Dear The Ex
Crackle

I don't know why today I remembered Mas Arif, and I felt so uncomfortable. Many times I tried to calm my heart but still I remembered him

Bad thoughts haunt me, lest, lest that's what fills my brain. I'm not usually like this, usually I'll be so careless if he's outside, maybe that's why I finally don't know his behavior behind my back

But in contrast to today, the shadow of the village girl who delivered the rice sit early in the morning was haunting me, especially with a nervous and clumsy attitude mas Arif when I greeted the sweet girl

Mas Arif also I phone is not active, and I send a message also still tick one. Maybe the phone is low or it could be that the area there is affected by lights off so there is no signal

Or maybe Arif is sick again?

I breathe in agitatedly. Orderan that I should have delivered today I was pending because of bad mood, and to the customer I apologize for cancelling the goods this time on the grounds that I am not feeling well

Do I have to call Mario?, ah it feels bad that I complained to him about my mood, whereas I know Mario loves me, but I have to complain to who else if not to Mario, when did I talk to my in-laws?, obviously they will grow up later because it turns out I am still worried about their children

Because I did not find the right decision, I finally prefer to contact Mario

I see the clock still showing the number ten in the morning, and that means Mario is serving, if I call him I will certainly interrupt his time

Back I took a deep breath and again tried to contact Arif

And again I have to swallow disappointed because Arif's mas number since last night is still inactive and the message I sent is still tick one

"Give up, I have to call Mario" I broke up by directly attaching the phone to my ear

Connected and lifted, that's what I like with Mario, he was quick to respond if I called

"Yes baby?"

I clicked and I heard Mario chuckle

"What is the Intan Permata Sari...?" mario asked, still in a soft tone

"I'm Kok keinget mas Arif from last night?"

I heard Mario chuckle

"Cie misses her husband....?"

I bent my face when I heard Mario teasing me again

"Mario!!!"

"Sorry, what do I have to do?"

I'm back to getting upset.

"Just pray that nothing happens with Arif, positive thinking, huh?"

I took a deep breath

"When I go, how about Yo?"

"What time will it be if you're still home at this hour?"

I saw the clock on the wall, twelve o'clock passing, almost one and a half. If I leave at one o'clock, I can get there as soon as seven o'clock at night, my inner self

"How do you think I should?"

"Tomorrow, try to call again Arif who knows who is active"

After thanking her for her advice, I immediately contacted my youngest sister, asked her to take my two children to my parents' house, then I called the trip, asked to be picked up and escorted to my husband's place, because I decided to leave today even though Mario had forbidden me to leave today

At first Meka and Bobbi refused when I told them to sleep at their grandparents' house tonight, because I wanted to see their papa

They insisted on asking me to come along, but I said if I'm going home tomorrow, I'm just going there to see and make sure that their papa is okay, after seeing their papa's condition I'll go back home

So with a sad face from still crying, Meka and Bobbi according to when my youngest brother raised them on the bike

"Come on a walk" persuaded my sister to keep the two quiet

After my two children were taken away with my sister, I was ready to wait for the travel invitation restlessly

One hour later, travel picked me up. I immediately got into the car which turned out to have contained five other passengers who were in the same direction as us

Because the passengers get to their homes I arrived at the Arif mas service home late at eight p.m

I saw that the middle of the room had no lights on, but the outside lights and the lights in the kitchen were on

I timidly walked closer to the door, pulled out my phone and tried to call Arif

Connected and I heard that if the phone was in the house, again I repeated the call because my first call was not raised, and I was more and more convinced that the phone was in the house

Not being lifted up, I knocked on the door, but there was no answer from within

Not getting an answer I intended to knock on the back door closer to the room, so I put the suitcase in front of the door and walked towards the back

To get to the back door, I had to pass beside the room, but my steps stopped immediately when beside the room I heard a strange sound from inside

Out of curiosity I put my ear to the window that was covered in curtains

"Ohhh.. maaassss....."

My mouth was agape, my eyes were round, my feet were trembling when I heard the sound of******, I was sure it was a curse from a woman's mouth

And again I focused my ears to make sure I didn't hear wrong, and again I heard the curse

And the creaking sound of the cot that convinced me even more that in Arif mas must be perverted

With the tightness and pain in the chest, I walked quickly towards the official house not far from the Arif mas service house

To the host I told you honestly if I heard any strange sounds from inside Arif's mas room

A man whose age is not much different from the Arif mas immediately seemed to call someone, who soon after appeared three middle-aged men

And the host I told you about told the three men who just came over about what I heard

Quickly the five of us again walked towards the Arif mas service house and went straight to the direction of his room mas Arif

And this time the voice we heard was getting louder and louder, even I heard clearly the voice of the woman who shouted stifledly holding something back

And also I heard a noise from Mas Arif. If the four men had glanced at each other, it was different with me who was in shock

I immediately sat limply on the ground with tears flowing without me being able to hold back

I saw that the four men were talking like code, and then I walked forward

Although still crying, I obey their invitation to the future.

One of the four men reached into his pants pocket and immediately put the key into the keyhole, once the door turned open

With a sneak we entered, and again a man asked me to walk in front

With a thumping heartbeat, I walked slowly towards the room, peering through the curtains that were opened slightly by the blowing of the fan

My body felt limp when with my eyes I saw clearly mas Arif was playing horses with a woman who was at the bottom with a hunging position

"Aaahhhhh...., Mas Arif what are you doing??!!!" I shouted out loudly that immediately opened the curtains wide