Dear The Ex
Refusal

I could only swallow my saliva hearing Mario say that

His gaze grew more intimidating which made me even more agitated

"What are they talking about?"

"No Yo" I replied reassuring Mario

Mario nodded his head and took a deep breath

"If you don't want to answer, but I assure you, once I get home, I'll get the answer"

I shook my head strongly and immediately pulled the hand of Mario who was about to leave

"Mario, don't!" I said with a worried tone

Mario turned his head, glancing towards me who was currently standing beside him by pulling his hand

"Why can't you?"

I'm back to shaking

"I don't want Raisa and Tasya to get me wrong"

Mario took a deep breath again and with his right hand he cut my hair

"Tasya and Raisa love me too much and they don't want me to come back disappointed, that's all. Don't take heart, huh?"

I nodded and tried to smile again

"Here.." said Mario, pulling me into his arms.

I took a deep breath while I was in Mario's warm embrace

"What if they don't approve of me being your wife Yo?" lirihku slowly

Mario shook his head while holding my shoulder and I looked up at him

"Nobody can separate us, hold my word"

I just gulped as I kept staring at Mario who kept convincing me

After I smiled, Mario ruffled my hair again, and kissed my forehead, and then he came home

After Mario left I went inside, preparing dinner for me and my two children

Meka and Bobbi ask why not so dinner at the house oma, but they have started to get familiar with the five pounding Mario

I just explained if I suddenly wanted to go home and just have a threesome meal with them

I finished eating, and my two children went into their rooms, and I chose to go into my room. Trying to calm my mind that suddenly became chaotic because of the words of his two younger brothers Mario earlier

"Tasya and Raisa are right, I don't deserve Mario" I cried

I tried to break down my body, look up at the ceiling of the room and think about what Raisa and Tasya said earlier

I was shocked when the phone I put next to the pillow rang

"New number?" muttered

I saw the clock already showing almost ten

"Who's calling these nights?" I muttered again while receiving the call

"Great yes, have played same with Mario"

I was stunned as soon as I heard the voice across

"I didn't say anything to Mario, I swear!!!" I answered after a few seconds of silence

"No need to swear, you flirtatious widow"

I took a deep breath and then I clicked on the record icon, so if later they miss I have proof

"Ask Mario, I didn't say anything, maybe Mario knows for himself, it was you who said that Mario was a smart cop, not a police officer, so I'm sure Mario can read from my change of attitude"

"Mbak still ngeles also apparently, listen yes mbak, do not mind-bak mbak already fiancee same brother Mario, so feel power over Mario, and think if brother Mario will defend mbak, mbak, inget mbak, mbak who, from where, we are his sister, we are his siblings, so automatically brother Mario will defend us"

"We ask with the same respect mbak, please stay away from our brother, we are ashamed to know our sister married to the widow of two children, rich brother we do not do marriage with widow"

My eyes have been hot, the words of his brother Mario really hurt my heart, until unconsciously my tears flowed

"I'm sorry for the two of you, but I really didn't expect to go this far in our love, but if you're asking me to get out of Mario's life, I'm thinking about it, because we're engaged and inevitably soon we'll get married, so I beg you guys, please let Mario choose me to be his wife"

There was a snide laugh from across

"Love?, do you think this is love?, this is not love but mbak was deliberately tempting brother Mario so that brother Mario again tempted the same mbak, mbak forget what, mbak, I never left Mario's brother and married another man, and now you're kind of saying it's love, preeett"

I rubbed my face wet with tears

"If you're asking me to step down from Mario, please don't ask me to back down, but you're telling Mario to forget me"

"Such a mouth mbak"

I grinned bitterly at the sound of Mario's brother snapping

Not wanting to continue listening to their rant I cut off the call one-sidedly and put my phone with a face that was wet again

I put my face in my pillow and cried. The thing I was afraid of is finally happening now, a rejection because of my status. Especially because of my status as a widow

I don't know how long I sobbed, which I remember I cried until late at night, and the words of Mario's two sisters kept ringing in my ears which further added to the pain and pain of my heart

"I don't have to listen to them, because Mario told me himself that nothing could separate us" my inner self tried to strengthen my broken and sad heart

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Nine o'clock in the morning, weekend end. Both my children did not go to school because they only went to school for five days, and today after breakfast they both have been relaxing in front of their favorite cartoon shows

The sound of knocking in front of me who was cleaning up in the kitchen walked towards the front

From the glass I see if the one standing in front at this time is his mother Mario and his two younger brothers Mario

"Oh my God.." I panicked.

Although my heart beat became irregular because currently standing outside is Mario's mother with her brother Mario, I tried to calm down

The face of Mario's mother instantly developed a smile as I opened the door

"Mama?, why don't you tell me if you want to come here?" ask me while opening the door wide

Tasya and Raisa stared intently at me. I try to smile kindly at those who look at me from top to bottom

"This is seriously the candidate for Mario ma?" tasya said as he looked at me from top to bottom

His mother Mario quickly elbowed Tasya's arm which made him turn with a look of dislike

I smiled bitterly again and allowed my slightly slumped neck to the side, invited them in and called Meka and Bobbi to greet Mario's mother

Again I saw the faces of Tasya and Raisa smiling at them, even mama to the point of peeping my two children's heads

I let the two of them sit down while I went back and made some warm tea

"Not bothering, we're not long"

I who was stirring tea turned to look at Tasya who knew already standing in the kitchen

I saw that Tasya seemed to be spreading his gaze throughout the room and I saw that his lips were slightly moving to the side, as deeply as possible

"We deliberately asked mama to bring us here, we wanted to see how your house, and yaaaaa quite, not very ugly"

I gulped my saliva because Tasya's tone again looked down on me

"Where?, have you thought last night?, I saw swollen eyes, I'm sure you cried all night, and I remind you once again yes mbak, if you still dare to continue this relationship, I'm sure, I'm sure you're gonna cry every night"

I was silent and could only swallow my saliva without daring to answer Tasya's words

"We go ahead first, we discuss in front of the same mama" I replied as I walked ahead

"Revelation if mbak dares to talk about the same mama"

I didn't care what Tasya said that lined my steps but just kept walking and developed my smile towards my smiling mama as she looked at me