Dear The Ex
Mas Arif Married

Arif kept looking deeply into my eyes. And I who had absolutely no feelings for him just returned his gaze with ordinary course

"This is why I brought your favorite food" I said as I opened the bushel and gave it to mas Arif

I saw Arif looking back at me

"Eat, I'm sure the food here is not too good for the tongue of the mas who used to eat good"

Mas Arif smiled bitterly, then he pulled the bushel I thrust, spooned the rice and started eating

"Would they and Bobbi want to?" tannya

Both of our children shook their heads

I only noticed how Mas Arif ate greedily

During the Arif mas meal we did not talk at all until the Arif mas finished eating then we went back to chatting

"Ma, there's something you want to say"

I smiled back and heard her still calling me Mama

"Call me by name only mas, it's not good to hear others if mas still call me by the name of mama" my protest

I saw Arif smiling bitterly

"No ma, it's hard to change that call"

It was my turn to smile bitterly. Meka and Bobbi got off the bench where they were sitting and ran along the corridor of the hall

"What are you talking about?"

Mas Arif took a deep breath and looked back into my eyes

"Mirna's pregnant" she shrieked as she lowered her head

I took a deep breath and suddenly my face turned cloudy

"Congratulations mas" I tried to smile

For some reason there was a sudden sadness in my heart to find that Mirna was pregnant with Arif's son, my ex-husband

Mas Arif raised his face then returned my smile with a bitter smile as well

"How many months?" askaku returned

"Said Mirna yesterday has been in four months"

I nodded my head while trying to smile again

"You're married?" ask me again

Mas Arif shook his head which had to make me take a deep breath again

"Marry Mirna as soon as possible mas, so that your children are not considered illegitimate by the people, pity Mirna"

"But I don't love him ma....."

I once again took a deep breath and stared deeply at Mas Arif

"Mas must be responsible to her, if not for the mas, not necessarily Mirna will get pregnant like now, remember mas, mas there is a daughter" I continued while staring at Meka who was now jumping on the floor of this waiting room like she was playing with a crank

Mas Arif rubbed his face rough, and I saw that his eyes were wet

"I didn't expect ma if my fad would end like this" he said again

I smiled grinning at Arif's reply

"Yes, let's just say you're winning the lottery" I added trying to get him to laugh

"What should I do ma, I really don't love that girl"

I clicked which finally made me have to hold his hand

"Mas has to marry Mirna, remember there is karma. I'm afraid that karma may befall Meka" I said firmly trying to resuscitate her

"But ma?"

"No buts" I answered brusquely

"Eat him mas before doing something that remember the consequences, do not remember the pleasure alone" I said

Arif rubbed his face again

"Don't my mom love me anymore?"

I threw out my face, reflexively turning back towards him with a look of disbelief

"No mas, I do not love mas anymore, since the mas raided and entered the news in tivi, since then my love was lost not the same mas, mas, mas knows for himself how my attitude turned cold after that"

Mas Arif lowered his head

"Well, I want to go home and I hope you marry Mirna soon, pity that innocent girl. He has handed over the crown that he should have kept to a man like a mas" I replied back in a cold tone while tidying up Arif's former bushel eating

"Yes, Bobbi....!" call me to our two children who immediately run towards us

"The same salim papa, we go home, we have been here long enough" I said when the two again sat near the mas Arif

The faces of our two children were immediately clouded as Arif hugged them

"Don't be naughty, son, listen to all the talk of mama" said Mas Arif as he rubbed his second head.

After that I got up and received a helping hand from Mas Arif

Me and our two children immediately got out of the garage and walked towards the parking lot and immediately climbed on the bike back to our home

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A week after me and my two children visited Arif, I was surprised to see what's app status mbak Sari

I smiled stiffly when I saw the status shared by Mbak Sari this afternoon

In this status, there is a picture of Arif and Mirna sitting facing a ruler

Mas Arif and Mirna at that time both wore white clothes like wedding clothes

"Alhamdulillah finally Arif want to marry Mirna" I muttered as I continued to stare at their pictures