Damar: Love Is On The Way

Damar: Love Is On The Way
New job, pending


Hello, how are you? May you be healthy and always happy, yes. Corona is still bustling out there and I can only pray that Corona disappears soon. The spirit!


Pinnacle POV


Last night was my first experience. I never came to visit a boy friend's house except to study together. Even when still in high school. After college, group work is done in the campus library or cafe while hanging out. Chat back and forth that is not infrequently far from the group material accompanied by ice cream, and fries and various other junk food.


Coming to the house of the man he hit his car and meeting his parents as if close was his first experience. Even though Damar didn't say I was his girlfriend to his parents, I still felt groggy.


I will not forget this wonderful experience. More importantly, I got my ID and SIM back. I'm very happy.


My life is finally back to normal. I smile back.


I put the ID and SIM back in my wallet. That night felt like a dream. I don't know how to say it, it's unbelievable.


Rejecting all the strange feelings at the thought of the handsome man. I stood up from the desk and headed towards the boss's room.


I just remembered what Jihan said back then. If you don't say the matter of resigning today, it means you have to wait until Monday. Too long. I might lose my courage.


After knocking a few times and hearing a sound coming in, I pushed gently the glass door in the one that was restricting the room.


"Hi, sit down" Leon said as soon as he saw me in his study. I've known this tall, yellow-brown man since college. Although different, majors but we often meet during non-academic activities. This curly-haired man was a taekwondo trainer while still in college. Now, I've stopped, while Leon is still training his juniors. I envy the passion I have.


"You busy?" ask me to observe Leon's desk filled with paper. A metallic black pen adorns the finger.


Leon smiled lightly and raised his face until those black eyes looked at me. "For you, I'm never busy" he said. My cheeks are warming. If Leon hadn't flirted like this every day, I would've chosen him to be my man. It's just that, she was never serious about her remarks, almost all the female employees were seduced. It seems that it can make Leon happy.  The dimpled man was too kind to any woman. It's hard to tell which one is just plain or serious.


I can't stand having a good lover to all women. Well maybe I'm a little possessive but who wouldn't be jealous if her lover was also kind and considerate to other women? And of course every woman wants to have a good lover and attention is only for her.


"What's wrong?" He said it again made me have to stop the silly daydreams that were beginning to wander. My face warmed up again as Leon watched with the usual gaze I got. It was as if that look was just for me. If only it were true.


"I .... Actually I want to resign," I said without turning my eyes. I saw the shock on Leon's face and then did not rearrange his facial water.


"Stopped?" I nodded slowly answering Leon's question. "Why? Do you have a problem? You don't like his job? Or his fee problem?" Leon bombarded me with questions. I just stared at him without a sound.


I was at a loss for the words I had neatly arranged before I met Leon.


"If it's about the fee ...," Leon said carefully. The black bead didn't let me go.


"No, that's not it" I said quickly, cutting off Leon's speech. Leon was watching me closely. I know I have to explain my decision. "I just want to develop myself" I said ambiguously.


"All right," he said surrender. He forced a small smile on the corner of his lips. "If it's really your dream, I can only support and encourage you" he said sincerely.


"Thank you Leon, I love you" I said spontaneously. I closed my mouth immediately after realizing what had just been said. I saw Leon smile deeply and my cheeks warmed up again.


"I love you more" Leon replied with a carefree smile. I think I want to disappear. "What if I go to see a movie after I get home?" tawar Leon's.


"Emmm ... "


"Take this farewell, you must treat me to your dream job."


I didn't directly agree but rejecting it was also impossible.


"Well, after the office," I said, agreeing with Leon's invitation.


"One more," said Leon as I was about to get out of my seat. "Jakarta project business expo in senayan 3 weeks you still have to handle it". Leon went back to remind me of the project I was working on. I just wanted to open my mouth when Leon made a sound. "I don't want anyone else to hold him down" he said firmly.


"Alright, leave it to me,"


"Help me find someone who can help me with my work here" he said. His long fingers began to tidy up the file that was being studied. "If you're not at home, I'm always ready to accept you" he said. Did Leon expect me not to be at home.


"Just pray, I'm at home." I put on my best smile. I hope the new job is fun.


"Sure, and if you want to come back to me don't hesitate"


"I think I should get back to work" I said. If continued Leon can tell a long story again. And of course it didn't escape me.


Back her? Whatdoes thatmean? He really knows how to irritate and embarrass me at the same time. His attitude confused me. I'm not going back to this office or to Leon. My promise.


Like the deal that afternoon, Leon and I went together to watch a movie in the cinema in one of the biggest malls in Jakarta. After an argument between watching animated and action movies, Leon finally agreed to watch animated films. Grateful, my chosen animated film presents an interesting story. If not, I would be ashamed to have suggested it to Leon.


After eating, we went to eat at one of the Japanese restaurants. The Japanese restaurant made my mind drift to the owner of the Jeep car that I accidentally kicked. Argh ... why does his annoying face come to mind. Maybe it was because I was too lonely and started hallucinating about the many possibilities that might happen in the future.


'being her boyfriend, is it?'


A question comes to mind. Just imagine not being.