Dear The Ex
Mario

With a sigh I sat on the chair on the porch of his mother Mario's house

And Mario who sat down first kept putting his smile on me and it made me nervous

"Mom's just gonna come in for a second, huh?"

I looked worried at Mario's mother who left us

"The chocolate's up yet?"

I forced a laugh hearing Mario's question

"What are you talking about, Yo?" ask me after enough small talk to Mario

My heart's vow was really pounding when I came back face to face with Mario after so many years never met

And Mario changed a lot unlike the last time we met, his body was full and more and more look dashing

"Mas Arif is home, right?"

"Yes, last night. Thanks Yo, thanks to your help finally mas Arif can go home"

Mario laughed softly

"It just so happens" he replied lowly

"So there's something important about what Yo you want to say?"

Mario then opened his phone and gave it to me

"You see for yourself"

I received the phone and saw the video in the phone

I closed my mouth, my breath was instantly tight and my tears were flowing instantly without me being able to prevent it

"If you want to know that's how your husband behaves when he's outside" Mario murmured while scratching his forehead

"Where did you get all this from?" I looked down while removing my rough face

"You don't need to know where I got this video from, but my goal is to tell you not to want your household destroyed, but rather to let you know and advise your husband to change"

I shook my head

"That means it's been going on for a long time"

Mario nodded

"You use Ntan's logic, not just the feeling, the husband you love is always playing crooked behind you, you have to give her firmness"

"Thank you Yo for the proof, and thank you for your kindness" I said as I got up from my chair and ran towards the bike in tears

"Intan Permata Sari, wait!!!!" Mario quickly held the head of my bike so I was forced to stop the speed of my bike that I had turned

"I will always be there for you, Don't be sad. I told you, I'll have 24 hours for you"

I rubbed my face rough and looked at Mario's face with sadness

"Thank you Yo, but it's not necessary" I said back to the bike so Mario pulled over and let me leave his yard

Mario only took a deep breath and wiped his face after Intan, while I who had currently driven the motor towards the homes of my customers, could only cry in silence

Approaching the first house where I delivered the order, I stopped the bike and looked me in the rearview mirror

Swiping my face and wiping my eyes so that it is not too obvious if I cry

After feeling enough I just run the motor back, knock on the door of each house my customers then give their ordered goods so on until the last house

After finishing all the goods I ordered to deliver, I ran the motor slowly and back I cried sobbing

I don't know if there's a car that's been driving me from far away, but the one in the car knows very well that I'm crying

I stopped the bike on a fairly quiet road, opened the helmet and breathed a lot

Then I took the phone in the bag looking at the clock, there the clock showed the number eleven passing, it means Bobbi went home from school a long time ago

"Mario?" I said when I saw who got out of the car

"Where's yuk?" ask Mario to point at a place

I followed his lead, a field that was not too wide

I shook my head

"Come....!" pull Mario to force me down

"Motors?" I asked while looking at the bike as Mario pulled my hand

"Let it go, no one will take it, bad bike too" he said with a chuckle that made me hit his hand still pulling my hand

On the edge of a field precisely a stretch of grass not a field, we both sat down

And again I had to hold my heart pounding

"It!" Mario pulled out a chocolate bar from his pocket

I glanced at him in wonder

"Udah, eat it" he said without looking at my astonished face

I immediately opened the brown wrapping paper and cut it, and pointed it towards Mario's mouth

Mario turned his head and immediately devoured the chocolate I was giving. My heart beat back when his lips touched my finger

"Wait here for a second!" mario stood up and ran towards the car

I see if in his hand Mario has a bag of white crackle

As soon as we got to our original seat, Mario put down the bag and sat back down

"Nih.." cold drink and a few snacks.

"Well, we can be here a long time, then Yo" I replied as I opened the soft drink bottle

"I really want time does not revolve Ntan, let us continue not to go home"

I who was drinking cold drinks glanced at him then after I finished chuckling

"You sick Yo?"

Mario nodded, then we both laughed

"Well, if laughter is good, then his face is bent"

I tried to smile again

"You don't understand how sick Yo is, because you've never been left with someone you care about"

"Who says I never get sick of people I love?"

I turned back to him, looking in wonder at his eyes

"Even until this moment the pain is still there" he continued

I gulped down my saliva, then our eyes pounded on each other, so long so long that I don't know who started first when our lips finally fused together and we sucked on each other

Long time, long time this kiss, even Mario who held my face so as not to get away from his lips only I let it

I was like a lost mind, forgetting my married status and forgetting who Mario was

We were both still dissolved in our feelings until the hot sun that reached where we were sitting did not heed

We just briefly took off our side dishes, and together we continued our kiss. Warm and deep kisses, kisses that have been over ten years we have never done

"I still love you Ntan.." - Mario on the sidelines.

And I just nodded my head and muttered incoherently, because honestly deep down I still have Mario there

No matter how many minutes this warm kiss has lasted, it seems like we don't want to end it, we still both want to feel again the vibration we once felt