Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow #Episode 144

The morning greeted, Elin's lips curled perfectly, as both of her eyeballs caught the figure she had longed for so long.

"Mamah, wake us up to the Yuk prayer," said Elin to wake up Darya who was still sleeping very fast.

Darya blinked her eyes, and returned her daughter's smile. "Is this morning? Why it feels like sleeping with you is very fast dear," said Darya with eyes that are still narrowed because of the glare with the light rays that Elin had turned on.

Elin chuckled at the mother's words. It turns out that the one who feels it is not only himself but also the mother feels the same thing. The feeling had just closed eyes but it was already morning.

As comfortable as sleeping with the arms of the biological mother, a thing he did not feel almost twenty-nine years.

The new day is about to begin. Darya didn't even think at all that her day would be back in color as it is today. The rainbow has been colorless for a long time, but from today the rainbow will be drawn in a variety of colors again.

After they had done their duty, they cooked together. The mother and child became good friends, and Elin always told her Papah work from the beginning she was small to the present day she was an adult. Eric always worked with cooking. Not only Elin who told me the memories of her life journey. Now Elin is also listening to the journey of their love mama fersi, and their heavy journey after waiting until Elin and Lucas were born.

Without feeling the tears Elin flowed slowly, when the story of their courtship until Elin and Lucas were born. This is the first time Elin knows the story of papah and mama. Elin admitted that their journey was very heavy, they deserved so much their love because indeed to achieve it requires an uphill struggle. Her father never told her about their love journey.

Elin wanted to know his grandfather, whether they were so evil, to prevent papah and mama to unite, even to burn their house. Elin wants to know and what they are currently can also disturb us all, if until Grandpa comes to disturb the mama and mama, then Elin will not stay silent.

"Well, you're talking about what the hell, like a lot," said Eric who had just returned from the mosque to congregate, and actually Eric already knew what they were talking about. Eric had come from earlier but because he did not want to ruin the beautiful moment Eric was just silent listening to their stories that dominate with his story.

Elin's hand hurriedly wiped away the tears that had fallen down Elin's cheek, her lips hurriedly pulled so that her papa did not suspect that Elin was crying their story, Even though Eric knew Elin was crying, he said, eric knew his daughter was crying happily.

"Not saying anything, Pah Elin was just hearing the story of Mamah all this time, and Elin was very happy that we could finally get together," said Elin with a smile expanding happily. Especially after seeing how papah and mamah are very compact to make breakfast for them. While Elin for cooking was taken over by Eric and Darya so she just sat watching her parents who were no less happy with her this time.

But instead of tears Elin no ceasing continues to flow rapidly, when witnessing this happiness, and it's a sign fast or waving he will meet with Lucas, Lucas, but in his heart and feelings Elin was not ready, he did not want to be reunited with Lucas, but again he did not want to be selfish, certainly mamah and his papa very kangen with Lucas.

Maybe if he dodged once twice, okay he could not meet with Lucas, but if in fact every day Lucas comes, automatically Elin will also be more difficult to hide, but if in fact, if in reality every day Lucas comes, Elin will also be more difficult to hide, the only way is possible to meet and greet warmly, but does she usually do that, after what has her one womb sodara treated her inhumanely?

Even today because of the behavior of Lucas, Elin was pregnant, and the child was somehow going to hide Elin and confess to her biological mother. Every time Eric talks about the boy he's born with. Elin always said and mehon so that everything was not discussed.

His mind hurt a lot when it came to all that. Like some time ago Eric asked again about the pregnancy of his daughter.

"Ndok, when are you going to tell your Mom that you're in two?" eric asked that night when he was going to see his birth mother and decided to take Darya home until Eric would marry her again.

"But Darya is your birth mother, you must tell your condition," added Eric, because Eric also feared that Darya would be sad because of the fate of his daughter, even though in fact it would be like that. Which parent is not sad when his daughter experiences the terrible kekersan, to get pregnant?

"Elin knows Pah, but wait until Elin is ready, not Pah right now." Elin's voice is getting heavier, and that's a sign Eric has to end the bullet immediately, and maybe it's true what Elin said he needs time to say his honesty. Maybe for Eric who does not feel directly it will be easy to say everything. However, for Elin who experienced the trauma in her heart was very severe, even every time she heard the word child and got pregnant, her heart was already sick. Even though he said strong and okay, still in his little heart kept remembering the dark incident.

"Darling, let's have breakfast. With Mamah's cooking," said Darya, surprised Elin's daydream that was rethinking what her papa said the other day, and Elin hurriedly blinked her eyes many times in order for the tears to almost fall, re-enter.

"Ok Mah, Elin will be followed" Elin replied and hurriedly got up and washed her face and joined her mother and father to enjoy a meal together.

"Today Papah will take care of the requirements to marry your Mamah, the sooner we marry the better let alone we live in one roof fear it will become slander. Even if we don't do anything, but sometimes the neighbors just use the opportunity to make the news that is not true." Eric looked at Darya's red face when he heard her ex-husband say that.

"Continue Papah's plan, if tomorrow only marriage in KUA only, does not have to be luxurious and also celebrated, had already spoken with your Mama, the most important is valid religiously and legally only. Moreover, we are old, the children are also already at great. Shame on the grandchild" retorted Eric, who dominated the conversation tonight, and Darya simply listened to her husband and son negotiate.

"Elin will agree whatever Papah and Mamah have decided" Elin replied, with a sweet smile on her pretty face. Although she had already experienced facial surgery, but the more days her face seemed to return to the face of the old Elin, and that anyone who heard that Elin was doing the surgery would not believe it, because his face remains the same as the old Elin.

"Well, at Papah's wedding there won't be a man, will there?" ask Elin where Eric is currently sitting preparing the letters that would be needed for her wedding, while Darya herself is cleaning up the rest of their breakfast.

Elin deliberately sought this opportunity so that she could speak four eyes with her papa.

Eric raised his face and looked calm, "You better not know first, because until this moment Arya has not told us about our status to him," eric replied in the same voice quietly too, without mentioning the name Eric already very understand who is meant by his daughter.

"Thank God, Elin was not ready to meet him. I don't know until when, sinning isn't Pah if Elin doesn't want to have sodara like him?" lirih Elin was currently sitting next to Eric.

Eric's hands immediately grabbed his daughter's shoulders and hugged her, his lips pecked at the end of his hair, Eric's hands stroked his daughter's back. He knows his daughter's feelings. He himself did not deny it felt unprepared if he had to meet his son. But notya this is the toughest test where parents must be fair in sharing their affection. Lucas is also his son who should get affection as well.

"Pray the best of God well, Papah himself does not know which is best for you. Therefore Papah always prays the best way for everything, and when everything happens hopefully you can open the door sorry," said Eric. Meanwhile, Elin just silently pegged and understood also what the position of the papa was like. We both feel uncomfortable.

Indeed, all of it has been outlined by fate, and everything is very well destined by God but it feels very difficult to open his heart so that he can be sincere and make peace with the two perpetrators. You may be asked, Elin does not want to be reunited with the two men who brought her here. But everything is like a vain hope, because he wants to run wherever he and Lucas are one father to one mother and have also lived together in one womb sharing food and a warm place together.

Without feeling the tears flowed warmly back over Elin's cheeks and flowed gently. "Why my destiny is so different from someone else's. Why even though my twin sodara ruined my life. Maybe if it wasn't my own twin, I wouldn't be this sick. But this different person who pulls me into a tough problem is the one who should love me with all his heart."