Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow #Bab 223
Lexi cried long enough to stare at Lucas' increasingly pale body. "Bro, wake up I can't make amends for both of us. Elin needs you to protect her, too. I couldn't help protecting Elin by myself. I can't and I need help from you."
After Lexi felt that she was enough to blow everything that was stuck in her heart, now the man who was thirty-five years old soon moved from his seat, feeling weak. As with Eric and Darya, Lexi went outside with increasingly erratic feelings, there is a sense of resentment and anger why Lucas had to give up while they committed crimes against Elin together.
"Lex, how's Lucas doing?" Elin immediately asked Lexi, and the man shook his head weakly. Darya, Eric and Jiara are back limp, especially Jiara to meet Lucas too she did not dare she was really afraid to meet the body of her husband.
"Sister, is Brother willing to enter now to meet with Brother's husband?" elin asked in a soft voice.
With a look that still lowered Jiara shook her head, without looking at Elin. "Better you used to be Lin, I did not dare to meet with Zakia's papa." A heavy and vibrating voice indicates that Jiara is very sad.
Elin looked at her parents who nodded giving Elin strength to enter Lucas' room.
"Come in, Lucas is waiting for you" Lexi said, stroking Elin's hair, and Elin followed what they said into her twin room. Although both Jiara and the others seemed to have lost hope for Lucas to return to fight. Even Jiara had tried to gather word for word to inform Zakia of the condition of her papah which was unlikely to gather in their midst.
Elin's gaze was immediately fixed on the patient bed where Lucas lay weakly helplessly with tools still working to try to provide assistance to keep Lucas alive. Elin's tears had already fallen when her eyelids first looked at Lucas.
With a weak move Elin walked towards the patient bed and stood beside Lucas.
Elin was even confused where to start. "Hay.this was the first meeting after the terrible night. I'm sorry I didn't know that you were so sorry for all the crimes you've done to me. Lucas, do you know my voice? I'm Elin, your twin sodara, but you once told me I was your stepbrother, before it all came to light, we were twin sodara."
Elin was back. The woman grabbed Lucas' hand and stretched out her large palm and many medical devices were still attached and Elin put her small hand even a great distance away.
Elin chuckled faintly. Lucas, look at my hands and you're so much different, I'm so confused you're eating why your body is so big, do not-do while in the content of the ration of my meal you take all so that I do not get food." Elin chuckled with tears that kept falling.
"Lucas, don't you want to wake up and apologize to me? I want to hear an apology from you, not a reply like this. I want you to prove all your regrets, but not your death. Lucas, I want you to wake up, and we're sitting together, I'm telling you about my happy, adventurous childhood while living in the village, and being happy even with papahs, and then you're having a good time too
rita your childhood full of luxury with Mamah." Elin raised Lucas' hand and placed it on his cheek and head as if his twin brother was caressing him.
"Lucas, I beg you, please, wake up. Zakia will be furious with me if you die for donating your heart to my recovery. Lucas please don't make me any harder. I was confused as to what to say to that clever little girl."
Elin continued to rub Lucas' big hand while his palm was very small. Long enough Elin kept telling Lucas. The rest of the time the doctor gave only two and a half hours, now Elin continues to tell stories with Lucas. Maybe if indeed he was not allowed to return to fighting Elin would feel a little relieved because he had brought out everything that was his burden.
Elin really did not waste the opportunity, she continued to tell stories, smiling and occasionally sobbing again. "Oh yeah, Lucas I used to be in Middle School so jealous of my schoolmates. Where he had a man who loved him very much. Every time I play to his house they are always playing and not infrequently they are also fighting, but after that they will improve and play and indulge, he said, until I was so envious and dreamed that I had a man's son and I would pay all my self-worth to my friend."
Elin saw the chance of the medical devices working just an hour away, and it was a sign that in an hour Lucas would actually die.
"Do you want to know what I did to Papah?" elin asked, and both eyes looked at Lucas, who would probably shake his head and smile. Ah the hay is too high. Elin let out a rough breath. Even though the woman knew very well that she would not experience it. The hope for Lucas' recovery is really small. He did not dare to expect more, slowly Elin could only try to classify what God had destined.
"I went home at that time, and was angry at Papah for not giving me a man I was angry with Papah for how many days, Papah, until Papah comes to my room and promises to give me a man's sodara. At first I thought what Papah did was a lie and it turns out I only know now and now that what Papah said at that time was the truth. I have a man sodara. I want to return to my dream in the past where you carried me and played together like sodara in general. Lucas, get up and give it a second. I want to play with you, my twin sodara." Elin sobbed over time which the doctor gave her. Elin put her head on Lucas' chest.
"I want you to wake up and we'll play with you carry me, and you protect me, I'm your sister, you see my small body you have to protect me. Lucas wake up." An increasingly desperate Elin punches Lucas in the chest.
"You evil Lucas, you evil, I hate you, you never want to know how hurt this heart is when you make me despicable, and suffer, you even destroy my future. You are not my sodara. I hate you, I hate." Elin's crying broke and collapsed on her twin sodara body.
"You're bad Lucas! You're the worst person I've ever known!"