Dear The Ex
It's Heavy, But It Must

"Didn't my mom and dad say that Tasya and Raisa let it be their business, and you know for yourself how unfortunately my mom and dad are with you"

I smiled bitterly at Mario's words

"If you really love me, please let go of me Mario again." I said in a trembling voice.

Mario turned back to me, pulling me in his arms

"No Intan, I'll never let go of you again, I won't"

I cried so hard to hear his words.

"Please Mario, we both learn to re-learn our story, I know this hurts us, but this we have to do, I know, I don't want to see your brotherly relationship with your two sisters ruined"

"Remember Mario, they're your siblings, and I'm someone else, they love you more than I do"

I said again, although the truth is contrary to the content of my heart

Of course I love Mario so much, love him so much, more than I love myself

"I'm going to meet Tasya and Raisa!" said Mario immediately took off his hook on me, then immediately stood up

"Mario no!!!" prevent me from quickly withdrawing his hand immediately

"Because of them you asked me to break up, if it wasn't for them it wouldn't be possible for this to happen"

I shook my head

"Maybe the line of God does not match us Mario, no matter how hard we try if indeed God's destiny does not allow us to unite, we will not unite"

Mario shook his head again, and I saw clearly that his face was very frustrated

"Please don't leave me anymore Intan, I love you so much" said Mario as he held me back, I know Mario held back his tears, and I who returned to the melow have sobbed

"I'm happy Mario if you're happy, but I know your happiness isn't with me, look for another woman"

After saying that I immediately took off my arms to Mario and ran away leaving him staring blankly at me

I quickly climbed the stairs, my tears falling. When I got to the room, I immediately closed the door and ran to the bed, shouting loudly in the pillow

"Intan.. I will never leave you, you should know that!!!"

I screamed louder when I heard Mario screaming in front of my room

"I love you, Diamond...."

I heard Mario's voice quiver and then heard me how he cried

"Open Intan, Intan...."

I could only cry bitterly at Mario's sad voice, but I had to be strong, I didn't want to be weak again when dealing with Mario, especially when I had to see his tears

"Cone.....!!!"

I was sobbing and smothering my mouth so Mario wouldn't hear my crying

"Intan open up, please listen to me. We're dealing with this together, you don't give up"

I shook my head and wondered how Mario was out there

"You go home Mario, give me time to calm down, I need time, it's hard for me" I said

Mario who sat in front of the door of Intan's room shook his head and was still staring blankly at the tightly closed door

"No Intan, I will wait here, until you come out and say if you want to marry me!!!"

I rubbed my tear-soaked face, walked towards the door and opened the lock

And Mario immediately stood up when he heard Intan unlock the door

Mario quickly grabbed me when the door opened, and I replied to his embrace, long, long time we hugged with each sobbing

"Go home, tomorrow I promise to go to your house" I said in a soft voice as I rubbed his face

Mario took my hand that was on his face, kissed it deeply and I could only watch it with a typical hiccup sound of crying

"Please think clearly, will you?"

I closed my eyes as Mario gently kissed my lips, I was sure this was his last kiss, because I had made up my mind if I was really going to break up with him

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The next day, and I've promised all my customers that I'll drop their orders by noon this morning

At ten in the morning I had prepared with two large bags of crackles that I had piled up in front and also with some cardboard that I had stacked in the back, then I tied up

To my two children I told them to stay at home and not go anywhere, but if their Oom, my sister, picks them up, they can come, but if not picked up, they should stay at home

My trip this time was quite far away, because there were some orders that were about an hour away from my house, but it did not dampen my steps in order to make money for me and my two children

Until finally one o'clock in the afternoon all the orders were finished I delivered to my customers, and now I am on my way home

The money from the goods today is quite a lot, and because I do not dare to bring cash, fearing there is nothing on the road, so I stopped by a stall that opened a money transfer service, so I stopped by, and thank God after who had a booth asked me what my job was, he asked for my phone number, he said he was interested in inviting me to join the cooperation

Of course this opportunity I did not miss, I advised him to see my post on my social media account only, and in front of me he immediately searched my account and immediately added friends and followed my account

"Hopefully it's a good start huh mbak Intan.." said he who I amen right.

After the transfer, I resumed my journey, and arrived home at two o'clock in the afternoon, and my two children were not home. On the table I found a piece of paper with the writing of our mother to my grandmother's house

I smiled reading the writing, and as soon as I went to the kitchen for lunch, finished from there, I went up to my private room to take a shower

Less than three o'clock I'm back out of the house, my goal is to go to Mario's mother's house

Last night I promised Mario that I would go to his house, and I was sure that Mario was waiting for me, as evidenced by the many messages he sent asking me where, where, why has not come and many other worried messages from Mario

I immediately lowered the standard of the bike when I reached Mario's yard, confirmed a little of my clothes and walked to the terrace

It didn't take long for me to enter the mansion, because as soon as I knocked on the door, it opened

"Mama's son.." greet Mario while hugging me.

I smiled stiffly at him, I saw clearly if his eyes were puffy, I'm sure if he had finished crying

"Darling....." Mario also greeted me and immediately kissed my forehead

Back I could only smile stiffly at him

Immediately I brought Mario's mother in, where in the living room I found Mario's papa staring at me

The atmosphere turned very awkward when finished berbasasannya, where both parents Mario stared fully in search of me

"What does Mario say if you want to cancel your marriage?"

I immediately lowered my head hearing the question from Mario's papa with a heavy voice

His mother Mario immediately grabbed my hand and heard the sound of sobs that made me lower my head

"I'm sorry pa, ma, I have no other choice.." I said in a stifled manner.

I heard a deep breath of Mario sitting next to me

"Don't you tell me, Tasya and Raisa's business is to be papa and mama's business, don't you worry, you know, you're married to Mario"

I lowered my head in hearing Papa Mario speak at length

But my intention was unanimous, I could not continue this relationship, so after Mario's papa finished talking, somewhat fearfully I raised my head

"I'm sorry ma, pa, because I let you guys down, I'm sorry once again because I can't be who you want me to be, I'm sure Mario will find a much better woman than me"

Mario shook his head strongly and quickly pulled my head and pressed it firmly against his chest

"I'm sorry Mario, I'm sorry" my sobs

"Sincere love is willing if it is ultimately destined not to be together. All she wants is kindness for her loved ones. Don't impose your own will, you might be happier with someone else"

Finished saying that sentence I pulled my head firmly held Mario and hugged his mother who had sobbed since

"I'm sorry Intan, ma. forgive Intan"

After that I quickly ran away from the big room, not caring about how Mario ran after me