
Pinnacle POV
I'm rattled. I was getting confused after Damar told me his feelings. The fact that two men say their feelings in the near future even makes my head frown like my heart that joined the frenzy. The effect I felt while standing next to Damar or just looking at his face in the distance.
Is that reason enough? I don't know. I was even more confused which side to stand on?
Leon said his feelings without saying anything. There are no frills embedded like Damar. Damar wants me to stand next to him, doesn't he? Or I'm the one who's overconfident in responding to her teasing. Yeah, Damar's been teasing me lately. Yes, even though it cannot be called seductive. However, his attention to me clearly had little effect on me, such as a big head. Yeah, I always felt like I was on a cloud with little attention.
I remember very well, that night when the man was talking about the months was suddenly angry. I'm really scared. He is a muscular man who can do whatever he wants at that time but beyond belief. When I kicked him out of fear he did something unexpected.
He fused his forehead with my forehead. I don't remember how long it took but I remember slowly my fear vanished after he whispered something. I don't remember it clearly because I'm too focused on my heart beating cheerfully. I'm no longer afraid of him. He also patted the top of my head with one of his hands before disappearing through the wide-open door.
And Leon, what about Leon? I'm getting confused. It's good, it's very good. I've known him since college. I like it too but it's different from what I felt for Damar.
They both make me confused.
Arghj ... How now?
"Why you?" nola's voice caught my attention. I raised my head and found Nola looking at me suspiciously.
"Not why" I said too soon. He looked at me in silence. Obviously he wanted me to say something else, maybe telling him that Leon told me his heart would make him happy. News he had wanted to hear for a long time.
"Then, why is your food only you see without interest," he added glancing at my untouched food. I'm not even hungry anymore. Is this because I'm too happy or too confused to think about the two men.
"I'm full" I'm honest. Both Nola's eyebrows are linked.
I'm really confused. Do I have to tell Nola. Yes, I know he's my friend but can he keep his word this time. I don't want to be the subject of gossip in the office let alone with Leon. I'm afraid this will affect my performance.
I haven't thought of a proper answer for Leon either. It's all because of Damar. He messed up my head.
"If you don't want a story, yes, that's okay. I won't force."
"Next time I tell you," I said trying to comfort. My little heart doesn't like my words. Yeah, I had to lie because maybe I'd never tell her.
"Alright, so how's Leon's friend gonna rent that stand," he said. "He called you?"
"No! Why?"
"Not really! I just asked," he said casually. "I heard they were friends in college in Surabaya" said Nola. No information escaped his sharp ears. I wonder why he didn't apply for a job as a journalist. His ability to scrape information was clearly an advantage.
College buddies? From Surabya? Wh who?
"Maybe you know" guessed Nola. His eyes looked at me without blinking. Does he really believe I know Leon's friend. Leon's friends are certainly many and I don't know him but one man. If my memory is not wrong, after the judicium he flew to London the next day. He did not even attend the graduation ceremony held one month after the judiciary. I didn't hear from him after that.
Who am I to know anyway.
"Who knows" he said shrugging both shoulders. "I heard Leon was quite popular on his campus, didn't he?" Nola's black bead widened.
"Where do I know," I said originally. Yes, because honestly Leon was very famous at that time. How not, he is the chairman of BEM on campus. In addition, Leon is also good at karate. Idol many students of course, especially with the beautiful level.
"You're such a bitch" he said, pretending to be angry. "Cake story, anything about Leon .... "
I laughed lightly.
"Don't tell me, you've had a crush on Leon all this time" my god. A pink hue met on his cheek.
"Well, where are you going, Rio?"
"Sea."
"This serious, if not misheard, he said his friend had just returned from abroad. London is what he said."
London's? Did I hear wrong.
"London, you say?" ask me to confirm Nola's previous speech.
"No, I didn't say it, but Leon."
"Just like!"
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hi hi hi, how are you all? sorry, but this time the episode was a little short, hahaha.
Btw corona out there is still spreading, keep your health, do not forget to wear a mask and always wash your hands, and keep a safe distance. Let's work from home.
Salutations
Nina K's.