Dear The Ex
Advice

Back I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, my left hand that had been held with Arif mas I pulled slowly, as well as the mother-in-law who had hugged me since, I slowly pushed her shoulder

"M. L....?" call Arif to chase after me who came in leaving everyone still standing on the porch

I again let Mas Arif pull my shoulder without intending to stop listening to the reason

The Arif family came in and my mother-in-law kept trying to convince me that this was a trial for our family

I went into the kitchen, got the plate, without caring for the Arif mas who continued to line my steps, filled the plate and put it on the table, only then did I stand facing the Arif mas

"Eat, I'm sure you haven't eaten yet"

I saw the surprise on Arif's face, but I didn't care, after saying so I left him back in the middle

My mother-in-law who also followed me to the kitchen now walked back to follow me in the middle room as well

I sat back where I was. And began my father-in-law and mother-in-law to advise me

I just quietly listened to their advice with my sobs occasionally interspersed

Apparently Arif was not long in the kitchen, because after that he also sat with us

And as understood, Mbak Sari who was sitting next to me shifted, and now changed mas Arif who was sitting next to me

And mas Arif again repeated his actions as in front of earlier, clasped my hand tightly and continued to apologize from me

"In the household there must be a trial of Ntan, and I believe this is a trial for both of you, with this you can learn each other introspection, self, and turn into a much better couple and love more"

I still continued to sob, and repeatedly brushed off the hand of Arif who kept trying to pull my hand

"The father of this promise is the first and last ma, papa promise. Papa is stupid ma, why can papa be eaten by the persuasion of papa's two friends"

"Do not give an excuse by demonizing his friend mas, if mas did not intend to do pervert, would be as strong as the seduction and persuasion of mas friends, mas will not be tempted" finally the word came out of my mouth too

My in-laws and in-laws fell silent at my answer, as did Arif

"There is nothing to explain anymore, everything was clear at yesterday's press conference, everything has been clearly said by the police" I continued

"Oath ma, papa with the woman has not been able to say anything"

I shook my head

"Whatever it is, I've already been hurt, please give me time to learn to forget this, don't force me to apologize for this time"

"I can't tolerate the behavior, I'm okay always mas snapped, mas say the maid in front of friends mas, but for this one, it's hard I accept it"

I saw Arif's face look shocked when I said that

"I heard if I said I was a maid" I said with a bitter smile

"Perhaps because I'm a slum like a maid that's why mas serong" I continued with a bitter smile

"Don't you know, everyone must have been kilaf, and I'm sure you're not like that person, mama has long been your mama son, and mama knows your forgiving character"

I took a deep breath

"Oh my God, my heart hurts when you want to know" I replied slowly

"You know son, for that you ask your heart to expand, accept with sincerity this ordeal son"

My sister-in-law's wife approached, grabbed me from the side, and I smiled bitterly at her

"Patiently yes mbak." he said while shedding tears while rubbing my arms.

"All households have their own trials, and this is a trial for your household, it hurts, but rest assured if you sincerely accept and forgive, everything will be fine again Ntan"

I glanced at my father-in-law

"Why am I the only one you ask for patience and advice, why not Mas Arif, who is guilty of him?"

Mbak Sari immediately glanced sharply at me hearing me answer the words of my father-in-law

"Yes you both changed, this advice is for both of you and also for all of your son-in-law's children without exception"

I could only breathe out a long breath by breaking my head

"The kids are sleeping Ret?" ask my brother-in-law who is still sitting near me

Retno nodded and rubbed my arm

Then back my father-in-law advised me and Mas Arif, and the mas Arif who had stopped crying was now bowed down deeply

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I who chose to sleep in Bobbi's room immediately woke up when the sound of the Adhan reverberated, finished carrying out my duties, I began my activities as usual

Mas Arif who was sleeping in our room did not wake up yet, and I was more and more sure if he would wake up because he knew if he did not go to the office

When I mopped I heard a small coughing sound, and I did not turn my head at the Arif mas walking down the stairs

"Ma...?"

I turned my body behind him, and mopped quickly and then moved to the front room

And Arif who still understood if his wife was angry and disappointed could only take a deep breath and walk to the kitchen, and again he was stunned because on the dining table there was coffee

He looked forward, trying to look at his invisible wife. With a deep breath, Arif sat down and sipped his coffee

And I who had finished mopping, immediately went up, tidied up the bed and then rushed into the bathroom

I took a quick shower and changed clothes just as quickly. Then I went downstairs and put the bag on my shoulder

"Where are you going ma?" chase after Arif as soon as he saw I walked quickly out of the house

I did not answer the slightest question, I kept on wearing sandals, put a helmet on my head and then I lifted a large bag of crackles, put it near my feet and then I pulled back the bike.

Without saying goodbye I immediately rushes the motor, leaving the Arif mas who stood dumbstruck to see me

It should be my schedule to deliver the goods to my customers around noon at about two dozen, but it's nine o'clock past I've been out of the house

I do not feel at home, what else is the reason if not for the presence of mas Arif, my anger and disappointment in him are still mountainous

"Ne...?!"

I reflexively braked my motorbike and turned to look at the house of Mario's mother, I saw Mario's mother walking towards me, I then smiled and turned off the motor

Mario's mother came closer to me, then I took off my helmet and stretched out my hand, kissing the back of his hand

"Busy isn't it?"

"You want to get between the orders of the buk, what's wrong?"

He smiled and rubbed my head

"Patience is...."

I forced to smile and nod towards him

"Have you been at your husband's house?"

I nodded

"Maa Syaa Alloh I forgot to say thanks to Mario, buk" said I patted my forehead and smiled unwell at him

"Mario is inside" he replied quickly

"Huh?" I said surprised, of course I was very surprised to know if there was Mario in his mother's house

"When did Mario come home buk?"

"Mean it, let's go in first"

I shook my head

"Anytime, I still want to pick things up"

"Intan Gems Sari!!"

I reflexively turned to the courtyard of Mario's mother's house when I heard Mario calling my name

Mario's the only person who always says my full name when I call

I smiled stiffly at him who was walking towards us. And suddenly my heart beat violently

"Oh my God, why else is this" I cursed in my heart with annoyance

"Come in first, we have something to talk about"

I gulped my saliva with great difficulty, then turned to look at his mother Mario who nodded his head at me

"But I have to drop Yo's order" back I gave an excuse to refuse

"Wait forward to do it"

I smiled bitterly when he was still as careless as before

"Come." he said before we walked into his yard.