Dear The Ex
No Matter Again

"Ma grandma and grandpa want a parting"

I flinch as Meka knocks on the door. Not getting my approval, Meka repeated knocking on the door until I finally got up and walked down with Meka

My face was still flat when my mother-in-law and my mother-in-law Sari were embracing me when they said goodbye

"Please think again, Ntan, pity the children" said my mother-in-law when she grabbed me

I didn't respond to her words, I just kept quiet and my face was still flat

Bobbi and Meka waved their hands as their grandfather clawed and I immediately turned my body as soon as the car made its way out of the yard

"Mama why?"

I just smiled bitterly as Meka asked, and I immediately embraced the two of them, invited her in and sat down together watching tivi

The night we went back to sleeping in my room and I went back to sleep

Arif's shadow struggled in an innocent state with Mirna again filling my eyes and head

I took many breaths and turned back my body hoping that I would fall asleep soon

Because I still can't sleep with the courage to take my phone and open my social media application

Right my guess, when I opened my profile homepage so many people tagged result status for me

I clenched my mouth as I read the comments of the netizens, the most domineering swearing that on average they say that this is my husband he has been throwing away for a long time, pity his wife, pity me, strong yes to his mbak

"Oh my God.." my sizzle.

Worse they tag government agencies, unmitigated even they tag central government agencies

"Your career's over this time mas.." I muttered again.

Then I scrolled down, and I saw a live broadcast of one of my virtual friends. And again I smothered my mouth when clearly my face, the face of mas Arif and the face of Mirna were seen on his live broadcast

"Nih guys fell for a perverted couple in our village, no responsibility for their legitimate wife directly" the voice of the person I heard

Because I do not want to see more blasphemy and insults maki for the damned deeds mas Arif I chose to leave the application and returned stunned

"If this is how it is with the fate of my online sales?" my inner

I took a deep breath and immediately flipped over when the object clinked

how you are feeling

I smiled reading a message from Mario

Ah, this one guy just knows that I'm upset

I'm just about to type in a reply to a message from Mario, my phone rings, a new number

I doubtfully picked up the call

"Yes hello, who is this?"

"This is Heri mbak, his friend Mr. Mario yesterday"

I was shocked to find out if the one who called me was Heri, a member of the police where Arif was detained now

"Yes Heri, what's wrong?"

"How are you?"

I smiled

"Thank you be healthy sir, how sir?, how can I help you?"

"This is how mbak, his Arif sir since yesterday was not healthy, and he said if he wants to meet with mbak, can not come here tomorrow?"

I sniffed in annoyance and rolled my eyes lazily

"Well, isn't it after I go home his parents came?"

"Yes right mbak, but his Arif sir wants him to meet with mbak"

"Sorry sir, say the same to Arif until whenever I will never want to see him, say the same to him, say the same to him, just met in court when he was tried on his adultery case and our divorce hearing, because tomorrow I'm suing for his divorce, say aja rich like that sir"

Silence, and I heard Mr. Heri take a deep breath

"So really can't come mbak?"

"Yes sir, you can't, and you never will"

After hearing my answer, Mr. Heri thanked me for answering the phone from him, then he sent his greetings to Mario to me

After receiving a call from Mr. Heri I was getting upset and getting bad mood

So Mario's message was just a short answer and immediately put the phone on the bed

As usual if getting a short answer from me Mario will stop sending me messages because he seems to understand if I'm bad mood

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Wednesday morning towards noon I was tidy because I was going to the religious court office to report my divorce lawsuit to Arif

I have brought all the files, so the court immediately processed my report. As soon as my report was completed I breathed a sigh of relief and came out from inside the building

Walk slowly towards the parking lot and prepare to ride my favorite matic motorbike

A week later I got a phone call from Mr. Heri who said that Arif would be transferred to the prison, waiting for his trial, and returned I did not care, it's up to him to take me where I don't care, it's none of my business anymore

And after getting a call from Mr. Heri, I again received a phone call from my mother-in-law

Although lazy to accept the call but because I still have a sense of courtesy finally call I raised as well

"Wouldn't you get a call from the police station where Arif was detained?"

I turned my head around for a while because honestly I was very lazy to discuss the matter of Arif mas again

"Why ma?"

"You're serious about continuing with your demands?"

"Seriously, even the lawsuit has also been served" I replied casually without burden

I heard my mother-in-law speaking and soon heard the sound of sobs

"Ma listen to me yes, I am no longer strong to face the hobby mas Arif who likes cheating, I give up ma. I don't think Meka is the same Bobbi, it's because I think about their future that's why I sued Arif mas, Arif, I don't want my two children to live with the scorn of those who say their papa is a perverted king, even if that's the case"

"And the most important thing is ma, I think about my psychic condition, enough ma I survive this long, often yelled at, considered a maid, humiliated in front of her friend mas Arif, a good mama, a good mama, my mom didn't understand it, I did. So I beg you, stop your compassion for me, because until now I will continue this case, and I will not forgive the betrayal of Arif"

"Please understand my feelings as a fellow female ma, not as a daughter-in-law and in-law"

"But Ntan?"

"Let's just say ma, I will share the treasure gono gini, I will not eat alone, even if the same mom papa insist on asking everything because of the Arif mas that has his salary, he said, I'll give it my all, even without Arif I could've saved my life and our two kids' lives"

There was no sound of my mother-in-law answering, all I heard was her sobbing

"Sorry Intan ma, this time Intan will not obey your words, this time Intan really gave up"

Finished saying as soon as I instantly turned off the chatter and leaned my head in a frown

Back I saw my phone because it was ringing again

"Mrs Mario?" I quickly corrected my sitting position

"Yes buk?" I said in a voice trying to calm down

"Where's Ntan, can you go to Mom's house for a minute?"

I saw the clock on the wall, showing almost the number twelve

"Yes, wait a minute, buk"

Finished saying as soon as I snatched the motor key then walked out of the house and immediately locked the door

And back when outside I saw a group of mothers sitting on the porch of one of the neighboring houses and when I glanced, I saw them staring at me

I pretended I didn't see them and just kept driving to Mario's Mama's house

"Intan Jewel Sari!!!!"

I who had just lowered the standard of the motor instantly closed my eyes when I was very familiar with the voice that called out to me

"Oh my God." I opened my eyes and looked at Mario who was walking towards me with a smile on his face.