Dear The Ex
Surprise Packages

Life has to go on, that's how I think it is right now

Despite facing a case of reprehensible deeds, and my husband has been almost two weeks in prison in the province I must still fight for the survival of me and our two children

I've endured the shame and made my face into a rhino's face, I don't care how people gossip about my husband and me, I don't care

The important thing is that I keep selling, especially because my husband is off right from his staff, although not from the center, but at least I can already guess what his fate will be like in the future

My two children who almost every day ask where their papa always I tell if their papa is outside service and can not go home because the service is far away

And lucky both of my kids are in full day school, so they don't have time to play, I'm worried that if they play then they'll find out what's going on with their papa, it is not impossible if the mothers in the neighborhood will ask and tell them what happened

And I feel quite troubled also because my sales capital is used quite a lot by my husband, not only before he was outside service yesterday, but before he was also using my capital

So I have to be able to turn my brain again how do I keep selling even with not much capital anymore

And back today my in-laws went home, because they thought there was a lawyer who would take care of my husband and his two friends

"I'm sorry I don't have money to pay a lawyer" I said directly when my in-laws asked about the lawyer's fees

I see their sour faces

"If I don't have a lot of ma, this is just a capital money sale I used a lot of mas Arif"

"Yes you try dong Ntan, pinjem your parents try"

I shook my head

"Honestly, my parents are angry with Arif who would cheat on me, so I don't dare to borrow money with them"

"Aryf's Savings isn't there?"

I shook my head

"Try me to ask the same mas Arif, because all this time I was only given a monthly ration"

"Aren't you thinking about your future?, dear Ntan if Arif gets fired"

I swallowed my saliva

"Most likely Arif mas will be fired ma, yesterday there was from the provincial staff to the house"

I saw their faces look shocked

"How is this going?"

I'm silent

"Mama asked Arif, I don't know what else to do"

We were all silent, dissolving with our own thoughts

Until finally my in-laws leave because they will leave immediately

After they died I sat back down in awe, trying to think clearly even though my mind was still very upset can not be invited to think hard

My daydreams are gone when my phone rings

Mario's?

Immediately I picked up the call, I don't know why I got excited about taking the call this time

"Yes Yo?"

"Video call is it Ntan?"

"No, there will be your wife"

"Nothing"

I clicked because my phone vibrated because Mario changed to video mode call

I finally pulled the video icon up

"You're healthy, aren't you?"

I nodded

"Lying, your eyes say you're not well"

I molt

"Tell me, what's wrong"

I nodded and tried to smile

"I deliberately didn't contact you for a few weeks, want to see how you reacted"

Back I smiled

"Aren't you the same as me?"

Now it's not a smile but I'm chuckling

"I miss Ntan with you"

I shook my head while still chuckling

"Thank God I finally made you laugh"

I looked directly at the focus of Mario's face

"meaning?"

"I know the case that befell your husband"

The deg! I immediately swallowed my saliva

"I'm so sorry, Ntan"

I smiled bitterly, trying hard to hold back the tears that were ready to fall

"If you want to cry, cry. Don't arrest"

I smiled bitterly and melted again

"I can help Arif, Ntan. You just calm down. I'll make sure tomorrow or the day after he gets home"

I closed my face and immediately cried as much as I could

"The patient intan... I know you're a strong woman"

I was still as excited, and tried to avoid Mario who kept looking at me

"But I'm hurt Yo" I replied as he pleased

"Yes, I know, but what else happened?, you patient, there must be a way, huh?"

I'm still sobbing

"Pakeeetttt.." came a screaming voice from outside.

"Sorry Yo, there's a package outside, I'll stay, okay?"

Mario nodded

I quickly wiped my face rough, then saw for a moment the reflection of my face on the phone

"A beautiful man." Mario who can make me smile.

I walked quickly to the door, meeting the courier who used to deliver the package to our house

After receiving the package and putting it on the table I refocused staring at the screen hp that I put on the stick holder

"Have you?"

I nodded

"Not opened?"

"Depart, still want to talk to you"

Mario smile

"Where's the package?"

"Yes yes, I don't see" I said quickly as I picked up the package I had placed.

"MPS?"

I heard Mario chuckle

"It's not my order, Yo, it must have been the wrong address"

"That's the address, isn't it?"

I read, then nodded

"His address is right, his name is too"

"Yes means it is aimed at you, open it"

Out of curiosity I unboxed the package

Benefits of Chocolate for Women

When eating chocolate, the happiness hormone will be triggered by chocolate to be released in our body. Endorphins have the function of making us comfortable and relieving stress. A pleasant feeling is produced by the hormone dopamine in response to eating chocolate.

I was stunned to read the handwriting that was inside the package

Then I turned the paper over

Mario Pratama

I stared unblinkingly at Mario, who was still smiling at me

"This is from you Yo?"

Mario nodded

"I want you to be happy, not sad anymore, so I send you chocolate"

"This much Yo?" I continued to smile happily while removing a large number of chocolate bars

"It's a dus, Yo?, my goodness" I said again so much chocolate

"There is no reason to be sad anymore"

I chuckled

"It's not sad that Yo is missing, nyampe teeth I can also be lost because of a toothache" I said again while directly opening one and directly eating it"

"Intan Permata Sari...."

"Hem???" I looked directly at Mario's face because he was busy eating chocolate until I forgot there was Mario in front of me

"Be happy in your own way, don't be sad anymore"

I stopped my chewing then looked seriously at Mario's face, then I nodded

"It is we who create ourselves, not others"

I nodded back

"Thank you Yo"

"For what?"

I rolled my eyes up like I was thinking

"Everything, including this chocolate" I replied showing off the half-living chocolate bar

Mario chuckles

"Well, if you need a friend, you call me, I'll have 24 hours for you"

I sneered at her hearing her words

"Doain me yes Ntan, tonight I will go to the place where your husband is detained, I will take care of him"

"But earlier in-laws I also said that they would take care of Arif's mas"

"Oh yeah?"

"Pake lawyer"

"Again, but I'll stay there, hopefully help too"

I nodded

"You're saying you've been there"

Mario lifted his thumb, and I waved my hand

After the conversation ended I smiled to myself remembering the silliness of Mario who sent me a box of chocolates