Dear The Ex

Dear The Ex
Contrition


I took a deep breath when I found out it was Mirna. And I allowed Mirna to vent her frustration on me first, only then would I answer all her accusations


“Have you rattled it?” I asked when Mirna was silent


Mirna's still quiet, and now is the time for me to go back and babble her


“Dengerin me yes Mir. How many times have I told you, I'm not interested in Arif anymore. And just so you know, I asked Arif mas to marry you. If it wasn't for me forcing Arif, I'm sure you'd be a mother without a husband. You know who Mir is, who you are. Ordinary people, not pretty either. Eleven twelve is also the same me, equally burik”


“But I still have a heart to let Arif marry you because I still think about your future, if I do not think about your future that has been destroyed by Arif, it is very stupid. Want you to bunting nganggur also what do I care, right?”


Mirna was silent not answering my words, I knew she must be hurt with all my words, but whatever, she started first. It's always fierce every time I see me, and this time I'm the no-no


“Sound yes Mir. I'm getting married in three weeks, if you're Arif's my past, I don't care about him right now. If he runs away from you, leaving you, yes you accept the fate of dong. Something that was taken in a forced manner will indeed go away someday Mir. Do you remember how you took Arif from me and my two children?”


“Nah, if now mas Arif went from you is not my fault dong. Try your self-introspection, just like I used to think why mas Arif always cheated on me. I'm a sinter looking for money, who does not always raise a hand to mas Arif alone is still in cheating on him, let alone you who only capitalize on stale apem?” I said while laughing sarcastically


“Bad you Ntan. Too you insult me to think you bear” maki Mirna which makes me laugh again cynically


“Mean it you don't get cooed. You know the actor, you should accuse me of being an actor. Sorry, Mir, our levels are different. You are once low, keep low”


“Awas you Intan...” cried Mirna who made me chuckle.


“It's Mir, you are a rich mosquito so waste your energy. I pity no, disgusted Ia” reply again who immediately broke the chat and put the phone upset and immediately went upstairs to my room and intend to rest


My mind wandered to imagine Mario who would have been at his house by now. I can't guess what's going on right now there. But I can already guess how Tasya and Raisa reacted. I'm sure the two of them still stick to their stance and still disagree with me


While at the residence of Mario's parents, Mario's return from service was greeted with the tense faces of his two younger siblings. Mario walks into the house relaxed. Glanced briefly at the living room where the atmosphere suddenly turned silent as he entered


“I went up ma,pa...” was just that Mario said, then he went straight upstairs, to his room. And once he got to his room, he immediately locked the door and went into the bathroom, took a shower and then immediately poured his body


The sound of knocking on the door was not touched, Mario kept his eyes closed. He finally woke up to hear his mother's voice


“Eat first” said his mother when Mario opened the door


Mario shook his head and invited his mother to come in and sit on his bed


“Tasya and Raisa want to talk to you”


Mario shook his head, and took a deep breath


Mario's mother took a deep breath hearing Mario's reply


“They came a long way for the sake of meeting you Yo. You don't miss the two of them?”


Mario took a deep breath


“I don't miss them, why miss the same people who could hurt and ruin my life. Mama knows how unfortunately I am the same Tasya and Raisa, but it turns out what their reply is the same me. They're outrageous ma, and I don't think until this second I've been able to forgive them. If you ask me out just to talk to them, and forgive them, then I apologize to you. I'm sorry, I can't, I can't. More precisely, they cannot forgive them. Please respect my decision ma”


After saying that, Mario turned his body and turned his back to his mother. Take a pillow and cover it to his ear. Mama Mario can only take a deep breath and stroke Mario's leg before he finally comes out of the room of his eldest son


“How to ma?” asked Raisa and Tasya when she saw her mother come down from the upper room


His mother shook her head which made the two return cloudy-faced and took a deep breath


“So Mario really don't want to meet us ma?” ask Raisa


Her mother nodded, which made Raisa again lower her face


“Please give your sister time yes…. You know how your brother Mario loves you. And mama sure, someday Mario will forgive you guys”


Back Tasya and Raisa took a deep breath


“But this is a long time ago ma, more than two years brother Mario silenced us” Tasya replied in a hoarse voice


“Mean your mouth it take care. Don't be silly when you talk. If you are hurt, you will be remembered forever. And papa's sure Mario's been very hurt as much as you two. If he is not hurt, there is no way he has been angry with you guys” replied the father who made Raisa and Tasya again bow their heads


“We are very sorry pa....” shiver Tasya.


“Sorry now. Where were you yesterday?. Papa the same mama until intervening but you guys are still arrogant. And papa sure Mario also knows what you have done at Intan restaurant yesterday”


“So we have to do what Pa to make brother Mario forgive us?” ask both


His mother and father were silent and could only take a deep breath


“Mario says give her time, That's all she says same mom...”.


“We are really sorry ma....” watered both back while looking down deep.