiled by his mother's father. Given all that, Budi can only sigh while wiping his tears that had wet his cheeks.

"Mommy's story, where have you been all this time? Why don't you ever go home?" Asked the woman shortly after inviting Budi to sit on one of the sofas in a large room.

"I'm just trying to fix myself, Mom." Sahut Budi lirih's.

"Anything that, the mother represents the father as well as his own mother, the mother apologizes, Le. But I hope, I hope so much, please, please don't torture me this way." Said the woman later.

"Easy, Mom. Mother is innocent. I'm the one who should apologize. I was too selfish too weak, too childish to accept any reality far beyond my expectations." Saying Budi while lowering his face.

The woman just then stroked elus Budi's head. It seems obvious his longing for the child just his wayang.

"When do you want to visit me, Le?" Asked the woman after a moment of silence.

"On that, let me set it up myself, ma'am. At least until I'm really ready." Saying Budi then again sighed deeply.

Seriate...